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pcplease
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Re: LNC. [Re: Set]
#19129146 - 11/12/13 10:56 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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lunarpiscean said: Maybe 3-5 times a month. I don't use everyday. I have to be able to function.
Oh good If it's that infrequently there's nothing to worry about
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Mush4Brains said: She should quit cold turkey.
No thanksgiving advice in the Pub, dude.
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I have one hell of a mental addiction to benzos and my tolerance is high but I won't physically come down and like I said, it's here and there. Not everyday, not every week.
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Salame

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It sounds like you know what you're doing they're incredibly addicting to me, too.
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lunarpiscean said: I have one hell of a mental addiction to benzos and my tolerance is high but I won't physically come down and like I said, it's here and there. Not everyday, not every week.
3-5 times a month is pretty much every week...
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they;re way too good. i want to quit soon though but its so hard i have too many connections
ive been eating them for 3 years and ill only binge around my birthday and for special occasions
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Nope. I may get high 3 times in one week and not get high for another 2. It's not like I can find them everyday, derp.
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They mostly make me feel sleepy. Only time I really like them is when I have sex on them, or when I'm on a long trip in a bus or plane or something.
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They make time go by quicker for me. They make me forget. It's nice to forget every once in a while. They definitely take away the stress that builds up inside of me on a day to day basis.
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Have you thought about other ways to help with those problems besides addictive drugs?
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Benzos make me all sloppy and make me feel retarded. Good for bad insomnia and anxiety tho.
Weed is better.
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I smoke constantly too. It does help me a lot. I've thought about it but it's difficult with support from no one.
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lunarpiscean said: They definitely take away the stress that builds up inside of me on a day to day basis.
More like masks it though, right?
It's way more effective for the long-term to deal with those stressful thoughts and feelings through healthy means, like exercise!
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I notice they're a lot more addicting for the people that benefit from them. Unless I dose really high (which half the time just leads to a blackout), I first get a relaxing wave where I could shut my eyes. Then, my minds clear, I feel calm and great, and I'm on my feet doing something. I dose my xanax or etizolam ~4-5hrs before I want to go to sleep, because I know won't be able to (or even want to). Kpins and valium are easier to sleep on.
I really try not to take them when I feel like I "need" them, because I don't like feeling reliant on them.
@lunar
Good luck, you can always reach out here. It's not the same, but it can help just as much
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Re: LNC. [Re: Set]
#19129278 - 11/12/13 11:21 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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Hard to exercise with no motivation, somedays i don't have the motivation to get out of bed. I'm probably depressed or something. I refuse to take an SSRI though.
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lunarpiscean said: I smoke constantly too. It does help me a lot. I've thought about it but it's difficult with support from no one.
Wut.
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Re: LNC. [Re: Set]
#19129284 - 11/12/13 11:22 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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The only time I really like benzos is when I only have a small amount of opiates and I'm trying to get fucked up.
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lunarpiscean said: I smoke constantly too. It does help me a lot. I've thought about it but it's difficult with support from no one.
we support you...
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I stay high all day pretty much unless I'm at work. Lol.
Hard to leave benzos alone with no support and people constantly selling around me.
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The hard fact to face up to is that there is really nobody to support you besides yourself. Don't wait for other people to help you make the changes you know you need to make, step up and make them yourself.
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lunarpiscean said: I stay high all day pretty much unless I'm at work. Lol.
Hard to leave benzos alone with no support and people constantly selling around me.
When we gonna party?
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