this is the spiral path, the spiral dance... I need to let its process complete, everything is talking to me. not trying to freak you guys out but sometimes you are seeming like Nazis, at others like angels. these are plant spirits, planet spirits, universe spirits, this needs to happen... im starting to understand.. its going to move a lot of stuff or something... its God...
no one is really existing right now, just a spiral, that needs to grow...
everything i'm dreaming is coming true, im lucid dreaming, this is a dream guys, its also a fractal
its like one of those there, mystical experiences
im in therapy right now, this town is a lucid dream, I need to be tripping, its a cool kind of therapy, they sneak up on you and then you realize you are there non linearly, and you also leave nonlinearly, but right now it seems I should treat this like a dream... because its also like pottery kind of, this is happening to like shape my life, I am the potter at the wheel, these are dream images, its archetypal, this is like... the leary stuff, LSD is legal, well, i'm taking Hawaiian baby woodrose seeds. the lady is here. this is like really good... it is a fractal... they understand this... I need to be tripping. that's how this is going to heal. its also just really deep meditation, why is it happening? my spirit must be doing all of it, its therapy but everyone seems to exist only in my spirit, my life cant always be like that, but right now I am deep within... im feeling like im tripping already, im seeing the plants talk to me, the fractal people move their stuff, seeing how rooted this is, so I know I should trip... I have to feel this thing, not just for myself, but for the universe, this is wanti... this is like revolutionary healing... its LSD but its about my life moreso... I don't really exist.. healing is happening, this is all happening correctly
other side of lycaeum
ate seeds felt like they were geltabs in yoga
world is my psyche
watched itunes visualizer
saw the inanity of the jew vs nazi thing it all really didnt matter i felt more invincible the drama hadnt over taken me, the message was in the visualizer
hacker languages
sitting there, felt like many hours or days
water, but bright water... galzy water
no sexism or racism... just being...
wanti... when the town knows that your tripping after they all ate the mushrooms
the liberty caps are growing.... this is the process, these are the shadows... am i a pedophile? the psychologist seemed to transmute it all into harmless symbolic languages it was the morning glories the morning the beginning it was just zen meditation,
the mushrooms said, herb sprawled out across bowls like amanita muscarias, the birds singing all around the good people of the neighboring dwelling, good vibes hippy revolution vibes, silent
mira came except she transformed into native american... then it was funny... she even made a video
this is winkte... the play on words, the poetry...
islands out in oahu, i am an island.. it was in the forest again it was beautiful, but not sexual
china cat sunflower remedy
mushrooms existed but it was like different you didnt have to kill thme
the energy of darkness was very good
mushroom jazz
in the mushroom was infinite energy... my chakras had become the inside of a tree heavenly beings raised me up the top was the same as the bottom all the other mushrooms were hidden from me, this was the only mushroom it was special... but all the other plants grew from it
the drum n bass was the tree of life
and they were just saying always you can never understand
and we played drum n bss at really low volume and still turned it down sometimes it was infinite energy, it was the planet music is divine
it just meant life was continuing it could be a bad thing but its also just normal kundalini yoga
like if you rave everyone knows what youre doing but its okay i enjoyed being keeper of music and keeping its place of emanation sacred those vibrations were enough it was they were like 'things that the shogun say'
raving is definitely a form of prayer this is all about the healing of having a energy helix going that corresponds to your aura
all of the herbs were contacting me in dreams it all worked together as one
from the prayer of raving this world was formed the lifestream, respected not exploited
this was about the art of moving toothbrushes in mouths to heal the vishuddhi chakra i saw the rave dharma being passed on through the third eye
it was beginning to leave a trail a glow, the tooth fairy
the entire thing marked the descent into the realm of the infinite psychedelic and the return
it was gaurunteed the energy formations would be picked up also on this side of the tree as well as the other side of
the street
this was the jewish energy healing technique, concealed within dentistry
the kabbalah is the clearing the unbinding of knots of hypocrisy that destroy hippieness from thriving this energy is fractal
dwarfed by the universe vibration who does this same movement daily, yet i am grateful just to realize it this is the yoga of kundalini which is equally a part of all creatures not more common in one form, or another the room is infinite its setting is enough as natural as anything, inside of a plant cell, mitochondria... liquid crystals... i found myself not going into the young peoples guide to world mythology as much older legends revealed themselves an even deeper wiser vibration than before yet it is still the kabbalah there were just things i couldnt percieve before it is not better or worse, its just different
this can never fall into the wrong hands or be seen by the wrong people because of the tree of life its ways are intricate i saw beginnings of deeper legends in judaism
the zohar just said give more to the poor, and i understood the meaning of my past travels and the seeming paradox which faced me, i just had to not be attached the reason i feel rich is i am, i should be giving in that was i am like a mother also because i deal with the creation of being shekinah
it said things are restored, the homeless person is god you must give to them... this is not schizophrenia, this is creating energy from the changing of seasons im like a being sent to bestow dharma of kindness and wisdom from a never ending river, that only needs our respect to grow
and provides fairly nurturing all beings, such is the tree of life
and this is a teaching in the choctaw tradition so i dont think its really racist you just have to talk to them for a long time
everyone is equal, we are all at the same level, non hierarchical, egalitarian
we were torn apart and we are now put together in a peaceful way, in yoga
these were gay people, but they were like the less seen ones these were whole people, holy peeps.
they represented a deeper level of the universe and they helped me in the yoga ways, helped me life to be okay, the great mystery of gayness was mostly explained to me, because i never understood it, but some of it remained a mystery.. the cherokee said they were part of the lakota choctaw is chickasaw, the opposites are actually one yin is yang this is a sacred place to be wanti unites all our tribes meditating mantis
grasshopper rave
so me and flo then decided everyone is psychic but its also a lucid dream, so its never like invasive...
