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BU4O
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Hi i have a question for you i realy need help !
#19173495 - 11/22/13 02:59 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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So here i go when i ate shrooms for the very 1 st time in my life i was at home in my darck room in bed with a joint in my hand...i started trip see the visuals be happy and so...and all of a sudden a beautiful girl like she is a hologram...she is colored electric neon blue...and somthing very strange about her is that when i saw her for the very first time it was like i have know her throughout all my life...like deja vu or somthing...she appeared in my room i freaked a bit then she comes close to me and i start feeling calm and good i look at her and she lays down beside me in my bed...i like her a lot...and i look at her in the face,eyes and her long beautiful hair...she looks at me and smiles...i didn't even know when i fall asleep or when she left but it's like she finds me or somthing and i see her rarely only once in few trips...and she have very strong presence...draw my attention to her...The thing is i want to know what is she,why she follows me,why she cannot talk to me,why i feel strong love for her,and why i have this feeling that i know her from a very long time the very 1 st time i saw her...She is just like a real person,you can see her facial expressions when i say somthing to her...I want to know who is she!
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Re: Hi i have a question for you i realy need help ! [Re: BU4O]
#19173544 - 11/22/13 03:30 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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She's that slut in your sig.
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Re: Hi i have a question for you i realy need help ! [Re: Icelander]
#19173582 - 11/22/13 04:07 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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i can't guess what she is to you. carl jung would say the female is the anima - the embodiment of your unconscious and creative side, much of fiction has to do with unwinding the females significance - cherchez la femme - to me, in dreams, when i am with a woman in a dream i consider them wisdom deities - dakinis - sky dancers
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Re: Hi i have a question for you i realy need help ! [Re: Icelander]
#19173589 - 11/22/13 04:11 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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A shaman would say that that is your spirit guide, the first entity you encounter in the other realm is and always will be your spirit guide. . .
That is if you believe in that kind of thing . . .
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Re: Hi i have a question for you i realy need help ! [Re: LiquidGlass]
#19173604 - 11/22/13 04:23 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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I believe in her she is so so real
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Re: Hi i have a question for you i realy need help ! [Re: BU4O]
#19173628 - 11/22/13 04:46 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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the answers to those questions you will only find on your own.. i wouldn't recommend it though as your left your tea boiling in the stove, quick wake up!
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Re: Hi i have a question for you i realy need help ! [Re: zZZz]
#19173877 - 11/22/13 07:17 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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I hate all the insolent will to impose feminine figures in all as if such divisions are in truth
when everyone agree that positive truth exist and that it is always out of all free but also as one thing freedom, because any must be objective when it is true first, so the present could not be relative, the present is always different ones absolute individualities where they are positive source alone, ...from those facts that all agree on, one and truth, there is no woman possible nor man
that is why, one and truth, realistically is freedom and objective, where any sense is partially both, women are meant the freedom and objective are meant men but in the spirit of your minds about feminity and its opposite, freedom must be the men in truth while reality to women
which prove how what I say is hundrepercent right, like it is a fallacy, divisions created from meaning to take advantage of everything because knowing that everything is already there always, it is the perspective that actualize a bit
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Re: Hi i have a question for you i realy need help ! [Re: absols]
#19174143 - 11/22/13 09:01 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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why some things are The Buddha including the Feminine, because it cannot be quantified nor qualified... ....but that doesn't mean there are no feminine qualities
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Re: Hi i have a question for you i realy need help ! [Re: eve69]
#19174233 - 11/22/13 09:30 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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I am just trying to say that she is just like a real person standing in front off you she even gestured if she can come on my bed with me...i say 'yes' with my voice and she understood what i say...i see her face she has emotions in her...feelings i was totoly stunned when she came in...she even smiles at me she is like a real girl...under my covers on my pillow her head hair look just like she is real...she was face towards my face...we were looking at each other...somthing very strange happend to me...that's what i try to tell you all
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Re: Hi i have a question for you i realy need help ! [Re: BU4O]
#19174467 - 11/22/13 10:36 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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what else happened?
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Re: Hi i have a question for you i realy need help ! [Re: eve69]
#19174480 - 11/22/13 10:43 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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I don't remember...i remember we were looking at each other the trip was still on but i was amazed by her...and then i fall asleep i ate 70 fresh libs that night not very big...
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Re: Hi i have a question for you i realy need help ! [Re: eve69]
#19174540 - 11/22/13 11:14 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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Quote:
eve69 said: why some things are The Buddha including the Feminine, because it cannot be quantified nor qualified... ....but that doesn't mean there are no feminine qualities
it is a lie all the way
it is clear how it is based on pointing what gives, masculine and what takes, feminine
as if one is making all consciously and the other is being out of all good, someone
feminine quality is what gives masculine superiority and more presence which proves that there is not
what is true is by its fact not by another fact, present
it just suit the business of everything to mean first being masculine perfection and later came feminism opportunism making babies out of those profits so existence could be more limited to look like realities alive
like what came later wont want to annoy what is all going and coming as it wants, so it suits everyone to invent that before is better and after is less
this is not right and very much a lie, totally untrue
while true is showing all the ways the opposite fact
masculine is not superior nor does it care about anything nor does it do anything good or right
while feminine even in worse means and conditions they showed in the world that women acts present whether alone they evolve or objectively they really support some causes
there is no feminine quality
like on the contrary the masculine is the subjective individuality but it doesn't show because it is leaning on what it is in existence truth the first, so what doesn't know another, so actually it is all subjective, and it showed in the world, how men are really mean full of themselves
but also we cant say that masculine came first, as in existence it is the opposite the concept of masculine is first, like what truth is infinite objective constancy, so none while the exclusive present like masculine
but existence is not in concept it is the fact of all concepts present realities, and it showed nature being first so the she
to stay honest, maybe feminine quality is communication skills, which prove that there is something about coming later in all women like men it shows how that point is too clearly absent, they keep talking completely aside of what is there and lacking the minimum sense of priorities, so like the fact of before could be the reason of all men attitude, like unconscious of the other presence for being of what don't know another so don't admit it
but actually even that, communication skills, is not about coming later, it is about being able to know how to distinguish different things and see the reality better on relative relation base, so it is about intelligence and objectivity, from showing up later as first existing superiority, so not really later
while masculine is what keeps in need to see everything and everyone as one and concepts and speculations and evil and even personal wills
like what needs to start somewhere but doesn't know from where and cant mean everything right, so always doubting between opposite facts seeing them the same and getting all superiority for him without any objective reason, while never admitting even existence to be real
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Re: Hi i have a question for you i realy need help ! [Re: absols]
#19174706 - 11/22/13 12:20 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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Re: Hi i have a question for you i realy need help ! [Re: MotherNaturesSon]
#19175330 - 11/22/13 03:41 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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I also tried to touch her...but it didn't happened...and just looked at her...
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