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I was able to control the visuals (shrooms), anyone else have this?
    #19194437 - 11/26/13 09:58 PM (10 years, 2 months ago)

(This is in regards to P. cyanescens)

From my previous trips, 1g is the threshold of consciousness.  Anything higher and the "self" dissolves and goes to sleep.  I become an observer, like the time I took 2g and experienced ego loss(very euphoric, feeling loved).  I pushed the boundaries at 3g where I found ego death (not fun; horrible).



I have a whiteboard in my room with writings on it.  It's always been that when I'm tripping, the writings start to dance.  Patterns change on walls/ceiling/carpet.


My question now is about the last trip I had..


I took 2.5g and was expecting ego loss but was very surprised to find  the "self" was very much intact.  I was completely aware.  The whiteboard with writings had very small movement, almost completely still.  Vibrant but almost still.  Patterns were also still, not changing.

I know I was tripping hard because I could feel and see the same way as a sub-breakthrough dose on DMT.  You know that "haze" that appear.  At times, I could feel myself about to faint and breakthrough.

It was very strange to be so clear headed.  If I had to choose one word to describe it, it would be "satori".  I don't meditate but I imagine this is the state of mind that people (who meditate) try to achieve.

During the trip I confronted and resolved a lot of issues regarding myself.  I used to doubt myself, wallow in self-pity, making excuses.  I recognized the positive sides and concluded that I am pretty fucking incredible.  I've made so many people happy.  That's all I really want, have an amazing time with people.  It is an amazing feeling to find inner peace.  Feel complete.

I concluded that there was no (longer) an ego to destroy because I accepted my "self".  Whereas before when I was unsure of myself and would have anxiety (causing panic attacks), now that I have newfound confidence and belief in myself I was able to take control of the mushroom trip.


Anyway, is that why my visuals were minimal?  Because I was in that state of mind?


The strangest thing about this is I didn't even know my trip had ended because there was no mind-fuck.  By far the best and cleanest trip ever.


Don't wanna sound rude but I'm so done with lsd and other drugs.


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Re: I was able to control the visuals (shrooms), anyone else have this? [Re: dou]
    #19195485 - 11/27/13 08:56 AM (10 years, 2 months ago)

Reality is incredibly malleable, like a thin sheet of gold.

Psychedelic experience can be folded and played with as well; I've noticed that I am sometimes able to manipulate my visual field, or even my trains of thought while tripping. LSD allows this more easily for me, but it's definitely possible on mushrooms. I personally think that because the "reality" we live in is so subjective and based on our perception, it can be easily changed and morphed, so I'm sure this phenomenon can happen with any psychedelic.

The mind is a powerful thing, and it can shape your reality. You may have seen less visuals because you were focused on your introspective thoughts! You might have been "turning off" the visuals without realizing.
I think your story sounds very interesting, and it sounds like a beautiful learning experience.
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Seem to get lost and harder to find.
When I am alone I am inclined,
If I find a pebble in sand,
To think that it fell from my hand..."



Edited by MindDrips (11/27/13 08:59 AM)


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Re: I was able to control the visuals (shrooms), anyone else have this? [Re: MindDrips]
    #19195653 - 11/27/13 09:54 AM (10 years, 2 months ago)

Something similar has happened to me before. Coming up climaxed in a very intricate visual (kinda like Alex Grey's Cosmic Christ but in the shape of a fox), and I had come to this trip wanting to know how to approach the mushroom experience: and it told me. After this I saw I had no business tripping, for the time being, and the visuals shut off completely. I was no longer "tripping" and I simply went back home. The clear-headedness that remained would even allow me to face my parents with no problem what so ever - I was in control.


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Re: I was able to control the visuals (shrooms), anyone else have this? [Re: Comcouveflor]
    #19196684 - 11/27/13 02:05 PM (10 years, 2 months ago)

Ive had that on two tabs of WoW. along with shared hallucinations. makes me believe in Panpsychism


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