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smack
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I love you all, goodbye. 7
#19041808 - 10/27/13 05:42 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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"When you get the message, hang up the phone."
My time has long come and gone by now Shroomery. You've been here for me, better and worse. Its a wonderful community and I hope you all prosper.
I've realized there is nothing more any drug can teach me. I've learned all I could from them. I've changed in so many ways since I joined this site 4 years ago when I was 15. Now all drugs do for me is launch me into states of mind I'm too lazy to work for naturally. And when I use a drug to feel a certain way, it will only make that state harder to reach naturally, due to neurotransmitter deficiency. I need to grow up now, I need to be the naturally happy person I was always meant to be.
I love you all, and by no means do I want to imply that I'm somehow better than you all by my departure. We all have our owns paths to walk, mine just so happens to involve an unshakable opiate addiction that I need to defeat beyond anything else. The Shroomery, while an amazing community, also is a potential trigger through things such as the ODD. It also is a symbol of a period of my life I need to move on from. This has been a crazy ride, beautiful moments, scary moments, and everything in between.
Once again, I love you all, goodbye. 
(Mods, please perma-ban this account)
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joe666
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Re: I love you all, goodbye. [Re: smack] 1
#19041812 - 10/27/13 05:43 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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+1
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Patlal
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Re: I love you all, goodbye. [Re: joe666] 1
#19041819 - 10/27/13 05:45 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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See you tomorrow
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SattvaBodhi
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Re: I love you all, goodbye. [Re: joe666] 1
#19041824 - 10/27/13 05:46 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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best of luck
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Re: I love you all, goodbye. [Re: joe666]
#19041830 - 10/27/13 05:48 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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My Advise to you is to stop all drugs become a mushroom hunter just for edibles and only post in the Utter nonsence thread. Good luck
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Re: I love you all, goodbye. [Re: SattvaBodhi]
#19041831 - 10/27/13 05:48 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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Re: I love you all, goodbye. [Re: joe666] 1
#19041832 - 10/27/13 05:48 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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goodbye it was nice seeing you around whish you well man
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volcomstoner
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Re: I love you all, goodbye. [Re: Patlal]
#19041834 - 10/27/13 05:49 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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Quote:
Patlal said: See you tomorrow
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smack
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Quote:
volcomstoner said:
Quote:
Patlal said: See you tomorrow
Oh you cynics!
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Re: I love you all, goodbye. [Re: smack]
#19041846 - 10/27/13 05:52 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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Quote:
smack said: I've realized there is nothing more any drug can teach me.
You sure?
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We all have our owns paths to walk, mine just so happens to involve an unshakable opiate addiction...
Have you looked into micro-dosing with Iboga?
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smack
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Re: I love you all, goodbye. [Re: Hobozen] 3
#19041863 - 10/27/13 05:56 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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Quote:
blankk said:
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smack said: I've realized there is nothing more any drug can teach me.
You sure?
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We all have our owns paths to walk, mine just so happens to involve an unshakable opiate addiction...
Have you looked into micro-dosing with Iboga?
1: Yes 2: Minimally. I personally believe fixing my lifestyle and reconditioning myself to legitimately be proactive in my own life will do far more than another chemical treatment would. A faulty reward system I can manage, reconditioning myself to really see myself as a human being worth fighting for is what really needs to happen.
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Re: I love you all, goodbye. [Re: smack] 2
#19041874 - 10/27/13 05:58 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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Good vibes man, I hope you return one day and let us know how your life turned out.
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VivaLaMushie
RIP LS :(


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Re: I love you all, goodbye. [Re: smack]
#19041892 - 10/27/13 06:03 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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So because you don't do drugs anymore, you don't want to socialize on here with those you've become friends w over the years?
Why do you gotta leave?
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Re: I love you all, goodbye. [Re: smack]
#19041893 - 10/27/13 06:03 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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Take a large LSD dose and you will get your reconditioning done. Make sure it's a large enough dose that you'll be scared to ever touch it again. I think a 10 strip if you've never done it before is enough.
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Hobozen


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Re: I love you all, goodbye. [Re: smack]
#19041895 - 10/27/13 06:03 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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I agree with that but would also add that it's not so black and white. Iboga helped me to become more proactive, and boosted the confidence and motivation that was needed to overcome such a hard addiction. It helped to reignite the spark needed to get the fuck up and make a change. Sure you might be able to do this on your own, but try to consider the medicine as a tool as opposed to some drug..
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Gumby
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Quote:
VivaLaMushie said: So because you don't do drugs anymore, you don't want to socialize on here with those you've become friends w over the years?
Why do you gotta leave?
Because he has a bad opiate addiction that he's trying to kick and the Shroomery is a trigger for him. It says it right in the OP.
Good luck smack, I wish you the best.
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MystiqueMushroom

