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Grigore
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I hate being sober.
#19207437 - 11/30/13 05:46 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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When I'm sober,nothing special happens,life is truly boring and I just can't live this way.Does anyone else feel the same?
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Enlil
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Re: I hate being sober. [Re: Grigore]
#19207442 - 11/30/13 05:48 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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I love being sober. When I'm impaired, life is boring and meaningless.
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Re: I hate being sober. [Re: Grigore] 1
#19207443 - 11/30/13 05:49 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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Well, I've definitely been known to take the edge off.
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Grigore
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Re: I hate being sober. [Re: Enlil]
#19207447 - 11/30/13 05:52 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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When I'm sober,I'm very socially inhibited,I can't do what I truly want to do and I can't appreciate the beauty of life.
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The Self
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Re: I hate being sober. [Re: Grigore] 2
#19207450 - 11/30/13 05:54 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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Not that it's any of my business but, how many hours a day are you intoxicated? What's your drug of choice? What have you got? Will you go broke and do you do it a lot?
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Enlil
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Re: I hate being sober. [Re: Grigore]
#19207451 - 11/30/13 05:54 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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That's interesting. When I'm impaired, I can't see the beauty of life. I only see the beauty of impairment.
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Grigore
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Re: I hate being sober. [Re: Enlil]
#19207459 - 11/30/13 05:59 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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I wanted to mean that when I have a bad trip,I start to appreciate being sober,only when I have a bad trip I think about how great would it be to be sober and when I become sober,I want to be tripping again. So,even though I have many bad trips from datura,I actually love them,I learn a lot from them.
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tyrannicalrex
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Re: I hate being sober. [Re: Grigore]
#19207462 - 11/30/13 06:00 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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Don't hate, appreciate, elevate....
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Re: I hate being sober. [Re: Enlil]
#19207467 - 11/30/13 06:02 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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Enlil said: That's interesting. When I'm impaired, I can't see the beauty of life. I only see the beauty of impairment.
Same...
I like having a LSD trip when I can find LSD though but the beauty always feels impaired
next day and next day again is where the beauty really shines
and I dont need a dose to remember the beauty, grow houseplants, notice the beauty each day :-)
new miracle each day same if you have pets, they will surprise you each day
I often walk in nature too.. feels good without drugs, notice the beauty, feel the peace
.. or cycle 20-40km, feels good and enjoyable in any weather IMO, on any bike (even a cheap one) unfortunately my bikes are broken atm
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Grigore
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Re: I hate being sober. [Re: The Self] 1
#19207469 - 11/30/13 06:03 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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The drugs that I frequently use are: Datura(2,3 times a week) Zolpidem(around 2 times a week) DXM(1 time a week) Benzydamine(just started using it and gonna use it for a long time cuz it's really nice)(1 time a week) Bath Salts(just started using it as well)(1 time a week) Mescaline(1 time per month) Amanita Muscaria(I don't have many left but I used to consume these shrooms every three days) Weed(every 3 days) LSA(maybe 2 times per month) and Salvia Divinorum,from time to time(once a month)
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The Self
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Re: I hate being sober. [Re: Grigore]
#19207473 - 11/30/13 06:05 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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Dear lawd.....
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Re: I hate being sober. [Re: Grigore] 1
#19207477 - 11/30/13 06:07 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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Quote:
Grigore said: The drugs that I frequently use are: Datura(2,3 times a week) Zolpidem(around 2 times a week) DXM(1 time a week) Benzydamine(just started using it and gonna use it for a long time cuz it's really nice)(1 time a week) Bath Salts(just started using it as well)(1 time a week) Mescaline(1 time per month) Amanita Muscaria(I don't have many left but I used to consume these shrooms every three days) Weed(every 3 days) LSA(maybe 2 times per month) and Salvia Divinorum,from time to time(once a month)
WTF? You should also be huffing gas and sniffing glue.
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Re: I hate being sober. [Re: The Self]
#19207478 - 11/30/13 06:09 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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Datura 2-3 times a week 
Not a good idea.
