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Brain Melter



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Underestimating the Strange Chemical Known as LSD
#19082653 - 11/03/13 09:01 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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To give you a little background I am 18 years old, 140 pounds, and some what new to psychedelics. I spent highschool smoking weed and had tried dmt once and salvia once. I tried mushrooms for the first time about 2 months ago and loved it. Then I had tried a tab of acid at a halloween party while I was drunk and it was not as strong as I thought it would be. There was slight visual distortion with patterns and my hearing became very sensitive and it was a very mild high. The second time I did it.....well....it melted my fucking brain!
So it was halloween and I slept all day because my sleep schedule has been weird from college and staying up all night studying and all that good stuff. When I woke up, my older brother asked if I wanted to go hang out with his friends at a party and I was down. I went and got a 12 pack and started drinking on the way there. I was very excited to hangout with these kids because they were total weirdos and I have heard the craziest stories about them. Also a few of them are big graffiti writers that I have looked up to during highschool. So we arrive at the house and it is in a nice neighborhood but the house we pull up to has tall overgrown grass and just looks real shitty. We enter the basement and the walls are covered in graffiti and loud stoner metal is playing. These guys are all over 21, have no jobs, get arrested frequently, live together, smoke crack and ride harleys. We hung around for a little and I kept drinking when I was approached by some kid who looked completely fried and spoke like the current ozzy osbourne. He was saying he had mushrooms and acid and asked if I wanted some. I said hell yeah and he told me hed give them to me later. We all left to go to a bar and hung out until my brother was ready to go home around 1:30 a.m. Thats when ozzy osbourne came up to me again and gave me 3 sweet tarts that had acid dropped on them. I took one right then and put the other 2 in my pocket, hoping to do them when it was daytime with a friend, and mostly prepare and enjoy my trip.
2 a.m. I have arrived home and I am about 8 beers deep, not sure if im feeling the acid. The alcohol gave me some courage and I thought "hey fuck it, if this shit is that strong ill just sleep it off" I then ate 2 more of the sweet tarts and watched some TV.
3 a.m. At this point, I am feeling a little confused an disoriented, and decide I want my glasses before the trip really starts. I thought they were in my car, and I am somewhat unsure of where I parked it. (I live in the city so sometimes I have to park my car very far from my building). I go outside and get on my banana board, the ground is very wet because it just rained and I put on some hendrix and begin my journey.
3:30 a.m I finally found my jeep and climb in, searching for my glasses. That is when I remembered they were in my room So I start to ride back and things are very weird and crisp. I was taking notice in the slightest detail and stared at the street light with the white LED walking man symbol. Some of his lights were not working.
3:45-4:30 am I am back in my room and the acid is really starting to fuck me up. I cannot put my thoughts together and pace around my room putting shit in my pocket, taking it out, and rearranging things. Then I thought shit I am fucking tripping, I need to sleep. I laid in my bed and shut the lights off. Objects around me were breathing and dripping and turned into moving figures that looked like they were coming toward me. I tried to shut my eyes but I was able to see through my eyelids. That was when I realized I was in for a fucked up experience for the next few hours. I turned the lights back on and decided to go outside. I get onto the street and start walking toward the deli I usually go to. I kept thinking, this is madness, everything is so whacky. I felt trapped on my avenue because one side of the avenue is a giant cemetery, and the other is rows and rows of dark scary blocks with halloween decorations everywhere. I make it to the deli and I am greeted by the two indian guys who work there. I ask if Ricky if hes making egg sandwhiches yet, he tells me its only 4:30 and hell start cooking eggs at 6. I buy some juice and leave. I couldnt stop thinking what an awkward time it was to trip, it wasnt daytime where I could be alone and explore something, but it wasnt early enough in the night where friends were awake to talk to and hang with.
5a.m. I am back in my cartoon room, lights dripping, cars outside my window warping sound as they go by. I had to pee so I go into my bathroom. The floor appeared to be a mirror(its actually white tile) when I get back to my room I find out that I dont have as much visuals if I keep my eyes moving. At times I would stare to really hallucinate and was so interested by the drug. I needed somebody to talk to so I went on some chatroullete type of website where you are paired up with random people around the world and you webcam with each other. My pupils were so big it made me look like some evil character from a movie. Many people could tell something was up with me and I had a few cool conversations with people. I got tired of that and decided to just zone out in my room until it was day time and I could go to the park.
