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Offlineblackmilk
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First 2 mushroom trips; one great, one horrible
    #19182388 - 11/24/13 12:13 PM (10 years, 2 months ago)

First experience:

This was the first time i ever eexperienced anything truly psychedelic, never done acid or shrooms or anything. Ive been close a few times with weed but nothing real. I had been researching shrooms for quite a while before this, because i was scared shitless about eating the wrong kind, getting a bad trip, freaking out and doing something i would seriously regret. I read about dosage and all that, but what really got me excited was the possibility for a spiritual experience. It was said by one site that during a trip, anything negative in your life or consciousness will come up and it will not be comfortable, but that these thoughts may be much more approachable while tripping.

SO for my first trip i went in it to have fun, but also work on certain things in my life. And for the most part it worked.

The trip started around noontime. I walked to some trails about 3/4 of a mile from my house, and ate ~4 grams(i know not a recommened first dose size lol) before i left, along with a glass of whiskey about half an hour before that. By the time i got to the trails, they started kicking in. First thing i noticed was the noise my pants were making when they rubbed together, kind of like a vibrating ocean sound. Then the whole world widened and brithened, almost lookng like a landscape water color painting. At this point i new they were working but it wasnt that intense, and as a turned a corner i looked to the side and there was a log that was fairly large wavy, and it looked like a sea monster. This got the giggles going and from then on i was in outer space. Everything was bright and round and warm and moving, things looking divine, not completely different from reality, but they werent what they were supposed to be if that makes sense.

As i was walking through the trails everything was just rolling, i remember thinking it was like riding a wave. THe ambient nose of the forest and my body made a song that coincided with everything else perfectly. My body, and i will never forget this feeling, felt like it was in 3 sections, each section consisting of my head, my torso, and my legs. Each of these sections was two dimensional and flat, seperated but connected by a force i can only describe as a magnet and they were all gyrating around each other. My mind was in a happy place as well, every new image or scene amazed me, i had uncontrolable laughter, and was just insanely happy.  ZThe world was great, i was great, nature was great. 

I then decided to listen to some grateful dead on my ipod, st stephen has never been a more powerful song. The trip stayed like this about till 2 o clock, and then the music got to be too much so i took the headphones off. I kept forgetting where i was, where i was going and what i was doing adn this scared me a bit. SOme people were walking on the trail to and it took all of my energy not to burst out laughing at them. All of this lack of control really started turning things around for me, i started to get a bit worried and panicky, nothing serious but not as good as the first part of trip. The visuals picked up big time, things were quadrupling and coming out of each other. The trails at this place are used for horse riding as well as hiking, and i remember seeing a  horse rider coming at me, and the scene looked like the cover of jimi hendrix bold as love album. On earth i love horses and i tried to converse wth the rider about the equines, but it was impossible so i just laughed and walked away.

The sheer uncontrollable-ness of it really started scaring me now and i started sweating profusely, walking fast and my heart was pounding, i really got lost now. I found a bench and tried not to look stupid to everyone walking by, by staying busy untangling my ipod headphone cords. Well that is a difficuly task sober, but this time the cords felt like liquid and was just filtering through my fingers like some sort of goo.

At this point i decded i needed to go someplace and find someone to talk to, so i called a friend and found my way out of the trails and to the parking lot of the park. WHile i was on my way down i saw people on the phones and started to think they were calling the cops on me, and lo and behold while i was waiting in the parking lot, there was a cop there. I did my best to just ignore everyone around me and stay normal, and finally my freind came.

This was about 4 o clock, and as soon as i got in the car everthing just got awsome again, the ride was crazy, we went to mmcdonalds(drive thru of course!), and i got a diet coke that was just an explosion of sensation. We went back to my place and talked for a bit, then i went and laid down on my air matress for a bit. The bed  was a cluod, the blankets felt like silk and i closed my eyes and had some intesne closed eye visuals, just a crazy kalidescope of colors and lights and patterns, my body was nearly non existent at this point, felt like it melted with th eblankets. Futurama was on the tube that provided great ambiance to go along with everything. When i tried watching tv, the picture was melting. It was so real i though my tv was broke, but i changed the channel to non cartoons and it was 'normal'. So this part of the trip lasted about 3 houurs of intermintent periods of pure ecstatic rapture CEVs coupled with proufound insights that will stay with me forever, and an intensely euphoric laugh fest watching futurama.

the trip ended about 7:30 ish, but i was still really high until i went to bed at 10, but a much calmed cooler high wheere everything was still incredibly rch in color and warm, but i was in a more sober state with my body feeling light and airy just floating around. I managed to eat a mcdouble and went to bed feeling amazing.

It was the single most intense and incredible experience of my life. I will never forget that trip and i hope it stays with me forever.


I will talk about the second trip in a second post so as not to clog up one post.


