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lunarpiscean
princess



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i have no desire to quit and don't see my benzo usage as a problem even though it probably is.
lets party babay
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pcplease
Salame

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I mean, it's nice to treat yourself once in a while, but if you're staying high because you're depressed that's sad.. you are (presumably) at that age (18-21) where shits just tough though; it's hard to get around it unless you are positive about your future.
Actually, if I'm remembering you right from another thread, you may live close by. I run a great support group
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lunarpiscean
princess



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oh yah, i'll you right now
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Mush4Brains
LOOL HACKED!!!

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Man, this last 1/3rd liter is going down rough. I'm not sure if I'm gonna be able to finish it.
Finally convinced my dad to take a sleep apnea test. When I was living with him in HS I realized that he might have it, but never really cared too much. Now that I'm back living with him after college it's like dude, you're in a different fucking room, I shouldn't have to listen to you snoring/gasping for air. No wonder you act like you don't get any sleep every night
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Shroomopotamus
Happy Mushrooming




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pcplease said:Actually, if I'm remembering you right from another thread, you may live close by. I run a great support group 
I gotta great support group too, it's called Kava Kannasseurs
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    This is a trap! A trap! You are all busted! Busted! You fools!
If a time comes where I fail to appear I've been abducted and I will miss you all Please smile and pet puppies as often as possible Be happy Be nice (<3);}
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Set
candy colored clown


Registered: 10/03/08
Posts: 6,383
Loc: right near da beach
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lunarpiscean said: they;re way too good. i want to quit soon though but its so hard i have too many connections
ive been eating them for 3 years and ill only binge around my birthday and for special occasions 
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I may get high 3 times in one week and not get high for another 2. It's not like I can find them everyday
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They make time go by quicker for me. They make me forget. It's nice to forget every once in a while. They definitely take away the stress that builds up inside of me on a day to day basis.
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I smoke constantly too. It does help me a lot.
"In psychology and logic, rationalization (also known as making excuses[1]) is a defense mechanism in which perceived controversial behaviors or feelings are logically justified and explained in a rational or logical manner in order to avoid any true explanation, and are made consciously tolerable – or even admirable and superior – by plausible means.[2] Rationalization encourages irrational or unacceptable behavior, motives, or feelings and often involves ad hoc hypothesizing. This process ranges from fully conscious (e.g. to present an external defense against ridicule from others) to mostly subconscious (e.g. to create a block against internal feelings of guilt).
People rationalize for various reasons. Rationalization may differentiate the original deterministic explanation of the behavior or feeling in question.[3][4] Sometimes rationalization occurs when we think we know ourselves better than we do. It is also an informal fallacy of reasoning." http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rationalization_%28making_excuses%29
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Hard to exercise with no motivation, somedays i don't have the motivation to get out of bed. I'm probably depressed or something.
No shit!
It's really hard to get out of an addiction cycle.
I know this sounds really base, but when you work on getting your mind healthy, healthy behaviors will follow!
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TrentBoyett
Aspiring Mycologist



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Loc: Kazakhstan
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Re: LNC. [Re: Set]
#19129396 - 11/12/13 11:45 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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lunarpiscean
princess



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Re: LNC. [Re: Set]
#19129399 - 11/12/13 11:46 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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maybe someday
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thoughts
imagining.


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Re: LNC. [Re: Set]
#19129404 - 11/12/13 11:47 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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Yeah, we're all addicts i'm sure.
But the girl said she wants to party!
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pcplease
Salame

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We're partying so hard right now
You're gonna have to head a few miles from the beach, Thoughts
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Mello Kitty
Beautiful Burnout



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be careful with the benzos.. ive had many habits including a full on benzo addiction and i would rather kick heroin 10x over than to have to ever kick a benzo habit again. the WD's are the worst thing ive ever physically experienced. get out before its to late, just food for thought
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nicechrisman
Interdimensional space wizard



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Mello Kitty said: be careful with the benzos.. ive had many habits including a full on benzo addiction and i would rather kick heroin 10x over than to have to ever kick a benzo habit again. the WD's are the worst thing ive ever physically experienced. get out before its to late, just food for thought
This girl knows what she's talking about.
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Set
candy colored clown


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thoughts
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Re: LNC. [Re: Set]
#19129443 - 11/12/13 11:57 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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Now we're talkin.
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pcplease
Salame

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nicechrisman said:
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Mello Kitty said: be careful with the benzos.. ive had many habits including a full on benzo addiction and i would rather kick heroin 10x over than to have to ever kick a benzo habit again. the WD's are the worst thing ive ever physically experienced. get out before its to late, just food for thought
This girl knows what she's talking about.
Yup. I hear suboxone withdrawal can compare, and IME phenobarbital withdrawal gives xanax w/d a run for its money, but it's a bitch and a half when you're using (benzos) daily.
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pcplease
Salame

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I posted the wrong song link before must not have clicked "copy"
This tech house tune
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Set
candy colored clown


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pcplease said: phenobarbital
I hardly ever hear of barbs getting prescribed.
I was prescribed Fioricet (butalbital + APAP + caffeine) for migraines last year, but butalbital is way weaker than phenobarbital.
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Re: LNC. [Re: Set]
#19129479 - 11/13/13 12:10 AM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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Ok i'm feeling the bhang bar, time to vape.
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Set
candy colored clown


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mjmihalov said: this LNC sucks.
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pcplease
Salame

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Re: LNC. [Re: Set]
#19129488 - 11/13/13 12:14 AM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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Set said:
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pcplease said: phenobarbital
I hardly ever hear of barbs getting prescribed.
I was prescribed Fioricet (butalbital + APAP + caffeine) for migraines last year, but butalbital is way weaker than phenobarbital.
I think it's a lot more common as an anti-epileptic for animals than humans. I ended up with a bottle of 1000 ~36mg pills, but to be fair it took me 8-9 pills (~300mg) before I was noticeably buzzed from it alone.
Butalbital was a big letdown for me, expecting something like phenobarbital as I tried it a couple years after
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