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Heisenburn
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OCD and Psychedelics.
#19152302 - 11/17/13 10:50 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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So I have been experimenting with mushrooms since I was a teen but had a break for about 5 years and just started using them again about 2 months ago. My wife and I had our first trip together about 2 months ago and it was her first trip and we had gotten an 8th of penis envy to split. Well I had heard that they were super strong so I proceeded to take a little over 2 grams and dose her up on the remaining 1.3 or so. Needless to say she tripped her fucking face off straight level 5 or higher without damaging her psyche whatsoever. When she came down she said she would never do it again but has been tripping regularly now. Her trip started off really bad of course but she was able to gain control and like I said she is tripping on the regular now and loves it but ever since she had a bad trip just seeing her completely helpless did something to me and my mind won't let me trip again. I get to level 2 but nothing else. I have tried lemon teking 3.5g of cubes I've picked and grown. I've been lemon teking pan cyans for the last 5 weeks and still nothing. I tripped last night of course ingesting 3g she trips face on 1.6 and can't stop talking about it on the come down and the whole time I am nauseous, weak and just want the trip to be over. I did have one minor visual disturbance as I was starting to try to relax myself, the red light on my smoke detector came right out at me but that's it. The previous experience I had was 15 days prior and it was with 1.9 grams of pans and strangely enough I tripped harder on that smaller dose than I did on the 3g of pans I took last night. I have severe mental OCD rituals. It's weird cause some days I don't have any OCD and other days I waste entire days inside my head. I also was diagnosed with ADHD as a child but I'm pretty sure I smoked myself through that as a teen. So my question is what am I going to have to do to get a real legit mind blowing experience? I've never gone past a soft level 3 trip and like I said I've been taking some pretty large doses of potent shrooms. Should I try another psychedelic? I need some help people any input will be taken and not taken for granted. Thank you for reading.
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Sheekle
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Re: OCD and Psychedelics. [Re: Heisenburn] 1
#19152333 - 11/17/13 11:05 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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I didn't read your post but I used to have OCD pretty bad a couple years back and I think doing a bunch of acid cured it
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Heisenburn
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Re: OCD and Psychedelics. [Re: Sheekle]
#19152367 - 11/17/13 11:14 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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Well thanks for responding maybe the next person will read it. I don't think I want to do man made I want to stick with the plants.
Edited by Heisenburn (11/17/13 11:29 PM)
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Re: OCD and Psychedelics. [Re: Heisenburn]
#19152404 - 11/17/13 11:24 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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Heisenburn said: I don't think I want to do man made I want to stick with the plants.
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Heisenburn said: I don't think I want to do man made I want to stick with the plants.

I used to think the same thing but I think I like acid better.. although shrooms are all natural they sure as hell are a much darker/eery experience... you're the driver on acid, the passenger on shrooms IME. BUT shrooms has given me the most spiritual experiences.. They each have their own place.
And to OP, I have OCD and I trip fine... tripped face on 1.9 grams of psilocybe cubies first time. Haven't exceeded 3 grams and each experience blows my mind.
Edited by theRAPeutic (11/17/13 11:39 PM)
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Heisenburn
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TeaSippinHippie said:
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Heisenburn said: I don't think I want to do man made I want to stick with the plants.

I used to think the same thing but I think I like acid better.. although shrooms are all natural they sure as hell are a much darker/eery experience... you're the driver on acid, the passenger on shrooms IME. BUT shrooms has given me the most spiritual experiences.. They each have their own place.
And to OP, I have OCD and I trip fine... tripped face on 1.9 grams of psilocybe cubies first time. Haven't exceeded 3 grams and each experience blows my mind.
I think that's what I need to do is experiment with low doses around 1-1.5g. 15 days ago at 1.9g of pan cyans I had a much stronger experience so I am gonna drop it down to 1.5
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MarcusFreeman


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Re: OCD and Psychedelics. [Re: Heisenburn]
#19152529 - 11/18/13 12:06 AM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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Have you eaten them fresh? or all dry?
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MarcusFreeman


