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Anonymous #1

Feel Like Giving Up
    #19149396 - 11/17/13 11:56 AM (10 years, 3 months ago)

I'm 19. I've always had problems with anxiety and depression. It's REALLY starting to catch up with me. I have no long term goals, I can't think of what to do with my life. My parents are splitting up and causing me a bunch of stress. I recently put in my two weeks at my job because I just couldn't take it anymore. I have to go there in two hours and I think I'd just rather die. I hate myself and I am just never able to enjoy life anymore. I don't even know why I'm posting this here. I just needed to get it out.


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Re: Feel Like Giving Up [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #19150450 - 11/17/13 04:02 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

Fuck your goals for a while. At 19 your goal should be to get stoned and to get laid.


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[quote]Asante said:
You constantly make posts thatr fling middle school insults at people you don't like mixed in with maladjusted psychopathic comments about wanting to beat up the other poster with a crowbar.

You know how shit you are, you just don't give a fuck for precisely that reason.

I disendorse you.[/quote]


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Anonymous #2

Re: Feel Like Giving Up [Re: TheFakeSunRa]
    #19150533 - 11/17/13 04:22 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

no... these are the most important years of his life for building the future he wants.

its ok to feel anxious about it.  you probably should.


and being unemployed is not the answer.  you have another job lined up, I assume?


Edited by Anonymous (11/17/13 04:22 PM)


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Re: Feel Like Giving Up [Re: Anonymous #2]
    #19150688 - 11/17/13 04:55 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

19 is the most important time to enjoy the present. You can deal with being 30 when you're 30 but you can only get up in that ass and raise hell like a 19 year old when you're 19.


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[quote]Asante said:
You constantly make posts thatr fling middle school insults at people you don't like mixed in with maladjusted psychopathic comments about wanting to beat up the other poster with a crowbar.

You know how shit you are, you just don't give a fuck for precisely that reason.

I disendorse you.[/quote]


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Re: Feel Like Giving Up [Re: TheFakeSunRa]
    #19150694 - 11/17/13 04:56 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

your life at 30 will never be as good as it could have been if you don't get your shit together at 19, IMO


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Re: Feel Like Giving Up [Re: Anonymous #2]
    #19150725 - 11/17/13 05:01 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

don't give up. the answers will come from within in time. just be patient and keep listening inside, you'll know eventually. and even then, as you grow older, keep listening, you will change and so will your perspective


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Re: Feel Like Giving Up [Re: Anonymous #2]
    #19150751 - 11/17/13 05:06 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

Jesus Christ

When you're 19 you can't throw away those young years fucking around at some shit job that makes you miserable. At least, give him until he's 25. I mean fuck, at 30 you still have 35 years to 65 and you might die at 64.


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[quote]Asante said:
You constantly make posts thatr fling middle school insults at people you don't like mixed in with maladjusted psychopathic comments about wanting to beat up the other poster with a crowbar.

You know how shit you are, you just don't give a fuck for precisely that reason.

I disendorse you.[/quote]


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Re: Feel Like Giving Up [Re: TheFakeSunRa]
    #19150776 - 11/17/13 05:10 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

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TheFakeSunRa said:
Jesus Christ

When you're 19 you can't throw away those young years fucking around at some shit job that makes you miserable. At least, give him until he's 25. I mean fuck, at 30 you still have 35 years to 65 and you might die at 64.




it's pretty obvious he wants something to fill some deep need of accomplishment or a good challenge.

getting pussy is just a 10 minute thrill that doesn't really answer anything :shrug:


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Re: Feel Like Giving Up [Re: JesusIsLord]
    #19150809 - 11/17/13 05:19 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

It's not just pussy. It's bong hits and blow jobs. It's spending the day in the woods fucking some chick on a rock. Or skinny dipping at 3 am wasted as shit with the stars overhead. Just being fucking young. Going to concerts and shit. Reading Dostoyevsky.  You can't go back and be 19 at 30 no matter how rich you are. Money can't buy youth. I'm glad I didn't fuck around worrying about my future when I was 19.


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[quote]Asante said:
You constantly make posts thatr fling middle school insults at people you don't like mixed in with maladjusted psychopathic comments about wanting to beat up the other poster with a crowbar.

