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Anonymous #1

difficult to not be fucked up
    #19204810 - 11/29/13 12:53 PM (10 years, 2 months ago)

I am having difficult staying sober for just one day... I was addicted to opiates for YEARS and now that i do not use it anymore, its like I always want to be high in some way. Now this wasnt too much of a problem when I was able to smoke pot. Now that I cant smoke, I get bored VERY quickly. Right now I dont have a job or money. Here is the thing. When it comes to other drugs, like psychedelics, molly and even MXE, I can practice moderation VERY WELL. I have been holding onto these chems for years and never abused them. But today I just wanna get fucked up! First I was thinking that I should do some MXE, and then 25c... I dont want to trip my balls off, just feel slightly altered.

Even though taking some of these substances 1-3 times a month isnt bad.. The fact that I find it difficult to be sober for just one day is a SERIOUS issue. Any advice? Its like my mind is fighting over whether I should take some MXE to relax... Or suffer and CONSTANTLY think about not being fucked up:thumbdown:


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Re: difficult to not be fucked up [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #19204919 - 11/29/13 01:32 PM (10 years, 2 months ago)

How long have you been sober from opiates?

I've relapsed since, but when I kicked a nasty heroin habit for a few months the cravings were a nightmare. It wasn't so much a craving specifically for opiates, but to just be intoxicated. I think its something about the opiate addiction, where you get used to being intoxicated 24/7.

Out of all the crack fiends, coke heads, meth users, and benzo addicts that i know, none stay intoxicated 24/7. They're always broke for a couple days at a time, or have enough for one rock, one hit, one bar, etc.. per day. Where as anyone addicted to opiates stays high, or at least has enough in their system to stop from being sick


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Anonymous #1

Re: difficult to not be fucked up [Re: Anonymous #2]
    #19205380 - 11/29/13 03:47 PM (10 years, 2 months ago)

currently taking subutex... have dabbled with opiates here and there, but the problem has narrowed itself to subutex. Which is good AND bad. My body is in a constant state of discomfort.. between legitimate pains and WD. My biggest hurdle is overcoming boredom and getting off my ass.


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