6 a.m. I am laying in my bed having intense visual hallucinations. I was not really scared but I wasnt enjoying it either. It was interesting but I was upset I didnt save the acid for a good time. I was listening to hip hop pretty loud and just sitting on my bed when my grandma woke up. I live in a small apartment with my grandma, and her room is on the other side of a glass door in the living room. My room is kind of like a section of the living room and here is no door or wall so I was able to see her shadow through the window. I ran and shut my light off and laid back down and watched the shadow through the door. The glass door stretched and began to spin slowly as her shadow walked away into the distance, and everything became a tunnel of space. Headlights from the cars outside my window shined in and looked like lasers accompanied by the warping sounds of the cars going by.
7 a.m. The sun has finally come up, and I try to get out before my grandma wakes up again and starts hanging out in the living room. I put on my tracksuit and running sneakers and decide to go to the park. I stopped back at the deli first and ordered a bacon egg and cheese. Two old women walked in while I was waiting and I began to observe them. I started to sweat alot and kept doing awkward things like walking too close to them or thinking whatever they got was what I ordered and trying to pay for it and grab it. I walked to the park which was empty and beautiful. I sat on the bench and was surrounded by autumn trees that were beautiful colors and I was away from the noisy city avenue. I began to eat my sandwhich and realized after one bite I wasnt really hungry and it felt weird to eat. I threw it and watched some squirrels eat it. The trees looked like plastic and the sky turned purple. The clouds were pulsating, growing and shrinking, and the whole sky looked like a lava lamp. I was having thoughts about the human spirit and the fake life we follow and how everything just isnt necessary. I study business and economics, so I was thinking a lot from the business perspective, like what people think they need and pretty outstanding business tactics. I felt like I had become a higher being and how simple it is to influence and control people. I wish I had written some of the things down.
8 a.m. At this point I am walking deeper into the park, surrounded by the beautiful autumn colors. I was wondering why I never really hang out in that park because of how big it is and how I need to start trail running instead of running on tracks or the street. I kept seeing people that I found funny and I would break out giggling and laughing ( I hope nobody was offended)
9 a.m I am finally back home feeling relaxed. I walk in and my grandmother is in there and she asks where I have been. I told her I woke up early to go workout in the park and started making her some coffee. She is a very old school catholic and began talking about the upcoming mass and I was actually considering going which was unusual for me because I have zero faith in any religion and only go to church for funerals and to be with my family on christmas and easter. We drank coffee and spoke for a little longer and I walked into the bathroom and looked in the mirror. My pupils were massive! There was little color surrounding my pupils and I looked incredibly creepy, like the anti-christ. Its a good thing my grandma has real shitty eye sight I would have scared her to death.
10 a.m. I was no longer hallucinating but felt a little off. I spent the rest of the morning stretching, thinking about what I experienced, and looking over some school material
I am not quite sure how I feel about acid yet because I have not used it in the right setting both times I tried. I prefer mushrooms as of now because my body didnt feel comfortable on acid and it felt like an actual drug whereas mushrooms make me feel like im in heaven and content with everything. Thanks for reading if you did! Peace and love everyone!
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mutantmushroom
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Re: Underestimating the Strange Chemical Known as LSD [Re: Brain Melter]
#19082715 - 11/03/13 09:14 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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Great report man! I wish I could share my trips that well, I felt like I was there.
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Brain Melter



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Re: Underestimating the Strange Chemical Known as LSD [Re: mutantmushroom]
#19082731 - 11/03/13 09:18 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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hey thanks man! much appreciated
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mindgnome
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Re: Underestimating the Strange Chemical Known as LSD [Re: Brain Melter]
#19083058 - 11/03/13 10:25 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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I identified with the part about pacing around and taking things out of your pocket and then putting them back in there. It is like "this is weighing me down" and then five minutes later it is like "that needs to be in my pocket" haha.
-------------------- "As I walk on through troubled times my spirit gets so downhearted sometimes so where are the strong and who are the trusted? And where is the harmony? Sweet harmony. Cause each time I feel it slippin' away, just makes me wanna cry. What's so funny 'bout peace love & understanding?" - Nick Lowe "Psychedelic drugs don't change you - they don't change your character - unless you want to be changed. They enable change; they can't impose it...” - Sasha Shulgin
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Brain Melter



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Re: Underestimating the Strange Chemical Known as LSD [Re: mindgnome]
#19083205 - 11/03/13 11:00 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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yes especially when I was getting ready to go outside I just walked around thinking "uhhh what do I need what am I missing"
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