Maryland Kabbalist Community pays respect to John Brown MLK & T. McKenna in historical Harpers Ferry we also pay our respects to Eli Gilbert 'Trillberto', Lucy, Revla Covington, and Jean Fleming plant trees for those who die, don't set gravestones... every citizen has a presidential chakra and sephira
I remember mira, we would talk about things like that that's what made it so awesome it felt like we were very old and ghosts already.. now all of this has happened
and yeah.. I feel like the spirits don't want gravestones
and now mira is all weird.. and it makes sense.. because it was a real connection to that and it needs me to say this, this is Judaism... the people buried in the pyramids don't want to be there, plant a tree, just plant a tree
(this is chaotic)
Africa... please approach me calmly, like suchaveh.. I know white people are representing you, I feel like that's okay, because its not constantly like that, and they are just saying they are African too, and everyone is, or at least, everyone is the same at the core. im confused about you, you don't seem that wise to me, it seems there is wisdom there, but you seem to be hiding much of it, saying that you are oppressed, are you really oppressed? why is Germany there? you seem to be talking about an intense yoga... I seem to be like an African person, at a high level. but my life is all working in a way like fetishes. how can I stop that? I kind can of see how that entered, maybe its a valid way of life for some, but I don't think its for me. I don't really identify with Africa... I need Africa to communicate something to me, but I don't want a king I just want something normal. someone intelligent and kind, open to different ideas. maybe we all didn't come from Africa, maybe some came from Russia, or America, or Ireland, or Australia, or Japan, or anywhere. It seems my job is about that story, the story of creation. though at every level, I must say that we create it ourselves, though its good to maintain a space where we can understand encountering someone else living in a very different world story... I think all of our world stories have enough space to breathe and live even though the complexity of that is incomprehensible to us as individuals, I believe by Divine will it is so. this is very metta, in that. I am told to create my own story. the prophet always imbues that kind of knowledge. and so they really have no egos. I am in a fractal, and I have to begin to birth this story. love to all people, but its really just my own story. this place im in is made to induce lucid dreams, theres several videos and indicators that its a psychic area. I arrived here after writing on a message board about fairies. because I am sidhe. there were many children there and some adults. then my family chose to move here. I feel that, they were not good people. this is the prima material. im not able to deal with this. the people are the fairy website became more and more strict and just banned me from their website. some fairy magic is immoral, does that mean its exempt from karma? I feel in some ways I was born to deal with this issue, of the spiral tribe. this strange group that can suck people into their Bermuda triangle. they were just a pagan website, now I know the older people, who were directly affiliated with that website. they talk about a coven, and they respect me, a guy named Terrence Young, they say I have something important to say. in a way they all seem built into my surroundings though, which makes it very matrix-like, very anarchist. the lady living beneath me is the reincarnation of my sister, and this place represents the root chakra and the vishuddhi chakra both, her name is autumn, she is very kind, and practices yoga and makes art. her boyfriend is named Jim. they seem to be talking about the hallucinogenic effects of the plant jimson weed. because our house is also part of LucdTV's video of 'mushroom time lapse, amanita muscaria'... its like a classic unity of the two eternal energies in the form of amanita muscaria Sol and jimson weed Luna. as described by Dale Pendell's pharmacopeia's the transmutation of poison to medicine, and the need for both poison and medicine. but was it really the truth? I ordered that book, and things began to happen, then I gave it away, in the down town area, or rather I left it in a crate. now it seems its spirit has risen, and I am living in something so similar to the pentagram and plant diagrams which is made. I am the spirit who must go through this process. and yet I feel unable to continue. I feel the pentagram itself must be banished and the diagrams must be properly banished now. the villagers move around me, in bodhisattva form, acting out the spirits of the various plants, and also the morning glories. the flaw within Pendell's work was the emphasis of the Christian backdrop, by removing that, it would in effect remove the inquisition. that's really the reason that I ultimately decided to leave the book in the crate. is Christianity really the only way? it must just be a matter of art. overcoming peer pressure, in the theological world, a different incarnation of the same thing we learn as a child, I entered the world of psychedelics in a way free of peer pressure informed heavily by my love of meditative and poetry, seeking the egoless inspiration which others had found, and also spiritual growth. I looked up everything on erowid