Hi,
first i must apologize for my bad english, its not my first language.
i am 29 years old and i tripped a few times on mushrooms and mescalin when i was 17 - 20. Since then i never did it again, but i want to with the right setting, some nice place in nature at sunrise, only mushrooms, not mescalin.
My experiences on mescalin:
It was like the beginning of a mushroom trip, strong colours and a good mood feeling and the typical united with everything feeling. On one trip i had, on the peak of it, i saw visual hallucinations like on mushrooms, the morphing geometric fractal patterns.
And always i had such a strong appetit for alcohol, especialy beer. It was like a pain i had to cure, i had to drink alcohol or i would went crazy. Felt like an alcoholic on deprivation. I always felt very connected to nature and the universe.
The trip usually lasted for 6-9 hours and it needed a long time build it up to the peak, i reached the peak after about 4hours. In my opinion meskalin is good if you want relax, if you dont take to much.
Now comes the crazy stuff.
My experiences on Mushrooms (Cubensis):
I dont know anymore, but i had 5 or 6 trips on mushrooms.
One on hawaian, where i just had one hallucination in the upper corner of my room, just lights and i felt a little disoriented.
On Cubensis: One time, it was summer and sun was shining with a blue sky and a few little clouds.I was lying on a greenfield with high grass and nice flowers, toghether with two of my friend. We drank the mushrooms as tea. We were relaxed, listened to music and waited that the shrooms take effect. Smoothly it began and i felt high like on marijuana or hashish, then it started, the most beatiful experience i ever had. While watching the sky and the clouds, the sunlight and the clouds began to work together to form an huge greek temple. On every side of the sky where enormous pillars of light an strains of the little clouds. Pillars of light moving up in the endless sky, they looked exactly like in a greek temple. That was so wonderful, i felt like watching into the paradise, into the heaven of god. I enjoyed every second of it. That was the best day in my life.
My other cubensis experience: I was at home in my room with 3 of my friends and 2 of them ate shrooms and smoked pot, one only smoked pot and i drank a shrooms tea and didnt smoke anything or was on any other drug. We listened to NOFX and i drank my tea, lying on my bed,then after 5 min or so, i suddenly became tired and lied back on the wall and closed my eyes, it happened automatically. One moment later, i moved through my forehead and found myself on the ceiling of my room. I was totaly shocked, what there right now was happening to me, i was shocked and amazed at the same time. I moved a few metres forward to my window and then i thought what is if i cant go back in my body, i was afraid -> and right after that thought, i was back in my body and opened my eyes. While i was outside of my body, i didnt heared the music, but i saw my friends and everything else of my room, totaly clear.
My friends didnt notice anything and i didnt tell it to somebody until to this day. After that nothing special happened anymore. I had no visual effects and no " i am united with everything" feeling.
That was a really crazy experience. It was not bad or good, just extraordinary.
It teached me that there is another world out there and that i am a spirit and only be a guest in my body. I mean i am not my body, i am my spirit and there is existence without a body.
That was my first insight into the spiritual world or ohter side.
My little frightning cubensis trip: I was alone at home in my two room flat. I was in my bedroom and it began to become dark outside, while i ate the shrooms, then i was bored of waiting and i turned the lights out and watched my curtains, while lying on my bed.
I felt a metalic flavour in my mouth and i knew now it begins. Suddenly i was in a strange movie, the curtains (blue) began to move and there were strange light blue light - i watched it and turned around and then i saw 3 ghosts/spirits in front of me, they were white and as big as humans in a human shape, body, arms and head - but nothing else, they were completly white.
I was shocked what i was seeing and didnt know what to do - what are they wanting from me? I am not alone anymore? What shall i do? What shall i do? I felt really uncomfortable and decided to go outside the bedroom into my living room. I closed the bedroom door, made the light on in the living room and put positive relaxing music on and tried to calm down. Then after a few minutes i decided to be not so a chicken and face the ghosts. So i went to my bedromm door (the bedroom was dark) and opened it, then i saw a thousands of small light balls flying in the room, like fliying through the universe, or this old microsoft screensaver. I stood there and watched this beautiful space programm until it stoped after 1 or 2 minutes. Then i looked into the dark, but the spirits where gone. I switched the lights on and no spirits there. I realized i missed my chance to probably getting in contact and gain something good from theme.
Oh yes, i forgot, before the trip started, i had to laugh and a voice in my head said to me, after it - everything will be allright. And i know it meant after my life, will everything be allright, because i had a lot of problems in my life back then and i knew what the shrooms wanted to tell me - or the spirits who watch over me.
That was my second personal evidence that spirits/ghosts and the afterlife exists and that they are watching us and all the time around us and this is allright, this is there job, they are someway connected to us, like in a universal family.
Of course i experienced on my shrooms trips, the usual visual hallucinations of moving fractals on the walls and the ground - colours and patterns moving in each other and morphing in and out. Breating floors and walls. And the wonderful "i am united with everything" feeling, what always last until the end. I also always had the effect that time stopped, because there is no real time in the universe, time is just a tool to measure the changes of night and day and the seasons. Thats at least what i believe.
I also must often go to the toilet and piss, but nothing came out, but i had the urge to piss.
All toghether that were my experiences. And i must say that a shrooms tea works different than eating them. A tea works faster and more compressed, thats why it shot me out of my body after drinking this tea.
Somewhen in the future i will trip again on shrooms, but only in nature with nice sunlight, because i want to have wonderful visual hallucinations, like the light temple i had once. If i am in the dark, i tend to have some strange experience, like an out of body experience or seeing ghosts. I dont want this. I am not afraid of it, but its not the reason why i am consuming the drug.
I hope i will have a nice trip the next time. I can see ghosts when i am dead, before i dont want this.
Thats it.
Best Regards
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