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28064212
Special Agent Dale Cooper




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Right now I feel like killing myself
#19182830 - 11/24/13 02:14 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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Not going to do it, I promise, but I want to SOOOOOOO bad right now.
Anyone ever feel this way?
Never been so mad at myself before.
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JesusIsLord
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Re: Right now I feel like killing myself [Re: 28064212]
#19182837 - 11/24/13 02:15 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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why?
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Alexestalex
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Re: Right now I feel like killing myself [Re: 28064212] 3
#19182843 - 11/24/13 02:18 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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Be careful about what you type on the internet.
When I was a little boy my buddy and I played runescape. Our account got hacked and we tried to recover it by sending an online appeal. As a joke, we wrote that if we didn't get the account back, we'd commit suicide. We didn't even realize that a real human being read the appeal.
Two days later, the police show up at my friend's door, pick up his mom, drive to his school, and get the principle to call him down. He's asked if he's suicidal and has to undergo a psychological evaluation.
Not fun man!
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28064212
Special Agent Dale Cooper




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Re: Right now I feel like killing myself [Re: Alexestalex]
#19182850 - 11/24/13 02:20 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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I said I AM NOT going to harm myself.
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dontknow
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Re: Right now I feel like killing myself [Re: Alexestalex] 2
#19182851 - 11/24/13 02:20 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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Alex are you in the US? If so I call bs
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Alexestalex
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Re: Right now I feel like killing myself [Re: dontknow]
#19182859 - 11/24/13 02:23 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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28064212 said: I said I AM NOT going to harm myself.
I know, I know. I'm just saying, people often take the "I'm going to kill myself" thing really lightly, I've seen it posted as a joke so many times.
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dontknow said: Alex are you in the US? If so I call bs
Not US, I'm from Canada. I swear on my life, I'd have no reason to lie.
And it actually does make logical sense to some extent. Like if you have evidence that somebody is planning on committing suicide and you don't alert the authorities, you can get in trouble or something.
Also, google runescape cop suicide. A lot of similar stories come up. It's quite hilarious to me LOL.
here's one http://www.sythe.org/runescape-3-general/527386-cops-just-came-my-house-over-runescape.html
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Gumby
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Re: Right now I feel like killing myself [Re: Alexestalex] 3
#19182874 - 11/24/13 02:27 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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Alexestalex said: Be careful about what you type on the internet.
When I was a little boy my buddy and I played runescape. Our account got hacked and we tried to recover it by sending an online appeal. As a joke, we wrote that if we didn't get the account back, we'd commit suicide. We didn't even realize that a real human being read the appeal.
Two days later, the police show up at my friend's door, pick up his mom, drive to his school, and get the principle to call him down. He's asked if he's suicidal and has to undergo a psychological evaluation.
Not fun man!
Yep. I've personally tracked down where people live that post on the Shroomery and had help sent to them. Saved a guy once, true story.
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Re: Right now I feel like killing myself [Re: 28064212]
#19182886 - 11/24/13 02:30 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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I've been there myself many times. Procrastination saved my life, literally.
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Re: Right now I feel like killing myself [Re: Gumby]
#19182896 - 11/24/13 02:31 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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Edited by Konyap (11/24/13 04:06 PM)
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Konyap

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Re: Right now I feel like killing myself [Re: Konyap]
#19182898 - 11/24/13 02:32 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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lol
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Lynnch
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Re: Right now I feel like killing myself [Re: 28064212] 3
#19182899 - 11/24/13 02:32 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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What's goin on dude?
I just want to point out that, it's perfectly okay to be upset, frustrated with life, and mad at yourself for fucking up. But leave it at that dude, all of that stuff you can deal with. Sarcastically or jokingly exaggerating how you feel to the point of suicide isn't constructive, you're just blowing up your problems to unworkable proportions... Be careful what you say on the internet, sure; Be more careful what you say to yourself.
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28064212
Special Agent Dale Cooper




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Re: Right now I feel like killing myself [Re: Lynnch]
#19182935 - 11/24/13 02:40 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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No one worry I would never harm myself, I never have and never will, I am smarter/happier than that.
I just let my anxiety and indicisions take ahold of me and cause me to act like a retarded pathetic fool.
I can never make decisions and end up freaking out
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28064212
Special Agent Dale Cooper




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Re: Right now I feel like killing myself [Re: 28064212]
#19182958 - 11/24/13 02:45 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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Really high now, and in all honesty I NEVER really felt like hurting myself just angry at myself and hate myself a little bit, so that's why I was speaking about myself so worthlessly
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Alexestalex
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Re: Right now I feel like killing myself [Re: 28064212]
#19182968 - 11/24/13 02:47 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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28064212 said: No one worry I would never harm myself, I never have and never will, I am smarter/happier than that.
I just let my anxiety and indicisions take ahold of me and cause me to act like a retarded pathetic fool.
I can never make decisions and end up freaking out
Calm down, you seem like a chill guy and you should relax. It`s normal to feel suicidal, especially in today`s world where suicide rates are sky-high, but just take a breather. There`s a million different options to get out of this stupor.
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28064212
Special Agent Dale Cooper




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Re: Right now I feel like killing myself [Re: Alexestalex] 1
#19182979 - 11/24/13 02:50 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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For sure.
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Lynnch
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Re: Right now I feel like killing myself [Re: 28064212] 1
#19182992 - 11/24/13 02:53 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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One thing that has helped me with that stuff is to slowwww dowwwwnnn. It's not really the decision or situation that's stressing you out, it's the impending deadline. Most of the time though, it's okay to just think about things for a second. You don't have to answer every question in a conversation immediately after the person asks it. It's like when you're just starting out driving, and making those unprotected lefthand turns are so scary- you're not sure if the gap is big enough, and theres a guy behind you, and he's gonna get mad and honk if you go soon and and and... It's okay if you just slow down and wait for the light to turn yellow. Nobody can fault you for driving safely.
Also, just make a fucking decision already, that way you can get to the good part- changing your mind.
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zZZz
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Re: Right now I feel like killing myself [Re: 28064212]
#19183006 - 11/24/13 02:55 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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what drugs you been on man?, don't mean to offend, but i've felt like that before from drug use. just sayin
or what exactly are you getting upset about?. let it out bro.
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28064212
Special Agent Dale Cooper




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Re: Right now I feel like killing myself [Re: zZZz]
#19183016 - 11/24/13 02:57 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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I've been on prescriptions amphetmaines for a long time.
Beside that I use psychedelics every once in a while. Benzos occasionally. Use my everyday, and smoke s
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Re: Right now I feel like killing myself [Re: 28064212]
#19183032 - 11/24/13 02:59 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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hmm, amphetamines can do that to you, especially with long term use. they can make your emotions unstable, but im sure you already knew that..
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Re: Right now I feel like killing myself [Re: 28064212]
#19183046 - 11/24/13 03:02 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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28064212 said: No one worry I would never harm myself, I never have and never will, I am smarter/happier than that.
I just let my anxiety and indicisions take ahold of me and cause me to act like a retarded pathetic fool.
I can never make decisions and end up freaking out
Story of my life
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