You know how shit you are, you just don't give a fuck for precisely that reason.

I disendorse you.[/quote]


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Anonymous #2

Re: Feel Like Giving Up [Re: TheFakeSunRa]
    #19150829 - 11/17/13 05:23 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

you can do all of those things and MORE when you have a life established for yourself and you make enough success and money to have free time and paid vacation.


you like skinny dipping? try doing it in the Caribbean.


why can't people in their 30s fuck in a forest?  why can't people in their 30s go to concerts?


Edited by Anonymous (11/17/13 05:23 PM)


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Re: Feel Like Giving Up [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #19150836 - 11/17/13 05:24 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

seek out nature

meditate
check out INTENTIONAL COMMUNITIES
EAT HEALTHY
read and gain knowledge
study permaculture
I just endowed you with things that took years for me to discover. youll use them if you are wise:laugh:


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Re: Feel Like Giving Up [Re: Anonymous #2]
    #19150929 - 11/17/13 05:44 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

Quote:

Anonymous said:
you can do all of those things and MORE when you have a life established for yourself and you make enough success and money to have free time and paid vacation.


you like skinny dipping? try doing it in the Caribbean.


why can't people in their 30s fuck in a forest?  why can't people in their 30s go to concerts?




They can. But they can't be 19 and do it. Something is lost with age. You only feel like you're 19 when you're actually 19.


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[quote]Asante said:
You constantly make posts thatr fling middle school insults at people you don't like mixed in with maladjusted psychopathic comments about wanting to beat up the other poster with a crowbar.

You know how shit you are, you just don't give a fuck for precisely that reason.

I disendorse you.[/quote]


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Re: Feel Like Giving Up [Re: TheFakeSunRa]
    #19150936 - 11/17/13 05:45 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

meth.  just kidding I understand your point


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Re: Feel Like Giving Up [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #19151210 - 11/17/13 06:41 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

Like the first answer said fuck your goals for now. Smoke weed and enjoy life


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Re: Feel Like Giving Up [Re: Mr205man]
    #19151225 - 11/17/13 06:43 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

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Mr205man said:
Like the first answer said fuck your goals for now. Smoke weed and enjoy life



yup fast track to success :rolleyes:


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Re: Feel Like Giving Up [Re: Anonymous #2]
    #19153586 - 11/18/13 10:53 AM (10 years, 3 months ago)

Quote:

Anonymous said:
Quote:

Mr205man said:
Like the first answer said fuck your goals for now. Smoke weed and enjoy life



yup fast track to success :rolleyes:




Shut your fucking face you anonymous little shit. Ignore this fucker. He probably deals with the same anxiety you do, after all he can't even post under his real username.

"no... these are the most important years of his life for building the future he wants." HA! what a load of shit. Seriously ignore this corporate fuck face. You have PLENTY of time for that. And whats more, you probably don't even know what future you want yet. You might not find out for YEARS.

"Fuck your goals for a while. At 19 your goal should be to get stoned and to get laid." THIS is the advice you want. If you were 25+ it would be different. But you're 19. Don't worry, just have fun and follow your heart.


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Re: Feel Like Giving Up [Re: Krackatus]
    #19153813 - 11/18/13 12:04 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

OP I've had that feeling lost feeling with no direction for sooooo long, man your 19 you have so much time ahead of you DON'T stress it. I'll be 25 in June, I'm just starting to figure out a vague description of what I want in life. I think society has this thing where everyone is expected to rush rush rush.. ...   

You finish highschool and all of a sudden everyone you know wants to go to college without really thinking about it other then having everyone they know tell them they have to get through it now, not later because it will be too late! Pffft whatever.

Some people find their direction early in life, some people find it much later; and some simply get caught up in whatever else and just end up lost. If you look for direction, sooner of later you'll find it, keep looking and eventually you'll find whatever it is your looking for.


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Re: Feel Like Giving Up [Re: Krackatus]
    #19153823 - 11/18/13 12:07 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

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Krackatus said:
Quote:

Anonymous said:
Quote:

Mr205man said:
Like the first answer said fuck your goals for now. Smoke weed and enjoy life



yup fast track to success :rolleyes:




Shut your fucking face you anonymous little shit. Ignore this fucker. He probably deals with the same anxiety you do, after all he can't even post under his real username.