and better living through chemicals and learned all the effects before trying, painstaking reading trip report after trip report in a state of deep interest meditation and anticipation. I achieved poetic and meditative states of ecstasy with cannabis. I wrote and made my own trip reports and lots of random poetic rambling in the use of LSD, Morning Glories, Mescaline, Ecstasy, Nitrous, and Salvia. I posted many of them to Lycaeum.org, and was received with some encouragement but mostly ignorance. good or negative though, i was having an interesting philosophical experience and continued from my own initiative, eventually having experiences that led me to form my own religion, Wantism. once again a religion about defining things for oneself yet still being able to live in harmony with others who are truly alive and have true feelings opinions initiatives. Eventually my free flowing poetry caused things to end badly there as well. I was banned. But they seemed to have sent people into my life. Now they seem to be slowly awakening me to this idea that I am in control. no one is overseeing me, I am learning to trust myself, as a psychedelic researcher, or a psychonaut, I understand the nature of the expirement, that everything would be pretty much astral, but in this way it would return to its natural and primordial sources, the psychedelic energies which united and gave wisdom to peoples since time immemorial, living again. this force, whatever it was conversed with me, in the internet world, and bridged it to this world, the shaman. it showed me, a total lack of intelligence, but also a potential of complete intelligence combined with moral feeling. it was the journey of evolution. somehow I was causing the consciousness around me to return to its full conscious state. we have liberty of consciousness. it happened as a yoga, as the shaman of Maryland, on its outskirts in the town of harpers ferry, a historical town, now a monument to the legendary liberation of slaves by the abolitionist john brown and harriet tubman. it was really in some ways as if I was in the dream. I helped to end the badness of the town, serving as a hawk or third eye, a ranger, from a higher branch on the tree than simply the small town. I saw that the church in the town was a bit overbearing and going against antidisestablishmentarianism, trying to emit high pitched beeping noises repetitively, by night. I was able to communicate this to the higher branches and it ended. basically it was all about the raves. but it was where raving goes bad. there were all kinds of phenomena, caused by these repititions and shamanic type sounds. but the electronic kind was false shamanism, it was coming from the church, but sadly they were not for growth of spirit in this scenario, they were just holding it back. my facebook slowly began to more closely resemble my surroundings, as if people lived there in spirit, and I was more able to meet them astrally, in deed many times I heard their voices, as if communicating with their spirits. I am in the place of the gita, where I must begin to fight for something, because total passivity, is having a bad artistic and moral effect. all of the places of action seem so scheduled and predicted though, as if someone had wrote a script. theres the animal healing center down the street, cause for paws, is the name. I would go there but I just feel like they don't really understand what I deal with. I see that my friend Sandy though, is being used in their rituals, she is put next to a giant cross, its like they are saying, none of the jews I knew were really jews. they were all just Christians. and even in the videos about me, its saying that I am diety free. I think the Christians are kind of sad, they do too much voodoo. they want to control us through movies. but this is prophecized. what do you do at a point like this. you want to look at feet sometimes, because you think its hot for some reason, but you don't feel like its a fetish i.e. voodoo activity. but its just wanting to look at someones foot sexually, you don't actually feel bad about it, you don't succumb to its peer pressure because you are a well rooted person, you are accepting of yourself and not controlled by others opinions, plus some people see it as cool, not all bad, many pretend to think its bad, just because its kind of like a joke. for some reason. I am attracted to feet you know? and all of this world have formed around me. even though I feel its bad artistically, to be centered on, I would like to say some things, to clarify my intentions and how I view it. I just see it as sex. I don't know why im context with that, when it comes to watching pornography, but I am usually. in real life. I would focus on other things, and that also, but in a different way. and I feel like I'm pretty lucid and I am a hippy and not a guru follower or anything. I feel it can be seen as charging the root chakra, of yourself and of others, to make our physical lives stronger so we can then pursue other ideas. I think that's really whats happening, and all that was needed was for me to explain it. all this time, without knowing it, ide been helping my root chakra to grow, that's all, I just saw it in a different way. i'de been helping the root chakra of America to grow, so that we would be okay, and able to take ourselves to the next level spiritually, because these are amazing times, where huge