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Anonymous #1
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I fucked up my own suicide. Now I have this red mark on my neck...Will it heal soon?
#19065096 - 10/31/13 06:25 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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I have been going through a really low and shitty stage of my life these past couple of months. So I finally decided to hang myself today. Long story short, I was too much of a coward in the last minute and just managed to get the noose out of my neck and then fainted for a while afterwards. Now I realise I was being stupid and selfish, and guess that it's not my time to die yet.
But now I'm left with this obnoxious red mark encircling my neck which I'm just able to hide with my jumper.
Please tell me this is only a temporary red mark on my neck which seems like burst blood vessels. They do heal right?
Otherwise I have to make some shit up to tell people and family which is going to be insanely awkward and I could be committed to a mental institution if they find out ... Shit. I've never been this scared in my life...
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Anonymous #2
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Re: I fucked up my own suicide. Now I have this red mark on my neck...Will it heal soon? [Re: Anonymous #1] 2
#19065171 - 10/31/13 06:35 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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You could tell them that ranchers tried to hang you like they did to Clint Eastwood. Then wear a scarf around your neck to hide the scar.
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Anonymous #3
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Re: I fucked up my own suicide. Now I have this red mark on my neck...Will it heal soon? [Re: Anonymous #1] 2
#19065182 - 10/31/13 06:37 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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You can explain it. Say the Cleveland Brown tried to jump and strangle you. But fortunatly it was the Browns so they fumbled you and you got away.
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Anonymous #4
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Re: I fucked up my own suicide. Now I have this red mark on my neck...Will it heal soon? [Re: Anonymous #3] 1
#19065243 - 10/31/13 06:47 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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Hanging isn't supposed to strangle you to death- it's supposed to break your neck...
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Anonymous #5
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Re: I fucked up my own suicide. Now I have this red mark on my neck...Will it heal soon? [Re: Anonymous #4]
#19065261 - 10/31/13 06:50 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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that sucks, i feel you. Its not permanent.
try going tanning, or using make up.
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Anonymous #5
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Re: I fucked up my own suicide. Now I have this red mark on my neck...Will it heal soon? [Re: Anonymous #5]
#19065278 - 10/31/13 06:54 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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obviously, don't put on the make up before going tanning. It usually contains some amount SPF.
wear a turtle neck before you go in if you're embarrassed.
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Anonymous #6
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Re: I fucked up my own suicide. Now I have this red mark on my neck...Will it heal soon? [Re: Anonymous #5] 2
#19065320 - 10/31/13 07:00 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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You need to seek help. I know you've 'seen the light' and come to your senses, but it would be foolish to think that everything's now hunkey-dorey. That red mark should be the least of your concerns.
I wish you the best of luck.
Edited by Anonymous (10/31/13 07:14 PM)
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Anonymous #7
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Re: I fucked up my own suicide. Now I have this red mark on my neck...Will it heal soon? [Re: Anonymous #6] 3
#19065392 - 10/31/13 07:10 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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What's your problem? Do you really want to miss out?

Think about the future and how you can do whatever you want. Not happy? Then focus on how to fix that. I hope you learned something.
Stay off the internet and go for very long walk. Catch sunrise from the hills. That beats killing yourself or looking like a fool for putting yourself in that ridiculous situation.
Good vibes, peace.
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Anonymous #8
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Re: I fucked up my own suicide. Now I have this red mark on my neck...Will it heal soon? [Re: Anonymous #2] 1
#19065666 - 10/31/13 07:57 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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Quote:
Anonymous #2 said: You could tell them that ranchers tried to hang you like they did to Clint Eastwood. Then wear a scarf around your neck to hide the scar.