Edited by blackmilk (11/24/13 12:19 PM)


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Re: First 2 mushroom trips; one great, one horrible [Re: blackmilk]
    #19182420 - 11/24/13 12:23 PM (10 years, 2 months ago)

A great read man. I almost teared up. I get what you're saying about insights. Feels cosmic man....


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Re: First 2 mushroom trips; one great, one horrible [Re: blackmilk]
    #19182480 - 11/24/13 12:40 PM (10 years, 2 months ago)

Second Trip:

This was yesterday, dose was about ~3.5 grams of cubes. I planned on just staying inside and experiencing something similar to the last part of the previous trip. Earlier in the day i dealt with someones emotional problems. I really turned their state around by talking to them, but it kind of put me off. I remember thinking i shouldnt eat the shrooms now after this, but i did anYway...

I ate the mushrooms at about 11:15 after i got home from work, took a shower, turned on comedy central(bad idea), got in some comfy sweats and laid on my bed. About 12 o clock the trip kicked in and i started feeling very heavy with a heavy deep pins and needles feeling, my mouth had that awful mushroom taste and my stomach was fuked up big time.

ON the TV was beverly hills cop, one or two i cant remember. And this is what fuked me up. THe music in that movie is very very fuking scary and it got me thinking about all sorts of bad things. About 45 minutes in i really regretted eating the mushrooms and tried to sleep it off.  So i curled up in a ball and closed my eyes. THe visuals were intense wwhen my eyes were closed, and coupled with the music in the movie, my consiousness telling me im a bad person, the stomach ache, heavy body, and intense sweating took me to an incredible dark place. The depression was intense, i started think about my life and everything i thought about had a negative edge to it, even if normally that would be a positive thought.

My heart started pounding and i felt frozen in place. I kept twitching my legs on purpose because it felt weird and gave very temporary relief from the darkness. I needed this to go away and so i fought it hard, very hard and it ruined me. I kepy telling myself what i read, that ''if you dont like the mushroom feeling, then your body will metabolize the drug and you will go back to normal'', but time was frozen in place. I couldnt move and minutes seemed like hours, and hourse seemed like days. I felt literally like i was dying.

I hate to say this but i felt like if i died then that would be a-okay right now. It was that bad. This lasted for 3 hours. I new i needed to do something else, change the tv or put on some music, but i didnt want to for some reason. When i opened my eyes, the brithness of the world picked me up momentarily, but i still didnt like the trip and was insanely tired so i closed my and eyes and tried to sleep it off. It didnt work.

About 3:30, the movie on tv ended and turned into something much more easier going, i think the remake of starsky and hutch with ben stiller and owen wilson. This improved my mood considerably, but i still felt stuck in the bed. I just wanted to sleep so bad btut couldnt, so i kept my eyes closed and tried to force it but it only made it worse.

About 4:30 i changed the channel to some JFK special on the history channel. I thought while browsing the channels that it wouldnt be that fun to watch, but it was actually really interesting exploring all the theories while tripping, it took my mind from the dark place and brought me back to life. From then on the trip was intense body heavies with mild OEVs, with a mild hint of constant depression. I didnt laugh that much and just went with it hoping it to end. Luckily the comdown came sooner than the first ttrip, about 6 o clock. By the i was incredibly burnt out, my head hurt and i was more tired than ever, but i wasnt in the dark place. I kept my eyes open and just rode out the ending until about 7-7:30. I got a ''big ol burrito"(this seemed funny too me) from a mexican resteraunt with someone, went back home had half a beer and a few glasses of water and went to bed.

Today, i have had a constant hint of depression all day. This is all incredibly dissapointing because i was expecting the awesomeness of the first trip, but instead got a big glass of rotten milk.

Me and the spirit world need to take a break from each other. 2-3 months at the minimum im thinking. Hopefully when i come back things will be good. I need to start packing for the journey now, and pack it right.

Thanks for reading guys.


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Re: First 2 mushroom trips; one great, one horrible [Re: TheShroomingAtheis]
    #19182542 - 11/24/13 12:55 PM (10 years, 2 months ago)

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TheShroomingAtheis said:
A great read man. I almost teared up. I get what you're saying about insights. Feels cosmic man....




It was lovely. THanks man.

Ive done plenty of drugs before, but this isnt even in the same leauge of other drugs. Its a higher level, you got scum drugs, then you got psychedelics. But i just learned how dangerous they are.....


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Re: First 2 mushroom trips; one great, one horrible [Re: blackmilk]
    #19211368 - 12/01/13 06:58 AM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Quote:

blackmilk said:
Second Trip:

This was yesterday, dose was about ~3.5 grams of cubes. I planned on just staying inside and experiencing something similar to the last part of the previous trip. Earlier in the day i dealt with someones emotional problems. I really turned their state around by talking to them, but it kind of put me off. I remember thinking i shouldnt eat the shrooms now after this, but i did
anYway...

