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GreySatyr
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Re: Well. It's reached that time. Throwing a psychedelic hail mary. [Re: funkerdslr]
#19135834 - 11/14/13 11:42 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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Ayahuasca may help. Good luck, bro.
You can find the legal ingredients online and you can find a recipe from some of the members ere I'm sure. Other than that I suggest LSD, mescaline or psilocybin.
-------------------- ...also, go to hell, huh?
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KingKnowledge
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Re: Well. It's reached that time. Throwing a psychedelic hail mary. [Re: GreySatyr]
#19136116 - 11/14/13 01:03 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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Ibogaine 100%. The king of the crop in terms of healing I've heard.
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HarryL
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Re: Well. It's reached that time. Throwing a psychedelic hail mary. [Re: KingKnowledge]
#19136261 - 11/14/13 01:52 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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I am no doctor and no pyscologist... So only speak from 53 years of being alive
Hate to say, reason to live is not based on insight. Based in self worth... Are you worth being live? Perhaps you need to find your reason to live, not a reason... Why are you here?
Have you ever tried helping others? Volunteer at a homeless teen shelter... Make a difference in someone's life... Get out of the You and talk about the We.... Many people need help and you could be that help... Maybe your own insight and experience could help someone find their reason to live.
Join a religion... They do help people find their place... Not all are crap
Get a hobby... Make a bucket list of things you want to do before you die, just make it long
Mushrooms are better than LSD. Shorter duration, more introspective, you know its a mushroom, vice some research chem, it's natural, free to hunt, etc. No, not trying to debate mushrooms vs. LSD... Probably a dozen threads in this forum on that... Just saying, for you... Mushrooms would be better. I have done both... Prefer mushrooms.
You can go to the MAPS website and read up on why MDMA and psilocybin are preferred.
I do have one request.... This might seem harsh... But.... Please don't take mushrooms just to give you an excuse to committ suicide. People who are actually suicidal should probably not mess with psychedelics....
You matter. You are alive. Live.
Peace
-------------------- Mushroom hunting: One bad mushroom can ruin your day! Know it or throw it.
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TheGreenArrow
Goodbye, Mr. Chops.



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Re: Well. It's reached that time. Throwing a psychedelic hail mary. [Re: HarryL]
#19139483 - 11/15/13 01:47 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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I'd have to go with Pharmahuasca. put your DMT freebase in lemon juice and stir and let it sit for a bit. Dose your harmalas wait 30-45 mins, drink your shot of DMT Citrate. (its alot easier on the tummy)
-------------------- A human being should be able to change a diaper, plan an invasion, butcher a hog, design a building, conn a ship, write a sonnet, balance accounts, build a wall, set a bone, comfort the dying, take orders, give orders, cooperate, act alone, solve an equation, analyze a new problem, pitch manure, program a computer, cook a tasty meal, fight efficiently, die gallantly. Specialization is for insects.- Robert A. Heinlein Saint RedBow of the Shroomey Loomey-Patron Saint of Sandbaggin Sumbitchs
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EmL



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Re: Well. It's reached that time. Throwing a psychedelic hail mary. [Re: TheGreenArrow]
#19139514 - 11/15/13 02:03 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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Do you have acessability to travel to South America or Europe? If you've got money you can probably find a real good Ayahuasca/Ibogain clinic that will help you ease your pain. I've not taken any of those two substances but I've read plenty about them and I would probably go with those. Woops I totally missed that you neither had the time nor money for that.
I say LSD and Mushies! Go big or work your way up, either way I'm sure it will help!
Though LSD and Mushrooms may help you it probably won't be permanent. It could also take several sessions that could take years before you're feeling better.
But if it's not possible for you to go to a Ayauasca ceremony or Ibogain clinic I'd try those alternatives.
I sincerely hope you find your way and I wish you all the luck in the world!
Edited by EmL (11/15/13 02:07 AM)
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meganthratalica
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Re: Well. It's reached that time. Throwing a psychedelic hail mary. [Re: EmL]
#19140729 - 11/15/13 12:09 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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I'd go on what others have said of finding your reason to live, to exist. I've always thought if I felt suicidal, I'd do exactly what you're planning right now. I said that anyways. To try to have a new perspective of life maybe.. Would you care to go into why you've felt this way? That might be a little help.
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