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Eclipse3130
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Mindfuck with psilocybin
#19144752 - 11/16/13 10:24 AM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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Last night was my 2nd time trying psilocybin mushrooms, the day before I took 0.7gs dried which didn't do much, last night I took 2.5 of cyans, and added an extra gram in tea an hour in.
I didn't have any hallucinations or visuals, maybe everything was slightly more HD looking to me, but was rather extremely mindfucked. We were making a video of some sorts and we watched it back, I couldn't tell if what I was watching was reality or if my own vision was reality.
I felt as if everyone thought I was looking at them because I could see faces in my peripheral vision and was unable to tell if I was looking at them or just seeing them out of the corner of my eye.
A video came on which had a flashing strobe light effect which I was looking at for about 2 seconds until it felt like if I was to keep staring at it I would trap myself in a segment of time..
Overall everything I was doing I was questioning if it was real or not because I had a hard time distinguishing in my own mind what I was doing. An example is when I was watching a video on my TV and I couldn't tell if I was watching it or actually staring at other things which I think are happening in the corners of my vision.
Pretty confusing overall,
I'm going to wait around 2-4 weeks until I try again, how large of a dose should I take to experience hallucinations? Will the mindfuck be even stronger as well?
-------------------- "In The Material World One seeks retirement and grows Old In The Magical World One seeks Enlightenment and grows Wiser In The Miraculous World One seeks nothing and grows Lighter As we all tread the Homeward Path we will explore many Realms And one day... we will all Realize that all experiences are Simply Different ways in which The All-That Is Perceives Itself"
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Agentchewy
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Re: Mindfuck with psilocybin [Re: Eclipse3130]
#19144765 - 11/16/13 10:28 AM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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Mindfuck hits me quick if I dont have something hands on to actually do thats not technology based.
It also hits me hard if I even worry about it the slightest bit.
When I start getting mindfuck is when I start going with the flow, letting go to the experience, eventually your mind calms down and it becomes blissful.
there are waves of mindfuck haha, deal with it or go with it
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ZippyHippyinWA
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Re: Mindfuck with psilocybin [Re: Agentchewy]
#19145053 - 11/16/13 12:10 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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The more you resist and worry about mindfuck, the more it interferes. The brain is looking for something to do with this new perspective and will become fixated on what you feed it....whether that be visuals or emotions. So dont obsess with emotional things like mindfuck. Instead, accept it and guide yourself to something MORE interesting like visuals. Also tolerance builds VERY fast and this plays a role. Mindfuck is easy for the brain to achieve, visuals not so much so. Hence when tolerance is built you will find it easier to find the mindfuck of the trip and not the visuals as it takes more of whatever substance you are using. Either more time between next time or more substance. Hope this helps.
-------------------- “If the words 'life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness' don't include the right to experiment with your own consciousness, then the Declaration of Independence isn't worth the hemp it was written on.” ― Terence McKenna
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