I ate the mushrooms at about 11:15 after i got home from work, took a shower, turned on comedy central(bad idea), got in some comfy sweats and laid on my bed. About 12 o clock the trip kicked in and i started feeling very heavy with a heavy deep pins and needles feeling, my mouth had that awful mushroom taste and my stomach was fuked up big time.

ON the TV was beverly hills cop, one or two i cant remember. And this is what fuked me up. THe music in that movie is very very fuking scary and it got me thinking about all sorts of bad things. About 45 minutes in i really regretted eating the mushrooms and tried to sleep it off.  So i curled up in a ball and closed my eyes. THe visuals were intense wwhen my eyes were closed, and coupled with the music in the movie, my consiousness telling me im a bad person, the stomach ache, heavy body, and intense sweating took me to an incredible dark place. The depression was intense, i started think about my life and everything i thought about had a negative edge to it, even if normally that would be a positive thought.

My heart started pounding and i felt frozen in place. I kept twitching my legs on purpose because it felt weird and gave very temporary relief from the darkness. I needed this to go away and so i fought it hard, very hard and it ruined me. I kepy telling myself what i read, that ''if you dont like the mushroom feeling, then your body will metabolize the drug and you will go back to normal'', but time was frozen in place. I couldnt move and minutes seemed like hours, and hourse seemed like days. I felt literally like i was dying.

I hate to say this but i felt like if i died then that would be a-okay right now. It was that bad. This lasted for 3 hours. I new i needed to do something else, change the tv or put on some music, but i didnt want to for some reason. When i opened my eyes, the brithness of the world picked me up momentarily, but i still didnt like the trip and was insanely tired so i closed my and eyes and tried to sleep it off. It didnt work.

About 3:30, the movie on tv ended and turned into something much more easier going, i think the remake of starsky and hutch with ben stiller and owen wilson. This improved my mood considerably, but i still felt stuck in the bed. I just wanted to sleep so bad btut couldnt, so i kept my eyes closed and tried to force it but it only made it worse.

About 4:30 i changed the channel to some JFK special on the history channel. I thought while browsing the channels that it wouldnt be that fun to watch, but it was actually really interesting exploring all the theories while tripping, it took my mind from the dark place and brought me back to life. From then on the trip was intense body heavies with mild OEVs, with a mild hint of constant depression. I didnt laugh that much and just went with it hoping it to end. Luckily the comdown came sooner than the first ttrip, about 6 o clock. By the i was incredibly burnt out, my head hurt and i was more tired than ever, but i wasnt in the dark place. I kept my eyes open and just rode out the ending until about 7-7:30. I got a ''big ol burrito"(this seemed funny too me) from a mexican resteraunt with someone, went back home had half a beer and a few glasses of water and went to bed.

Today, i have had a constant hint of depression all day. This is all incredibly dissapointing because i was expecting the awesomeness of the first trip, but instead got a big glass of rotten milk.

Me and the spirit world need to take a break from each other. 2-3 months at the minimum im thinking. Hopefully when i come back things will be good. I need to start packing for the journey now, and pack it right.

Thanks for reading guys.




My last trip was very similar to this - haven't tripped for about a month and the lingering depression is still there; i feel like I have unfinished business in mushroomland..


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Re: First 2 mushroom trips; one great, one horrible [Re: Tombc1]
    #19241810 - 12/07/13 05:08 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Sorry to hear that Tombc1, i too feel like that cant be my last exprience with shrooms, it just aint right that that should be a ''goodbye''.

Its such an incredible dissapointment when a trip goes like that. I havent tripped since then, been seeing my little spirit buddies growing all the time, but i need to wait for the perfect set and setting again. 

Hope your depresson gets better dude


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Re: First 2 mushroom trips; one great, one horrible [Re: blackmilk]
    #19251611 - 12/09/13 06:10 PM (10 years, 1 month ago)

Quote:

blackmilk said:
Sorry to hear that Tombc1, i too feel like that cant be my last exprience with shrooms, it just aint right that that should be a ''goodbye''.

Its such an incredible dissapointment when a trip goes like that. I havent tripped since then, been seeing my little spirit buddies growing all the time, but i need to wait for the perfect set and setting again. 

Hope your depresson gets better dude



Quote:

blackmilk said:
Sorry to hear that Tombc1, i too feel like that cant be my last exprience with shrooms, it just aint right that that should be a ''goodbye''.

Its such an incredible dissapointment when a trip goes like that. I havent tripped since then, been seeing my little spirit buddies growing all the time, but i need to wait for the perfect set and setting again. 

Hope your depresson gets better dude




I suppose the key is balance, as always; we can't let the 'bad times' make us forget how great it can be. :smile:


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