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I'll just be the one to suggest it could be a physical brain problem, since I've had two, schizophrenia and a head injury.
Antidepressants have been said to help brain regeneration, there may be other supplements that help the brain. Research.
Such sadness, such pain, and such monotonous days for me... but especially in the last 6 months my brain has for some reason or another regenerated, I've also switched medications more recently that that.
All the advice in the thread looks good I'm just reminding you the brain can physically shit itself.
And after being all hopeful and being so focused on psychological explanations, it's become obvious to me it's just the brain, and the brain can regenerate, and you can get back to it.
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Re: I'm just a fucking robot [Re: ShroomyBudz] 1
#19134829 - 11/14/13 05:28 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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ShroomyBudz said: I don't know what I am now.
I feel blank, I work during the week and attend classes. My little free time I have I use to think about death, and what happens when I die. I sleep, and smoke marijauan everyday to help me eat and sleep, and just.. to feel content with being alive. I feel like im programmed to get up early, go to my classes, pound down an energy drink, work until late hours into the night, and repeat. then I get a day every here n there where I can do what I want and I pick to be alone by myself and sleep.
What the fuck is wrong with me, I want to feel alive again..
Being a sheep sounds ok right about now.. they seem oh so happy :/
I cut some things out of what you said to make you notice something.
To me it seems like you have become the very sheep you speak of without realizing it, you also say you don't know who you are anymore, I didn't leave that In there.
You have a schedule that your seeming to allow restrict your life. You also may not be on the best diet. I'm not sure of that but I am sure energy drinks are not good for you.
The worst part is you think being a sheep sounds okay right now. You are what you don't want to be but you don't even know it and are constantly in a negative cycle because you want to be this symbol of what you already are and DON'T want to be.
Accept that you are the symbol of the sheep, understand that is NOT what makes you happy.
I recommend to help in aiding you
- stray from your natural routine no matter how much you resist at first.
- love your girlfriend, sex sex sex more sex, talk about your feelings and how you want to change and you love her (it sounds like you do)
- eat healthy, stop eating processed food and cook food with your girlfriend. It's fun and will help you both bond and connect and have things to talk about. Coconut oil, rice, veggies, beans, fish, all types of nuts, fruits eat it all!!!!
- get excersize, go on a run before work or school of you can or bike instead of drive. The excersize will wake you up better than energy drinks and make you feel better...NO CRASH
- accept you don't want to be a sheep, do something you have always wanted to do.
I don't want to push religion on you, please understand I am merely recommending an ideology of a religion to you. It is a Buddhist ideology called "mindfullness". Please do yourself a huge favor and read up on it.
Mindfullness is about thinking consciously in the moment, it's helpful friend meditation can tag right along and guide you, completely through your own thinking to Being happier.
A huge part of mindfullness is thinking in the now, everything is merely an experience whether its good or bad doesn't matter, it's just an experience. Listen to the birds chirp, the wind blow, take in whatever is around you and just be for a moment.
Question why you think and do what you do. When you think negatively or act negatively to someone ask yourself why you do this. Ask yourself why you don't know who you are
ask yourself why you are a sheep
Ask yourself who you are, and give yourself time to think.
Remember it's all good brother
Edited by Everything (11/14/13 05:35 AM)
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Re: I'm just a fucking robot [Re: Everything]
#19135385 - 11/14/13 09:39 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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It doesn't have to be Buddhist mindfulness, regular mindfulness works just as well 
See Eckhart Tolle, plenty of vids on yt.
With the girl, massages man, massages are the shit. Give them, get them, oil up all the way to slippery squishy goodness. Put on candles and get those massages going. Don't talk about school, don't talk about anything if there's nothing good to talk about, just get naked and get massaging. Take turns, one evening at a time.
More talking is NOT what you need, you need positive sensory experiences to unwind fully. In one week you'll be a different person, in fact you'll both be 
Don't be a pussy OP, buy some massage oil TODAY and show your girl a good time, before she finds someone else who will
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For truly, I say to you, many prophets and righteous people longed to see what you see, and did not see it, and to hear what you hear, and did not hear it. - Matthew 13:16
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Re: I'm just a fucking robot [Re: Spacerific]
#19138063 - 11/14/13 08:05 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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He's right messages are awesome!
Coconut oil is really good lube and massage oil and healthy! You should get some!
Also, do you have any nature in your area? It's really Nice to unwind in the woods, and it's also a great place to Have sex with your girlfriend!
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Re: I'm just a fucking robot [Re: Everything]
#19195645 - 11/27/13 09:51 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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Thank you guys so much for all the help you have been offering me!
The shroomery really is full of great, wise people. I have been thinking a lot more positively lately and taking time to do things I enjoy.
Unfortunately, Me and the girlfriend are no longer together. Sex felt a chore, and I feel we may have grew apart too much. I went with the approach of starting new.. Everything that is.. New attitude, new friends, and hopefully a new and final love in my life!
Again, thank you so much everyone, these have been some of the darker days in my life and you guys bring me the light !
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me if you ever need anything! I try to check them daily!
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