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Re: I hate being sober. [Re: Grigore]
#19207485 - 11/30/13 06:13 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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Quote:
Grigore said: The drugs that I frequently use are: Datura(2,3 times a week) Zolpidem(around 2 times a week) DXM(1 time a week) Benzydamine(just started using it and gonna use it for a long time cuz it's really nice)(1 time a week) Bath Salts(just started using it as well)(1 time a week) Mescaline(1 time per month) Amanita Muscaria(I don't have many left but I used to consume these shrooms every three days) Weed(every 3 days) LSA(maybe 2 times per month) and Salvia Divinorum,from time to time(once a month)
What are you like 12? These are all legally obtainable drugs people in high school do. Mescaline and weed are the only things you got going for ya.
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Re: I hate being sober. [Re: highc]
#19207492 - 11/30/13 06:18 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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It's called
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fee
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Re: I hate being sober. [Re: highc] 1
#19207497 - 11/30/13 06:23 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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Well lets see what I literally remember about op.
I remember one conversation in a thread with people talking about how creepy his Sig is and he was saying that's just how he is creepy demented and scary or some shit an adolescent would say.
Then for a while he was trying to make himself go insane though his drug use shock is another thing an adolescent would say. I mean fuck I've eaten around 6,000 hits of LSD in my life and that's just the tip of the iceberg when talking drugs in general and I am literally more grounded and clear headed then ten years ago. The most clear headed since before puberty really.
Now he says he must be hi every waking moment and the list of drugs he does contributes to this thread looks like o ummm how do you say it, ahh I would put it like...no that's not right, ahhh got it, like something an adolescent would say.
My guess is he is a 15 year old hating life like every other 15 year and that doesn't disclude me either, or he is in his early 20's lives at home, works at McDonalds, wrote a scientific paper that got published, is writing some sort of documentary or some shit about this white teeneage gang that loves him, wrote code for medical equipment and is about to start working with his psychologist. O I almost forgot alse he's gay.
Is any of this correct?
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blankk said to fee: btw you're a total fucking psychedelic pimp Turtletotem said: I want to become a sun worshipper, so next time an atheist smugly asks me where god is, I can point smugly at the sun and laugh my ass off. Then I drive away in my solar powered piece of shit car, cool stuff man. And then I go kill a bitch because the flaming orb in the sky told me to do so, and I don't know, oppress a few minorities here and there in the name of nuclear fusion? Religion is fun.
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Re: I hate being sober. [Re: Grigore]
#19207498 - 11/30/13 06:24 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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I have no choice but to try with all my might to remain sober for the rest of my life. Alcoholism is a mother fucker and it's killing me... literally. Been hospitalized 3 times in less than 2 years from drinking, mostly internal bleeding.
95% of the time it's not that bad, but I fucked up on day and had more than a few glasses of wine.
I'm not bored when I'm sober, it's more like a switch gets flipped on and it's time for 
Not today though, I feel good this morning!... . . .
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Re: I hate being sober. [Re: fee]
#19207501 - 11/30/13 06:27 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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That was beautiful, was that James Joyce?
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fee
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Re: I hate being sober. [Re: vinsue]
#19207505 - 11/30/13 06:29 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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I will be making a trip out to hunt your ass down and hog tie you and waterboard you with booze until you never want see, touch, taste or smell a drop of alcohol ever again.
Yo dawg I beez tawkin m@d fer reelz
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blankk said to fee: btw you're a total fucking psychedelic pimp Turtletotem said: I want to become a sun worshipper, so next time an atheist smugly asks me where god is, I can point smugly at the sun and laugh my ass off. Then I drive away in my solar powered piece of shit car, cool stuff man. And then I go kill a bitch because the flaming orb in the sky told me to do so, and I don't know, oppress a few minorities here and there in the name of nuclear fusion? Religion is fun.
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fee
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Re: I hate being sober. [Re: The Self]
#19207507 - 11/30/13 06:30 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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The Self said: That was beautiful, was that James Joyce?
Sure
who's James Joyce?
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blankk said to fee: btw you're a total fucking psychedelic pimp Turtletotem said: I want to become a sun worshipper, so next time an atheist smugly asks me where god is, I can point smugly at the sun and laugh my ass off. Then I drive away in my solar powered piece of shit car, cool stuff man. And then I go kill a bitch because the flaming orb in the sky told me to do so, and I don't know, oppress a few minorities here and there in the name of nuclear fusion? Religion is fun.
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