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damnnation
Monsieur Rêve


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Pure horror from DMT.
#19103851 - 11/08/13 02:12 AM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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First I'd like to say I'm rather bad at writing trip reports and English isn't my first language.
That been said, I'd like to share a DMT experience I had a few months ago. (I've smoked plenty of DMT before)
Having just bought a green/red laser which moves and colors my whole wall and ceiling, I was looking forward to take DMT and stare at the lights. I put 30mg in my crack pipe and smoked what I thought was the whole 30mg.
Watching the lasers move all around the room was incredible. My room was pitch dark except for the red and green lights moving in patterns and becoming 3D. I just layed on my bed with my mouth wide opened from the amazement. When I started to come down I thought it was rather a weak trip for 30mg.
After about 5 minutes I decided I wanted to do it again but I wanted the visuals to be stronger so I put 45mg in the pipe. This was my mistake. There was probably a lot of DMT left from the fist trip and this time I made sure to smoke everything that was in the pipe.
I love DMT and I've seen/felt pure love on it. I also had difficult times, but this trip...
I felt the sudden come up right away as usual, but it kept on going stronger and stronger until the trip ended. After maybe 30 seconds, bright colors invaded my whole vision. I could not see anything that was in front of me but only a mixture of bright colors swooshing around. The colors became so intense that everything turned white. At that point I felt such horror and stress, I was certain I was about to die. I couldn't do anything but crawl into a ball on my bed and tell myself that It I took DMT and It'll be better soon but still thinking I was going to die.
The trip ended quite suddenly, I don't know how long it lasted but probably no more than 5 minutes. I was a complete mess after. I couldn't do anything but try to sleep. The next few days were hard and I couldn't get my mind of the white light and horror that I felt.
It's been a few months now and I'm still not ready to try DMT again even though I'd like to. I've done quite a lot of psyches and had bad trips, but this one was different. Some people who die and get reanimated mentions some sort of a tunnel with a bright white light, this is very similar to what happened to me.
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LiquidGlass
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Re: Pure horror from DMT. [Re: damnnation]
#19103871 - 11/08/13 02:22 AM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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Congratulations you had your first real DMT trip.
I feel DMT is not a psychedelic to take and look at the trippy lights. IT is a whole different animal and I feel more serious.
Whenever I smoke DMT it is my goal to get to that point and then past it. I close my eyes and totally let myself go with it.
You probably had difficulty because you fought it and didnt just let go, you gotta go into it expecting that to happen.
If you believe in these sort of things, some people would suggest that you annoyed the DMT spirit by taking it recreationally so often it it let you know.
Either way if you go into it with the right headspace and the right intention, it can be pure bliss and love instead of terror
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rikuni

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Edited by rikuni (03/16/14 05:23 AM)
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TheShroomingAtheis
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Re: Pure horror from DMT. [Re: rikuni]
#19103953 - 11/08/13 03:36 AM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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Im high on weed and reading this made me feel like it. I was blown away . Thanks for the trip. Next time, go fir a breakthrough
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damnnation
Monsieur Rêve


Registered: 09/20/04
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Loc: Paris
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I've trip more than I can count on DMT. This was the first time it happened. I'm pretty sure I 'broke through' before.
But maybe not, I guess...
Edited by damnnation (11/09/13 08:21 AM)
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Yogi1
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Re: Pure horror from DMT. [Re: damnnation]
#19109997 - 11/09/13 11:21 AM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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I see no point in external stimuli in dmt.
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