TL;DR - Have had many DMT journeys including level 3. Want to go to level 4 or even 5. Am aware of some of the possible results/dangers. Have done much reading but would like any advice that comes from experience.
I have posted before describing my early experiences with ayahuasca (caapi tea + mhrb tea), mimosahuasca (syrian rue t&w + mhrb tea), and pharmahuasca (syrian rue t&w + mhrb extract). I still have a little over 14g of extract and about 900g MHRB left. I prefer the extract (made using Ice House Shaman's pharmahuasca in a pill tek) because I have become very experienced with dosages since I have now taken 6 or 7 journeys with varying amounts.
I've only ever gotten to what I would describe as a strong level 3 with DMT. Insanely intense kaleidascope patterns that obscured my entire vision, dripping melting neon colors everywhere I looked warping of shapes and objects, was a bit difficult to keep my eyes open as it was kind of scary, and at one point I had to calm myself because I became a bit worried I would be insane after the trip. This very difficult mental period only lasted about 5 minutes or so (I think, time was heavily distorted) and I moved past it and enjoyed the experience.
When that happened, I was in a very bad setting, in a very bad mindset, very depressed and not feeling at all safe with the people who were living in the house I was in.
I am doing much better now, living in an awesome house with close friends, haven't felt depressed or down in months and am in fact feeling very optimistic. I have had many DMT experiences since then and all have been pleasant, or at least not unpleasant.
I want to get to level 4 or even level 5. I understand that no matter how optimistic and good I feel, and how good the setting, this level of psychedelic experience can be very frightening or possibly traumatizing. But I also understand that it can be transforming. I will have a sitter with me, but do you guys have any other advice for me? Only other things I can think of are really thinking hard about the questions I need answered involving my existence, happiness, direction beforehand because I doubt I'll have a very clear line of conscious thought during the trip. Any advice is welcome. Thanks.
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"They are trained to believe, not to know. Belief can be manipulated. Only knowledge is dangerous." Frank Herbert
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Sounds like you are taking your own advice already Good set and setting... Higher the level, more important it can be
Do you have any house plants? I like to have them around me Clean the house... Vacuum, clean the bathroom Stock up on fruit juice or whatever you like to drink Wear comfy clothes...
Let us know how it goes... Have you decided on a dose yet?
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