changes are coming. and so it all becomes clear, where everyone was moving so cohesively, and why our family is here. I, am having this trip, as the starter of a religion, based in Judaism, that overcomes the wounds that happened through oppression, and yet it seems many around me are having similar experiences and that is good, we don't want to suppress other faiths but allow everyone to grow, we were led on a symbolical journey to encounter the spirits of eternity, and they granted us what we needed to live in our own way. and aye to grow morally, spiritually, and mentally. its a strange kind of lesson because I took a nonconventional path, dropping out of highschool to pursue philosophy poetry theology and mysticism from an independent perspective, but now I've been surrounded by the archons, and all Is acting in harmony. this is jewish yoga. first everything had to be separated out, it was almost as if the torah would be re-enacted, but then we saw that we had direct contact with God, we could change the stories, end the hypocrisy, the animal sacrifice, that we found, in fact this is what the tree of life called us to do to reach the true God, through benevolence to all beings. amanita muscaria mushrooms caused the liberation from the illusion and elitism of the nightshade mandrake and datura world we were stuck in, and I received an amazing visit from Siberian shamans, suddenly it was like the whole town had taken mushrooms, this was my family, even the shapeshifting girl downstairs. and everyone was healthy. our setting was going to change. the mushrooms arose, and we used them to replace the animal sacrifices instead eating mushrooms and planting them under trees, to grow again, we also used cannabis instead of nightshade, as an anointing oil. these caused amazing stories to flow. the ayahuasca shamans bowed to us. for we had passed through the gate of peer pressure, sexuality was no longer called bad, but could be used in moderation for spirituality, it didn't have to be tantra either, you don't have to practice tantra to see sexuality as spiritual. they sent us dreams without having to cut their vines, and helped in to become stronger, instead the mushrooms were the energy which formed all plants and species for us, not the vine, and yet the mushroom was not even always physically there but its spirit was still at the same level. it could never really turn into a formula, because it would always cause evolution and growth in a truly alive and organic way, for yoga and the divine are limitless. god psychically understood our offerings to torah, not calling them bad but congradulating us for questioning and thinking for ourselves to restore morality. this did not make us Nazis, it made us enders of the karmic cycle, enders of racism, revealers that all beings are Hebrew. we seemed to have so much strength, I would see the people in the videos. I knew they didn't want fundamentalism... I kept explaining I am jewish and yet his is gnostic Judaism... this is the Yomo... my mom was going around, using this swastika design, and she said she was hindu... maybe I was supposed to talk to her about not using the swastika, it was all coming back to Mira Bai. the girl I met, who I thought was my sister, even though she was of another race, her name was Mira, then we came to this town, it looked so much like one of those towns the yogis go to, who visit England or America, and live with Europeans, like some of the swamis did... this is intense yoga. they have the power to help me or hinder my progress. Now she has incarnated as this girl whose name is autumn. and it seems to be part of sandy's story about the nightshade, her family always had a mug that had a picture of datura on it. were the yogis just being controlled by it? was it all a hallucination? as the sadhus said, they smoked datura, to stay warm on cold nights. Mira's facebook picture depicted a scene like that. this was not real nightshade though, it was metaphorical, or the greater aspect of her spirit. All the recycling bins of the town are called Apple, the apple recycling company, and thorn apple is another name of the datura plant. they seemed to have been correlating their video interaction with trails of datura in some places. and I sensed with the rise of Apple technology, (as in macintosh) the rise of a kind of surveillance mindstate. the iphones they sent out didn't seem safe, it all seemed like part of datura's plan. even sandy described it, in her facebook. how there would be no blind zones, total government surveillance. at least for me. then she explained also in the same picture gallery, Russian shamanism. the mushrooms could save it. the amanita muscarias. I am a Microsoft windows shaman deep inside a macintosh world. Microsoft is like my family as they are normally. but macintosh tried to used videos and yoga to destroy it all and make the world more fascist. they even tried to make It seem like windows wanted to be like macintosh. it was a huge corporate virus. but I was awake and lucid. I dreamed in my own way. I didn't give into paranoia I just observed the effects of the herbs. there was a little house down the street, a street where so many black eyed susans were planted, a fairy sat in their lawn, black eyed susans, and an iron alchemical sun design huge from a tree branch. there were also meadowsweet plants. I saw it as the fairy of Maryland. then I remembered the