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Re: Thinking about checking into a loony bin [Re: 245willow19]
#19156445 - 11/18/13 07:40 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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i have been to 4 of them. 3 of them were really nice. 1 of them was a state institution and it was hell. but i wont get into that. i was still going through my junkie phase each time i was there so i thought it was great that i could just go up to the nurse tech and get free pills almost any time i wanted. or just throw a little mini fit and get a shot of Haldol. which i was afraid of at first until i got it. then i wanted it but over all it was good except that one time it was really really bad. i met some cool people im still friends with and its nice to just be away and not have any worries or responsibility for a while. longest i been in was 3 weeks
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Re: Thinking about going to the loony bin [Re: akira_akuma]
#19156490 - 11/18/13 07:50 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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akira_akuma said: i'm going to see a doctor about it. i'm sick of feeling depressed for no good reason. can't even get out of bed, some days.
i know the feeling. either life is completely meaningless and joyless and im the shittiest, lamest person alive OR im totally fuckin enlightened sitting holy on my throne.
I'm prescribed 1 gram of divalproex but only take half of it and still notice a huge improvement. don't wanna risk the side effects, and if it's working at this dosage why bump it up. plus a little mania is alright, don't wanna completely mute myself out.
Edited by Hobozen (11/18/13 07:52 PM)
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Re: Thinking about going to the loony bin [Re: Hobozen]
#19156541 - 11/18/13 08:00 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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they will take you but will most likely release you in a few days....i've seen it before..
what state are you in?
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akira_akuma
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Re: Thinking about going to the loony bin [Re: Hobozen]
#19156546 - 11/18/13 08:00 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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i usually only get manic when i smoke weed. otherwise, it's always just depression, meaningless, joyless, or just normal... which to me, feels like subtle boredom, and feeling to do something, achievement ect ect...
maybe weed is just covering up what would be my usual manic periods? it's possible. i smoke enough Canny that could throw me off any trail to discerning this...
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Re: Thinking about going to the loony bin [Re: akira_akuma]
#19156567 - 11/18/13 08:07 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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Could be that the weed is suppressing the highs. Do you smoke indicas? Indica does that to me. Depressed, bored, groggy... Sativa on the other hand tends to wind me up.
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akira_akuma
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Re: Thinking about going to the loony bin [Re: Hobozen]
#19156585 - 11/18/13 08:12 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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maybe. i don't smoke all the time, so i can tell you that when i am smoking, regardless of type... i just get high, and so much so... i'd think maybe... it might not be because of it's particular strength, but i can't be too sure... but when i don't smoke weed... i either am depressed... or just... in a low affect, at least most days... not all days...
then on those other days... i feel fine. no mania OR depression.
then when i get back on the greens, i can just shoot up to glorified intense happiness. i always figure, "it's because i fucking love weed and damn am i high now".
shit, maybe i've just been self-medicating.
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