"no... these are the most important years of his life for building the future he wants." HA! what a load of shit. Seriously ignore this corporate fuck face. You have PLENTY of time for that. And whats more, you probably don't even know what future you want yet. You might not find out for YEARS.

"Fuck your goals for a while. At 19 your goal should be to get stoned and to get laid." THIS is the advice you want. If you were 25+ it would be different. But you're 19. Don't worry, just have fun and follow your heart.



Most people who have changed the world for the better were extremely driven and motivated from a young age. 

Newton invented calculus before he turned 25.



and I suffer zero anxiety about my career, btw :smirk:


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Edited by NWlight (11/18/13 12:29 PM)


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Re: Feel Like Giving Up [Re: NWlight]
    #19155123 - 11/18/13 04:17 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

Not everyone has to invent calculus, so to speak.


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Re: Feel Like Giving Up [Re: Sleepwalker] * 1
    #19156926 - 11/18/13 09:22 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

Anon 1, as someone who's been there and to a large extent gone past all that stuff, let me tell you 100% sincerely it's doable. It can and will get better.

A little about myself, I studied economics (4 years of my life wasted :rolleyes:) then had 2-3 jobs in banks or selling insurance, basically filling a suit, and I could almost feel my neurons dying of boredom every single day.

The only things that helped keep me floating until there were:
- reading self-improvement stuff, reading about depression, how specifically to act against it
- reading and listening THE SHIT out of all PUA material I could find.

Not solely for the pussy, mind you, but it's one of those things, that to get right, you kind of have to fix everything else.

Anyway at my shitty jobs, everything made sense on paper, the money was good, the place was close, prospects were great, but I felt like the last piece of shit on earth, neither deserving the job, nor doing much with it, nor using my real potential.

So like you, I quit. Well first I found something that even looked remotely nice to do, fascinating for me, and I quit. I quit my bank job to move to another larger city, and start a lowest possible responsibility kind of job, that I was surely overqualified for, like that guy in American Beauty.

I went for tech support. In a few languages. I figured, WTF can I do, what will I get paid for, to just show up and do my thing? Playing with computers talking to overseas people in English seemed quite awesome at the time, and it was. It was like living in movies. Never regretted it, never looked back. Learned a lot, grew as a person.

Being on my own was the shit. No parents to tell me anything, I was my own man, and if the food was crappy at least I made it, I chose it, I was free to chose something else next time. Very very important. If you live with your folks, start planning to move out. No way around it. Nothing like cooking your own food, bringing home girls to YOUR place, however small and modest.

Then 3-4 years later I got fed up with tech support, it became routine, but I did learn a lot from it. Also being far from home allowed me to meet the first trippers and start into psychedelics. Later I moved back home and studied art to become a psy artist, and now that's my path in life. Not linear at all.

The confidence issues you can totally solve. Move out, live on your own terms, even if it's in modest places, and earn all that you have. You'll be secure on yourself then. Learn PUA if you aren't stellar with the girls, it will build confidence as well to be able to attract and keep a nice girl by your side.

Ayahuasca tripping, and tripping in general, under the right conditions will put hair on your chest. Go to Burning Man. Earn your own money and go to BM and other festivals and trip your soul out. The visions and community will help. Obviously be responsible and take care of your body. Trip on quality stuff, not what retarded kids use on YouTube.




This is not something you can think about in your head, it has to be experienced.

Find a work you like, if it's connected to tripping even better, but don't do what mom&dad wanted you to do, nor what you think society wants or considers a nice job with a nice future. Look inside yourself and find what YOU actually care about. Not your mom, not your sister, not anybody. You.

Wear a funny heat at work if that's what you feel. Find work that allows you to wear a funny hat. I wanted jobs that don't require a suit and accept me with a t-shirt. I got them. Now I want work that is ok with me wearing face paint or bells or skirts and robes, and I will get there as well :lol:



My PM is open, write if you need any specifics. But whatever trade or skill or craft you want to learn, you have the internet man, you have videos and lectures and mp3s and a whole bunch of other shit at your disposal. Use it. Use it all. Be ALL that you can be :thumbup:


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For truly, I say to you, many prophets and righteous people longed to see what you see, and did not see it,
and to hear what you hear, and did not hear it.
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