So I've done mushrooms a few times now, always with someone or a group. I am not a novice, but it's never made me feel quite as elated as I would've liked. I wanted a spiritual and physical connection with my mind and body. I wanted to be inside and all around myself at the same time. So what better way to reach that peak than with myself and a nice strong brew.
The recipe is delicious. I ground the mushrooms this time into a fine powder a coffee grinder works just fine, but be sure to clean it out well as you don't want moms getting high....or do you. I had prob 3.5 grams or so, but like all good things in life measurements aren't needed. I steeped the amount with 3 nice, Japanese Green Tea Bags as well as 2 ginger peach tea bags. Bring water to boil add tea bags, mushrooms, a squeeze of lemon juice and a generous amount of honey. Mix and allow to steep for 10-15 minutes, being sure to remove the green tea bags 3 minutes in to avoid bitterness! The lemon and honey help with the taste, lemon heightens the experience of the mushrooms and either fresh ginger or in this case the ginger tea to aid with stomach discomfort. There you have it. Sup and savour, a teapot yields about 4 good cups, just continually add water.
Now for the fun part. Keep yourself busy and engage your mind while waiting for the trip to kick in. I sat in a dark, candle-lit room, lounging with cushions and my current read: Rediscovering Human's Greatest Strength: Willpower. And as my mind faded out, so my experience and awakening began. In the meantime draw a hot bath, Lavendar helps soothe tired muscles and minds and is the perfect relaxation scent. Turn the lights out and fill the room with candlelight. Now we'll have some fun, albei risqué. Let your mind wander, crawl into the bath and keep reading and abandon it when it no longer interests you, give into your carnal passions. Be in touch with your soul and body. Touch yourself, vary pressure. Notice the water and it's reflective properties. Play with it. Become fluid like it, feel your body succumbing to the warm lapping waves, so comforting. Grab a candle, focusing intensely on its light and power. Spin it around watch how the colour separates from the wax and drips. You want this on you. Then you remember the tantalizing powers of hot wax and you brace yourself for the hot pour on your nipples. It feels so right, you want more. Onto the next one. Like all things abandon the candle when it no longer serves your desires. You love the comfort of the hot water all around you and decide you need it inside you. Then you colourfully recall those nights of passion spent alone with your handheld water head or hottub jet. You thought the pleasure would never end. So you lower yourself underneath the bath tap. Specifically you need to have your clit under the hot stream of water. You find it, you close your eyes and throwback your head in mercy. You begin to submerge your face just allowing enough air to breathe. You have more carnal needs at this point. Life can wait. You spread your legs and let them find the air, you feel so weightless and are reduced to your absolute sexual being. You start to allow your body to feel the pressure and respond to it naturally. The ebbs and flow. You too are fluid now. Ahh the boredom creeps up. You can't let it ruin the moment so you adjust the temperature and increase the heat. The liquid fire feels amazing on your clit. You never want the feeling to dissipate, you go hotter yet, pushing your human comfort level, because at this point you want, you need to feel that you can surpass your human body. Self-actualization I believe they call this. The absolute human desire. Heat, burning you up, orgasm approaching. Body clenching, spirit and vocals moaning so loud, you need to suppress it so you submerge yourself and for a minute you are an orgasmic mermaid. You always knew you were meant to be here, this, in this moment.
Was that too racy folks? Glad to have pleasured your bodies and souls.
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