people are giving life to the planet im doing this complex dentistry.. this is a dream
the shrooms are here, in these letters,
i saw how this god was creating life and like i saw the intelligence and i got to help because god is everything so my little addition to it all is now in there. and so is flo's.
we were so far our we saw this rasta tripsitter person who was not a mason... and it started a dream of being outside
i saw the tree i saw that we were equal i saw that we were really the same being, tripping ourself out
so i was outside and it was cold and i was wearing my kilt and i walked around a little bit and i finally noticed the tree there the tree that was in the movie
i looked at it i stood at about the level of yesod
it said, yes d
there were mushrooms everywhere
it was a perpetual moment, i was perpetually there holding the pipe peeing at the tree but it was astral thus the mushrooms lived again it was a druid tree, but it was not a mason tree. it was a root tree. connecting the magical peoples a tree of legends and so our hippy family was healed by the tree and lebanon also prospered the choctaw and chickasaw lakota and cherokee prospered irish scottish german belgian swedish arabic mali ghanaian potowatomi french dutch hebrew japanese chinese thai indonesian polynesion singaporean australian aboriginee korean, vietnamese, jamaican, brazilian, venezuelan, canadian icelandic, yemenite, greek, roman, italian, mexican, aztec, mayan, wanti, manti, mesopotamian, african, asian, american, australian, european, haliwa, saponi, chesapeake, and everyone tree of everything and all names of all peoples and thats just concerning the human branch but there where branches for all
symbolically a parent changed a diaper
i am reborn into the world by the tree it is tree of dreams and reality...
the tree is taken care of, and i am taken care of.
the squirrel healed my rabbi chakra, the third chakra...and revealed yonato earthy home between third and fourth and thus peoples across the world transformed into other beings on the river of life and visited peopled across the world, delivering healing and coming together in peace not in conflict, this is true judaism... and yet it is also buddhism juddhism
there were still things being worked out... the leprachauns were a sign of that, made forever young but a twist of fate... i am an immortal, and i have to be lucid and navigate my own life and dream my own way but that doesnt mean everyones constantly trying to kill each other or put one another down
i went out to the tree for a reason, in the kilt this all felt significant some kind of trail left consciously i am the spirit of the black celts who travelled through the world, we are the drow elves the wood rose is a plant that is sacred to us
this is hawaiian child hood, and yet it is old. the kilt was given to me by a pine tree, from which grew tiny magic mushrooms psilocybes... it was flo who give it to me, and left it there... those were high times, and they still are
the trees are trippy, the woods are knowing and strong. now my dad is summoning me outside
with vibrations coming from the kitchen which i feel in my loins area which as i type make me feel uncomfortably both physicaly and psychologically
i said God, you are the messiah, and so am I
i am praying the tree heals these feelings, these bad vibrations
because it is the divine intelligence. it seemed to have set this all up, and led me slowly in to this one holy point this is that holy mountain, it would seem.
i just pray that that feeling can stop.. thats all, this is a prayer for sexual healing for vibrational healing, it shouldn't come from another family member but even siblings can sometimes be okay still, if its mutual because i mean children expirement, mutually. but parents, is just where the line draws
this was an ancient trap, i understood now, the trap that even claire mahoney understood, and it could be gotten through without harm
freud was incorrect. his ideas were abusive, and he also abused cocaine, lets just see that in perspective as what kind
of dream symbol that is. his name even reminds of us fraud. not offense to his spirit, he just plays not a good role in
psychology world. bad beginning. primitive past, beating children, fighting and hurting to get what you want.
jung provided more peace but even he was not perfect.
everyones psychology is their own, its not jungian or freudian only jung has jungian only freud has freudian.
no ones trying to put thoughts in my head no, theres no more bully, holding my arms, hitting me in the face. asking me why im hitting myself.
that false, entirely outwardly created aspect of schizophrenia is gone. now we can look at it, just as a mind again. somehow im lucid dreaming, and i'm recieving energy i need to live. maybe thats a sign that the world is a just place. a sign to believe in enlightenment in spiritual realization, in karma. in good reward for good deeds. im not nessecarily
crazy. i might have healed myself,
these people are holy, they come from the universe, it is yaveyetta...
it was unpleasant, but now, it may be totally healed..
it was like they knew, the houses, it was set up within the houses, it was psychedelic, psychic, yogic... it was specifically for me. so i knew even something wierd, like that wierd bad persistent vibration could end. i knew we were going to move again
all of us were good, and good was going to happen.
it wasnt just the will of the spirits, it was all to put me fully in the lucid dreaming state but i didnt want total control, i just asked this infinite force, just give me generally, what i need, not specifically
every little thing i want.... but specifically this one thing, this vibration thing please heal that one issue... because with that healed. i feel, i can probably then do anything. that is the one evil that i percieve in the world.
i've had signs that it would end. please heal me, Divine One, Holy Creator...
everything else is what it is, i accept homelessness if it comes to that, i accept any life i should live to do the most good in my special way
wanti
(one good thing about windows 8, the battery is low and it like turned off then it turned back on... and this document
was still there, even though, it technically turned off. what happened to microsoft word? didnt that used to be free
with all windows? that saved automatically, but i just got a new computer, so yeah.. its like not a windows 8... anyways
this is beyond all of that.. this is what culture is meant to be used for, i recieve points for doing it all the way) hakarat hatav, ginkgo is amazing, herbal medicine! I am not attracted to children, this is how it is for people who like feet, its not a fetish, its an attraction to attractive feet and free open hearted hippie outlook on life it has its benefits. no gurus, no masters. this is world peace, but that was a real kahuna. its okay. Hawaii is awesome!
-------------------- May we all not take the roleplay too far, for enjoyment only, not for enslaving beings , the game can be turned off at any time.
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