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Anonymous #1
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can some one tell me im gonna be ok!!
#19097302 - 11/06/13 07:50 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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back in high school i gave no ****s. now I'm constantly constantly consciously avoiding situations that will lead to interaction with some not all people. i know that's not a factor but in my eyes its a sign i have changed and its mostly due to the fact i had every thing i wanted at age 20 my life things where good. car, girl, money, friends, JOB......now since my incredibly dumb dispositions lead me to some how obtaining 3 dui's since age 20 has down spiraled my life im now 23 and in dire need of some stability. i have complete loss for words when it comes to how i feel about my self at times i look in the mirror and don't recognize who i am. I'm reminded constantly of my faults and causes me to feel like the wolf with the broken leg. i was the kid on the block that had his s*** together and all my younger friends on my street saw me accomplishing. now I'm caring around buss money taking some classes at a community collage just to stay some what productive.while the kids that looked up to me are driving right by. being broke and hopeless has taken its toll on my ego and has changed the character in me i lost my charisma. it takes me effort to walk with my head up.i had to get rid of all my goods to pay fines and lost my girl friend and friends they just moved on. i was unable to keep up with them. I'm going for a interview tomorrow plan on landing the job becasue i cant take this s*** no more. i want the old me back! i don't even bother establishing any thing with anyone becasue of my current situation with being broke, no ,car ... but that soon will all change
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Anonymous #2
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Re: can some one tell me im gonna be ok!! [Re: Anonymous #1]
#19097397 - 11/06/13 08:03 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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Don't worry about stuff so much man. I have a problem with dwelling on shit but lately I have just been throwing those thoughts out the window because they aren't worth dealing with. Are you still drinking? Don't pick the bottle up if it leads to bad things. It is good you are taking classes and don't care what other people think just focus on your own path and things will turn out right. I am 22 and a lot of my friends turned their backs on me after I started experimenting with drugs and it's whatever but there are still some friends I know would still want to hang out with me because they had faith in me even in my darkest hour. Tomorrow is always opportunity knocking at your door stay strong. If you have a problem with drinking still try to quit for yourself. I quit using drugs daily because it obviously wasn't helping my mental situation. A year later, quite honestly I feel good that I made that decision. You can handle this. Believe in yourself and your confidence will come. Get through school get that job and show all those people what a baller is
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Anonymous #1
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Re: can some one tell me im gonna be ok!! [Re: Anonymous #2]
#19097558 - 11/06/13 08:27 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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to that. i have drank resonantly and i admit its like two steeping with Lucifer. thanks for the kind words its all i wanted to hear for some one..enjoy your night
Edited by Anonymous (11/06/13 08:29 PM)
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Anonymous #3
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Re: can some one tell me im gonna be ok!! [Re: Anonymous #1]
#19097586 - 11/06/13 08:32 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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You will be fine.
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Anonymous #4
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Re: can some one tell me im gonna be ok!! [Re: Anonymous #1]
#19098609 - 11/07/13 12:50 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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tl;dr
but, you're gonna be okay.
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Anonymous #5
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Re: can some one tell me im gonna be ok!! [Re: Anonymous #4]
#19099333 - 11/07/13 08:31 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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just keep trying bro. Been there before too.
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Anonymous #6
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Re: can some one tell me im gonna be ok!! [Re: Anonymous #5]
#19099420 - 11/07/13 08:56 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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I think the Universe send you down that road to give you some humility. You will rise from this, and I know this because you cared enough you write this post. You will be fine. Its going to be a different path then you thought, but you will get there.
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Anonymous #7
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Re: can some one tell me im gonna be ok!! [Re: Anonymous #6]
#19099961 - 11/07/13 11:21 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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I've had a pretty shitty time since I graduated high school, lost a lot of friends, and family, couldn't find work, constantly broke, hustling to maintain my habits became my only motivation.
Got busted December last year with possesion of marijuana w/ intent to deliver, spent 3 months in a jail that's also a federal holding facility, met people that spent most of their adult life incarcerated, I met decent people heading to prison for dumb mistakes. Got out, been broke for a while, would be in absolute poverty or homeless if it wasnt for my mother. No matter how bad it gets it can always be worse.
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Anonymous #8
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Re: can some one tell me im gonna be ok!! [Re: Anonymous #7]
#19111640 - 11/09/13 06:58 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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you'll be fine
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