but in all seriousness.
You are actually in a paradise here....
go out and look up at the sky and start to really notice how beautiful it is where we are.
It is our own thoughts that torment us and keep us in misery.
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Anonymous #9
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Re: I fucked up my own suicide. Now I have this red mark on my neck...Will it heal soon? [Re: Anonymous #8]
#19066090 - 10/31/13 08:57 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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Dude here is my advice. You need to get help. I am not trying to sound bad or anything but you need to talk to someone man. I went through the same shit as you and I got through it. Don't think about that shit man. Talk to someone who loves and cares about you. I am not trying to sound like a dick, get help man. Become more active and try to experience the outdoors more often. Don't stay inside and feel sorry for yourself. I know someone who's friend committed suicide today and that shit is heavy. It is not the right way out.
Edited by Anonymous (10/31/13 08:59 PM)
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Anonymous #10
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Re: I fucked up my own suicide. Now I have this red mark on my neck...Will it heal soon? [Re: Anonymous #1]
#19067319 - 11/01/13 12:22 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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Your jumper? Sounds to me like somebody was gonna kill themselves without putting in their 2 weeks notice first.
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Anonymous #11
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Re: I fucked up my own suicide. Now I have this red mark on my neck...Will it heal soon? [Re: Anonymous #10]
#19067719 - 11/01/13 02:06 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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But seriously OP, if the marks don't go away, just get a badass neck tattoo. It's a great convo starter 
Also, lovely thread. You could focus on the serious deep life issues that actually pushed you to try and off yourself, but no. The red marks and you needing to wear turtlenecks are much more important problems
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Anonymous #12
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Re: I fucked up my own suicide. Now I have this red mark on my neck...Will it heal soon? [Re: Anonymous #7]
#19067724 - 11/01/13 02:07 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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Anonymous #7 said: What's your problem? Do you really want to miss out?

Think about the future and how you can do whatever you want. Not happy? Then focus on how to fix that. I hope you learned something.
Stay off the internet and go for very long walk. Catch sunrise from the hills. That beats killing yourself or looking like a fool for putting yourself in that ridiculous situation.
Good vibes, peace.
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Anonymous #13
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Re: I fucked up my own suicide. Now I have this red mark on my neck...Will it heal soon? [Re: Anonymous #6] 1
#19068461 - 11/01/13 04:42 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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Quote:
Anonymous #6 said: That red mark should be the least of your concerns.
QFT
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Anonymous #14
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Re: I fucked up my own suicide. Now I have this red mark on my neck...Will it heal soon? [Re: Anonymous #1]
#19068838 - 11/01/13 08:41 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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-edited-
Hope you get the help you need bro.
Edited by Anonymous (11/01/13 08:16 PM)
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Anonymous #10
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Re: I fucked up my own suicide. Now I have this red mark on my neck...Will it heal soon? [Re: Anonymous #14] 2
#19070811 - 11/01/13 04:34 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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Most people don't say anything though, they just silently observe, judge, speculate, assume, then move on. And you never get a chance to offer an explanation because they don't ask for one.
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Anonymous #15
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Re: I fucked up my own suicide. Now I have this red mark on my neck...Will it heal soon? [Re: Anonymous #10]
#19071195 - 11/01/13 05:42 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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are you still ok?
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Anonymous #16
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Re: I fucked up my own suicide. Now I have this red mark on my neck...Will it heal soon? [Re: Anonymous #7]
#19073304 - 11/02/13 01:35 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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Anonymous #7 said: What's your problem? Do you really want to miss out?