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Here are some of my rituals.
#1 I like fresh shrooms better than dried. Primarily for taste and texture, but they certainly feel more potent.
#2 I have had better experiences when I don't weigh them before consumption. I think a number adds expectation. Letting go and not knowing what to expect is better for me.
#3 I prefer to trip alone. If my wife is tripping with me, our energies get crossed and it is difficult for me to get the full experience.
#4 I don't really like to have the television on. Too much trash. Music is my friend.
#5 other than that, go with the flow. Try not to let anything offend you.
-------------------- "The trick is to use the drugs once to get there, and maybe spend the next ten years trying to get back there without the drug." MJK As one ends, another begins.
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Heisenburn
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MarcusFreeman said: Have you eaten them fresh? or all dry?
All dry but I just got my spores in the mail the other day and I'm about to start growing them so when they are ready I'll try some fresh. I plan on having 18 cakes in 3 terrariums so I should do alright. I'll try some fresh but I'm thinking my breakthrough is going to come from a low dose. Something on the trip last night told me that. Thanks for reading! Yeah we are def having the same thing go on for sure. It seems as if since my wife tripped for the first time me having to calm her down and bring her back to reality caused me to have a frightening trip but when she grabbed hold of reality I had nice visuals of rivers in wood grain from tree paintings we have but since her first trip I haven't tripped since. The only feeling I get is a natural up feeling from the shrooms when I take them now. Like I said I think a low dose is going to be my focal point now
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Heisenburn
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Re: OCD and Psychedelics. [Re: Heisenburn]
#19152570 - 11/18/13 12:22 AM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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It's very interesting and strange that you say you get more out of your experience when you trip alone because that's exactly the way I feel every time we trip together now. I feel as if her energy steals my trip and experience away from me:(
Edited by Heisenburn (11/18/13 12:23 AM)
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MarcusFreeman


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Re: OCD and Psychedelics. [Re: Heisenburn]
#19152590 - 11/18/13 12:31 AM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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I've never "not tripped" when eating mushrooms, but I have had unpleasant experiences. I believe that they are normally caused from outside(of your mind and body) stimulation- another person, television, commercials, music I don't like etc.
I eat mushrooms maybe once a month. I normally take a few days ahead of time to gather my thoughts and figure out what questions i want answers for, as well as prepare myself to get answers for questions I hadn't asked yet.
By being alone, it allows me to go through my mind and process things, as well as suggest new ideas or concepts. No matter the experience, there has always been something to gain from the journey.
It probably sounds funny, but I'll usually set up a "safe place" for myself where I can go and feel comfortable/have a home base for the night. This usually involves setting up my tent in the living room! Wear comfortable clothing and put yourself in a content mood that day.
Also, when ever you do something, and put energy into it, that will be reflected. If you take time to grow mushrooms, or pick them yourself, I feel like the experience will mean a lot more to you than buying some. I have done one grow and I almost feel like that were made specifically "for me." They haven't done me wrong. The wild picked shrooms can sometimes be a bit of a wild card, but I always blend the two anyways.
-------------------- "The trick is to use the drugs once to get there, and maybe spend the next ten years trying to get back there without the drug." MJK As one ends, another begins.
Edited by MarcusFreeman (11/18/13 12:38 AM)
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Heisenburn
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Tent!!!!! That's so funny lmao I'm in no way making fun it sounds fun!!! I always gain something from my experiences as well but it's always at the very end of my journey. I believe my bad experience last night was due to a scented candle that made me nauseous and focus on being sick instead of enjoying my trip. I got up once to go outside and I felt like I was tripping and felt good then when I returned to the bedroom the nausea set back in and it was all horrible again. I find that when I trip I don't like to move from the area where I started my trip. Kinda like your tent situation.
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MarcusFreeman


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Re: OCD and Psychedelics. [Re: Heisenburn]
#19152609 - 11/18/13 12:43 AM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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Haha! Yeh, the tent is fun! I'll bring my laptop in there and play an album that I can listen to from start to finish.
Try the tripping alone thing. I think that will be good for you. It was for me. After I found how to make the experience a pleasure, the desire to go there goes down. Or, at least it did for me.
-------------------- "The trick is to use the drugs once to get there, and maybe spend the next ten years trying to get back there without the drug." MJK As one ends, another begins.
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Heisenburn
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Send me a PM Marcus I would like to ask you a question. Yeah after last night I feel like I don't want trip for a Long time. Something told me to sell all the shrooms I have at the end of my trip and it made me happy I don't know why. When I woke up tonight I was like there is no way in hell I'll sell my meds!! I'll just keep them stowed away until I feel them call me.
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MarcusFreeman


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Re: OCD and Psychedelics. [Re: Heisenburn]
#19152638 - 11/18/13 12:58 AM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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It's funny how the thought process works.
On one of my journeys I had the revelation: Never sell Shrooms! Lol. That stuck like concrete. I was moderately successful with my first and only grow. I ended up with way more than I had anticipated, or knew what to do with. But, to sell them would really be crossing lines and compromising safety. Safety first. When I finally get around to finishing them, the next wild Psilocybe season will be starting and I'll go back to picking.
-------------------- "The trick is to use the drugs once to get there, and maybe spend the next ten years trying to get back there without the drug." MJK As one ends, another begins.
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Heisenburn
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Yeah it is, I'll be starting my grow next month and I'll trip again in January or February.
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Re: OCD and Psychedelics. [Re: Heisenburn]
#19153064 - 11/18/13 07:40 AM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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Found it 
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