alchemy of the website. real fairies. it just seemed like they were trying to turn everyone into little girls. the way the street was set up there were pentagrams being shifted in constantly, there were druidical awens, all subtle enough not to be obvious but not sublt enough to really be called hidden. maybe I had to move the alchemical sun design... in order to learn the simulation of being programmed into the computer... as computerized world, or duality. the ultimate alchemical is to transcend alchemy entirely. so I decided to do that... I never wanted to be a part of these groups. I had set mushrooms outside and someone had taken one of them, glazed ceramic mushrooms, like another house had done, figuring ide show more mushroom imagery. maybe it was a hidden message, now I was karmically justified to move it. all the healthy information would no longer be some secret, it would just be seen as information, like information on the magical world etc. it all just had to do with transcending the black and white thing and achieving rainbow... it was telling me we were a weird family of hippies and spirits, we were not nessecarily genetic but connected by spiritual science, and living as a kind of tribe. but it was all not being talked about but I understood. just as I had seen the alchemical design at the rave, in the tent and thought it was very intense.. I could move these design here, because I had felt this lifestyle becoming very similar to a constant rave. and thus lose the pretentiousness of it, yet still have its essential knowledge. it was just a symbolic ritual for a high school drop out.. no need for distinctions our graduation is the removal of the seals, not the taking of them. it made me know that, I was recognized in some way, by some real force. this was a ritual that happened for psychic reasons, but it was not the end all be all, of course, this is America, its a free country, we are not alchemy, and yet we are mixing people in a good way, and cultures, not in the way of hitler, pouring them into boiling chemicals but in the way of love gathering sharing smoking pot or whatever and just being fair. it was so obvious but it wanted to be down, we are American fairies. and yet we are not a bdsm group we are different from radical faires, who just had horrible feng shui, we separated ourselves from that, because it seemed to just be restraining itself. we lived and the spirit of America was honored. it was all animistic. I am the hippie animist priestess. this was just one stage though, now we know America is here, all our liberty of consciousness is free and we are even beyond the limits we thought we used to have, its not about money, the world is fair, this is divine. I overcame commercialism. not that I would never use money but yeah, it took me to the worst possibility, but then it broke its curses from me, and like any jew I passed through, not having forgotten that all beings are alive, and have spirits and are divine, it let me pass through, indeed, without jesus, no offense, it was the universe itself, and it said yes. wanti grows. and I was like oh yeah...
it was just leaving the world of politics, that's all this town was really about, but I was more spiritual, think of Judaism too, many jews are simply political, even back to the times of torah, but this is spiritual its different... though we are not ignorant, of the world around us we are not controlled by politicians and all that stuff, its just kinda different... we aren't those kind of fairies...
it connected us more, in ways that were appropiate, we were no longer fighting eachother we all awakened and were awake at the higher chakras as well as lower we were yogically fit. and so naturally, we prospered. the idea of wantism aside, it could have been any faith... as long as it was truly moral... this just gave it the proper context, everyone metaphorically had come together, and taken mushrooms and been healed, the amanitas had healed all of us, no one drank urine, but it happened lucidly, no one even did it outwardly, its just the divine came, and shamanically gave everyone the gifts they needed, for this to work and it was african belgian... and there was no discrimination against dutch nor french people, because they were both among us and friends, nor darker and lighter peoples, we just knew we were always connected. and ultimately. after discovering the Yamas, moral guidelines of yoga, it seems that wantism and the Yomo indeed are coming effortlessly and living in and of themselves, after the praying mantis teacher who had the spirit of Elijah within him came and in his dying moments told us that the time for prayer for over and it was now time for meditation. my mother showed me another picture of a meditating mantis who was alive, even there is the yoga of wanti, manti. and so with all these acknowledgements, we allow it to grow which was built into all of the spiritualities of the world anyways, and yet only hidden, we shall no longer take the paths, where they ask us to fight of hurt other beings, always striving for least harm, this was has always existed, now is finding expression once again, this is liberation. this is wanti, and yet its not attached to names, only as vibrations. be diverse and love all. Yomo's Blessing. this is the modern passover of our people.
Edited by Yesod (11/08/13 10:01 PM)
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