Think about the future and how you can do whatever you want. Not happy? Then focus on how to fix that. I hope you learned something.
Stay off the internet and go for very long walk. Catch sunrise from the hills. That beats killing yourself or looking like a fool for putting yourself in that ridiculous situation.
Good vibes, peace.
First, that landscape looks bleak as fuck. If I had to look at that every day I'd probably contemplate suicide. Second, happiness is bullshit. Focusing on fixing a lack of personal happiness is the most misguided, irrelevant thing I can think of. You need some kind of a creative pursuit. And to all the people saying "Get help", that will probably mean psychiatric drugs which, according to the warning on the box in a lot of cases, will probably increase OP's suicidal tendencies.
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Anonymous #10
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Re: I fucked up my own suicide. Now I have this red mark on my neck...Will it heal soon? [Re: Anonymous #16]
#19073521 - 11/02/13 03:03 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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Agreed. Attaining stabilized happiness for nothing is not how life works. And the ol' Prozac zombie housewife coma trip comes with a bad crash on the back end. Instead just focus on creating or building something. Start small if you have to.
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Anonymous #17
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Re: I fucked up my own suicide. Now I have this red mark on my neck...Will it heal soon? [Re: Anonymous #16]
#19114144 - 11/10/13 10:24 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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Quote:
Anonymous #16 said:
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Anonymous #7 said: What's your problem? Do you really want to miss out?

Think about the future and how you can do whatever you want. Not happy? Then focus on how to fix that. I hope you learned something.
Stay off the internet and go for very long walk. Catch sunrise from the hills. That beats killing yourself or looking like a fool for putting yourself in that ridiculous situation.
Good vibes, peace.
First, that landscape looks bleak as fuck. If I had to look at that every day I'd probably contemplate suicide. Second, happiness is bullshit. Focusing on fixing a lack of personal happiness is the most misguided, irrelevant thing I can think of. You need some kind of a creative pursuit. And to all the people saying "Get help", that will probably mean psychiatric drugs which, according to the warning on the box in a lot of cases, will probably increase OP's suicidal tendencies.
HAHAHAHA video is hilarious
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Anonymous #18
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Re: I fucked up my own suicide. Now I have this red mark on my neck...Will it heal soon? [Re: Anonymous #16]
#19114655 - 11/10/13 12:26 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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Quote:
Anonymous #16 said:
First, that landscape looks bleak as fuck. If I had to look at that every day I'd probably contemplate suicide. Second, happiness is bullshit. Focusing on fixing a lack of personal happiness is the most misguided, irrelevant thing I can think of. You need some kind of a creative pursuit. And to all the people saying "Get help", that will probably mean psychiatric drugs which, according to the warning on the box in a lot of cases, will probably increase OP's suicidal tendencies.
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Anonymous #19
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Re: I fucked up my own suicide. Now I have this red mark on my neck...Will it heal soon? [Re: Anonymous #18] 1
#19115533 - 11/10/13 03:37 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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Grow a beard
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Anonymous #20
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Re: I fucked up my own suicide. Now I have this red mark on my neck...Will it heal soon? [Re: Anonymous #19]
#19115582 - 11/10/13 03:45 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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Tell em you met a chick that's into some weird shit.
Also, don't die man. We love you
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Anonymous #21
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Re: I fucked up my own suicide. Now I have this red mark on my neck...Will it heal soon? [Re: Anonymous #1] 1
#19162722 - 11/19/13 10:43 PM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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OP. All fucked up jokes aside, I tried to hang myself on 10/8/2010. It was the lowest point of my entire life. Anyways, I couldn't go through with it even though I really wanted to. I feel pretty certain that if I had access to a gun I would have. It makes me nauseous now thinking about it. I am happier with my life now than I have ever been. I don't use drugs anymore and I have some pretty great people in my life. I am not on any anti-depressants or medicine (not that I necessarily think it's a bad thing) and I have a good job. I say all that to say that things can get better but it isn't easy and requires a lot of work. Take care of yourself. It's good to be alive. <3
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Anonymous #22
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Re: I fucked up my own suicide. Now I have this red mark on my neck...Will it heal soon? [Re: Anonymous #21]
#19207839 - 11/30/13 09:06 AM (10 years, 2 months ago) |
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I'd imagine it would go away eventually. Broken blood vessels are likely and take time to heal. It all depends on severity.
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Anonymous #23
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Re: I fucked up my own suicide. Now I have this red mark on my neck...Will it heal soon? [Re: Anonymous #22]
#19219851 - 12/02/13 10:26 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Probably a scar, shit will heal up with time. Lots of time thought
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