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Re: I love you all, goodbye. [Re: Hobozen]
#19041915 - 10/27/13 06:08 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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Cya smack
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psi
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Re: I love you all, goodbye. [Re: smack]
#19041922 - 10/27/13 06:10 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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Somehow I thought this was a suicide post based on the title. Good to see it's not. Good luck with your future endeavors OP.
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deadwk
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Re: I love you all, goodbye. [Re: smack]
#19041923 - 10/27/13 06:10 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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Best of luck Smack  I wish you all the best bro, and if you need anything you know how to get in touch. Stay strong good sir, it's never an easy ride, but if you keep fighting, and always keep in sight what you want from the future, it makes it that much easier.
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Salomon
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Re: I love you all, goodbye. [Re: deadwk]
#19041975 - 10/27/13 06:24 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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it's been nice smack. stay off teh crack!
may canada treat you well, best of luck with your studies and life.
if you ever return, *censored* bro
cave has a dick in his rectum
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thoughts
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Re: I love you all, goodbye. [Re: smack] 1
#19041992 - 10/27/13 06:29 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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Smack, i wish you happiness and success!
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Re: I love you all, goodbye. [Re: thoughts]
#19042017 - 10/27/13 06:35 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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Good luck on your travels.
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Magenta
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Re: I love you all, goodbye. [Re: King Klick]
#19042039 - 10/27/13 06:39 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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Never got to know you bro, but i found your post quite inspirational. All the best.
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Re: I love you all, goodbye. [Re: Magenta]
#19042043 - 10/27/13 06:40 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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very wise conclusion. sounds like you're getting your shit straight for real now.
good luck
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Re: I love you all, goodbye. [Re: thoughts]
#19042045 - 10/27/13 06:40 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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i thought that the way you did drugs, learn what you want (you might never want stop 'learning') once you got the message you got in the boat and helped others learn how to get on the boat themselves
by
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Much love brother.
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dontknow
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I didn't know you, but I hope you find what you're looking for
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buest
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Re: I love you all, goodbye. [Re: dontknow]
#19042358 - 10/27/13 07:41 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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miss you
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Hobozen


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mapleleafmarijuana said: i thought that the way you did drugs, learn what you want (you might never want stop 'learning') once you got the message you got in the boat and helped others learn how to get on the boat themselves
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lets drive around
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You'll be back. Mark my words.
If not, good luck in your endeavors
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Hobozen


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We are family here. Many do return. 
Once an addict is clean, he might begin naturally attracting the non-drug abusing crowd, and might start forming relationships he never thought were once possible. Addiction can be a powerful lesson in itself.
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ImFukNCLUELESS
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Re: I love you all, goodbye. [Re: hidenseek1] 1
#19042491 - 10/27/13 08:10 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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hidenseek1 said:
joins 18+ website at 15
 leaves when he reaches age of majority
I sure eould hate to be this guy
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Set
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Re: I love you all, goodbye. [Re: smack] 1
#19042502 - 10/27/13 08:12 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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I totally get how this place can be a trigger for drug use. Sometimes you have to rid yourself of everything to stay in that positive headspace.
That being said, I've been clean from opiates for 5 months now, and part of that is due to the extremely positive feedback I've gotten interacting with people here.
There's a lot of really cool positive here, who have been to drug hell and back, and who can help out even extremely far gone people.
That being said, anyone who's dealing with opiate addiction, please don't hesitate to me. I'll do my best to help you with any aspect of what you're going through.
Good luck OP.
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Re: I love you all, goodbye. [Re: smack]
#19042651 - 10/27/13 08:43 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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bye smack
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Re: I love you all, goodbye. [Re: Sheekle]
#19042993 - 10/27/13 10:02 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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Someone save this thread and shove it in his face when he comes back saying he's cleaned up and can still stick arou d because he's all better officially.
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Set
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Re: I love you all, goodbye. [Re: Chowder963] 2
#19043041 - 10/27/13 10:12 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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edgy
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volcomstoner
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Re: I love you all, goodbye. [Re: Set]
#19043046 - 10/27/13 10:13 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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He'll have a puppet by the weekend
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broken
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Re: I love you all, goodbye. [Re: smack]
#19043199 - 10/27/13 10:46 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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smack, it was very nice to know you. you have so much life ahead of you, i think ending your time here and staying clean will benefit so many people beyond yourself. i hope you emerge from your cocoon the amazing person you deserve to be.
Live well & be Happy, friend.
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Re: I love you all, goodbye. [Re: broken]
#19043296 - 10/27/13 11:11 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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Smoke weed every day smack
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Legend
RIP Sasha



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Re: I love you all, goodbye. [Re: Nimpo]
#19043447 - 10/27/13 11:44 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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I love you smack.
May much love, and light be with you along the path you've chosen.
 
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