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Re: Is this right? [Re: drkkenny]
#19179651 - 11/23/13 04:50 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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drkkenny said: I mean when your main purpose in life is just creating abstractions stories & planning for trips abroad seeing how much work/responsiblity that takes(regardless if others don't see that, hey, we need someone innovative for the arts right!? We all can't work at a normal job...someone has to be that guy that leeches off of everyone but has his own self absorbed world he has made which liberates everyone. To me running a successful enterprise is much harder than doing robotic repetitions like a mime. Plus its fun to soak in all the glory & show off in front of a crowd of people "just because I can bc of my imperial command".
I can say if I died this moment I feel satisfied. Albeit, I didn't ever find true love, but atleast I found second best. A love which is apart of me.
But what if there is no after life? What if this is all you get?
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That's the thing, life isn't enough. I just hate it. I hate how life feels so pre planned y'know? As if we aren't really in control. That's why when someone does some crazy stunt like myself then I think they deserve a pat on the back and not a scolding. Fine, it is a bit childish to stir up a scene for no reason except because you want to smile in the face of the camera but we need someone willing to make a fool out of themselves for the entertainment of the people...& believe me when I start in on all the quirky ideas I've accumulated in my head they run like a bat out of hell. Because I do it so I'm speaking as if in a frantic disorder yknow? So its like they have all these things popping in at them & without any order. So I might be talking about my doctor & then switch it to the zoo or something, the limits are endless! But they really hate it lol. Imagine some annoying twerp just coming up to you & trying his hardest to provoke you. Saying the most absurd things you could ever imagine lol. I must admit, atleast I'm going out with a bang & laughing.
Its just funny when I go up to someone & say did your grandpa play with Babe Ruth in the world series 90 years ago? Crazy notions like that! Bc I exist at all points in time & thus I see the connection everywhere. You are everything you are nothing. Everything is legitimate.
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Re: Is this right? [Re: drkkenny] 1
#19179723 - 11/23/13 05:11 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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drkkenny said: That's the thing, life isn't enough. I just hate it. I hate how life feels so pre planned y'know? As if we aren't really in control. That's why when someone does some crazy stunt like myself then I think they deserve a pat on the back and not a scolding. Fine, it is a bit childish to stir up a scene for no reason except because you want to smile in the face of the camera but we need someone willing to make a fool out of themselves for the entertainment of the people...& believe me when I start in on all the quirky ideas I've accumulated in my head they run like a bat out of hell. Because I do it so I'm speaking as if in a frantic disorder yknow? So its like they have all these things popping in at them & without any order. So I might be talking about my doctor & then switch it to the zoo or something, the limits are endless! But they really hate it lol. Imagine some annoying twerp just coming up to you & trying his hardest to provoke you. Saying the most absurd things you could ever imagine lol. I must admit, atleast I'm going out with a bang & laughing.
Its just funny when I go up to someone & say did your grandpa play with Babe Ruth in the world series 90 years ago? Crazy notions like that! Bc I exist at all points in time & thus I see the connection everywhere. You are everything you are nothing. Everything is legitimate.
Well, a few comments. If life isnt enough and you die and nothing happens, you've wasted your only shot. Also, who says you need to live a pre-planned life? I agree that society is too rigid. But there are people like us who understand. It may be a small population, but people do see the same things you do. It's just a matter of going against the grain.
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Re: Is this right? [Re: drkkenny] 1
#19179751 - 11/23/13 05:20 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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drkkenny, considering this seems to be the "real you" that we're talking to, please allow me to ask...
What's with all the abstract posts about your uncle/brother-in-law/queen of England/etc with run-on sentences and incomprehensible jumbles of thought? What's the story behind all of that?
I've always wanted to know.
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Re: Is this right? [Re: Synthe] 2
#19179774 - 11/23/13 05:25 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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Synthe said: drkkenny, considering this seems to be the "real you" that we're talking to, please allow me to ask...
What's with all the abstract posts about your uncle/brother-in-law/queen of England/etc with run-on sentences and incomprehensible jumbles of thought? What's the story behind all of that?
I've always wanted to know.
My theory is that drkkenny is some kid's computer science experiment; a robot that posts on the shroomery.
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Re: Is this right? [Re: drkkenny]
#19180285 - 11/23/13 07:49 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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I walk into a closet and I am faced all of my desires and wants, I eat ice cream and think about what the day has made for me, or rather what I have made for the day. In actuality i am not in my closet but outside, a paradox of the unknown making little sense has inspired me to write like my truly beloved poster from the shroomery. He doesn't know this yet, but eventually he will pass into the unknown of words and periods and key strokes. Searching for his lost ways in the lost and in found kingdom. You have to eat like a barbarian if you want to be pretty in this world, nothing else would ever make sense, kenny knows this and that is why he likes to go into the closet and hide. Hide from his feelings because I have a red balloon that makes this really cool noise that if you could hear it from space it would sound like nothing but at the same time its vibrations would blow you away. Kenny understands this but refuses to acknowledge it.
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drkenny, you ever heard of the leviathan?
bring em down to the dust man. join a gym. shed all your fat, and build muscle on top of muscle. it's fun. just don't hurt yourself.
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Re: Is this right? [Re: drkkenny]
#19180452 - 11/23/13 08:40 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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drkkenny said: /..
am a robot?
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Synthe said: drkkenny, considering this seems to be the "real you" that we're talking to, please allow me to ask...
What's with all the abstract posts about your uncle/brother-in-law/queen of England/etc with run-on sentences and incomprehensible jumbles of thought? What's the story behind all of that?
I've always wanted to know.
Allegorical Syllogisms?
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Re: Is this right? [Re: drkkenny]
#19180526 - 11/23/13 09:00 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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Synthe said: What's with all the abstract posts about your uncle/brother-in-law/queen of England/etc with run-on sentences and incomprehensible jumbles of thought? What's the story behind all of that?
I've always wanted to know.
I would like to know your story, as well, drkkenny. You're an intriguing dude.
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They are stories that can belong to anyone. I have to make stories so others may be able to relate a bit. Some of them are just me planning for my future when those events might happen. So its almost as if I recorded the event beforehand so I know it inside & out.
Anyway I'm really burning inside & I think I'm going to buy alot of drugs and overdose.
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Re: Is this right? [Re: drkkenny] 1
#19182422 - 11/24/13 12:23 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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What your feeling is temporary, you'll be okay! Don't rob yourself of everything over a feeling that will pass in time. Life goes on, things change and you'll be glad you're alive. Find something to do to take your mind off things, write a book, start some new hobbies, take a vacation, sign up for a charity and help people, just do something, even if you don't want to. Anything is better than hurting yourself.
I've enjoyed your stories as I know many others have too, you're a really interesting and creative guy. Nobody wants to see you get hurt, man.
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Re: Is this right? [Re: drkkenny]
#19182435 - 11/24/13 12:27 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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drkkenny said: I believe the words I say.
so youre just delusional then?
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Re: Is this right? [Re: drkkenny]
#19182704 - 11/24/13 12:27 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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This thread has been closed.
Reason: Google suicide hotlines DrK.
This is not a support site. I fear we may harm more than help.
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