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MisterSandman
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Fucking people man.....
#19019682 - 10/23/13 02:33 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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People just make me so depressed sometimes. I have pretty much two people who I would consider good friends; People I can talk to about whatever is on my mind. We can sit comfortably in silence or go deep and get right to the heart of things. One of them recently joined the army and the other is away at school, so it's seldom we get to hang out and talk these days.
Then there are my other "friends"...... or maybe they're just acquaintances My primary social group consists mainly of people I went to high school with and their friends. Most of them all live and go to college in the same general area. I guess I kind of feel like I've "settled" for them in a sense, just so I'm not completely alone most of the time. We hang out, I'll go to college parties with them from time to time etc...etc...I can have fun with them from time to time but I dunno.....I guess I just feel like I don't really belong. I've tried to branch out, find like minded people, but it just seems to be more of the same everywhere I look.
They're just so....shallow....superficial..I dunno. All they want to talk about is, who's fucking who, how many shots they did last night, who is/isn't trashy, twitter, house parties, sports etc..etc....They can be so incredibly judgmental that it's nauseating at times.
The males of the general group will talk about women like they are pieces of meat. Their standards are absurd, if the girl doesn't look like a fucking supermodel then she is "ugly as fuck". They'll go on about sports for hours on end. Drama, gossip, bullshit etc....
The females of the group are not much better. They LOVE to talk about how slutty so and so is, it's like what the fuck does it matter if somebody likes to fuck a lot? Jesus! Clothes, twitter, instagram, celebrities, on and on it fucking goes.
Don't get me wrong, I'm cool with shooting the shit about mundane things here and there but when it's the only thing anyone ever talks about....
Nobody reads books, nobody cares about learning for the sake of learning; You'd think all these kids who went on to "Higher Education" would actually be legitimately interested in gaining a deeper understanding of things and bettering themselves through the acquisition of knowledge....but no....its about getting into a prestigious school, getting good grades, partying, getting a high paying job in the future etc...
Any attempt at intelligent conversation is completely futile. Trying to talk about Metaphysics, Politics, Art, Society, Literature, etc...draws nothing but blank stares. No wonder I talk to myself so fucking much...Oh yeah and nobody does any good drugs Booze and Adderal, that's it...awesome
I just feel so alone sometimes Yes I know "Well then find new friends and stop bitching!" talk about easier said then done. This whole college scene is obviously just not for me. I'm sort of stuck at the moment but I won't be for very long. I'm really considering moving out west in the spring, Oregon or Washington maybe, out in nature.
Well shit I better cut myself off, this is probably getting too long. I don't blame you guys for not reading this, I probably wouldn't, I just really had to get this off my chest.
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Sheekle
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Just spend more time getting popular on the shroomery like me, it's actually really entertaining and there's hella cool people on here
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MisterSandman
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Re: Fucking people man..... [Re: Sheekle]
#19019810 - 10/23/13 02:59 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Sheekle said: Just spend more time getting popular on the shroomery like me, it's actually really entertaining and there's hella cool people on here
Yeah the shroomery is wonderful for sure, but it's really hard to beat the physical company of others, IRL conversations just have so much more depth sometimes.
The shroomery can definitely be one of my best friends at times. I do wish I could get to know some of you a little better, on a personal level, sometimes I feel out of the loop on here as well.
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Sheekle
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start PM'ing people and just talk 2 them like it's a digital age party and start goin in the shroomery chats
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TrentBoyett
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I feel pretty much the same way honestly. I don't truly like very many people I know in real life, that's why I spend so much time on here.
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MisterSandman
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Re: Fucking people man..... [Re: TrentBoyett]
#19019864 - 10/23/13 03:11 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Sheekle said: start PM'ing people and just talk 2 them like it's a digital age party and start goin in the shroomery chats
I might have to try that sometime
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Synthe
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Shit I feel the same fucking way sometimes.
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MisterSandman
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Re: Fucking people man..... [Re: TrentBoyett] 1
#19019905 - 10/23/13 03:19 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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mjmihalov said: I feel pretty much the same way honestly. I don't truly like very many people I know in real life, that's why I spend so much time on here.
I try to work with people. I honestly think most people are deeper than they let on, but for whatever reason they suppress it and just buy into whatever meme seems cool.
That being said, It can be really hard to be all "We are all one in the same" with some of these people. I feel you though dude
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MisterSandman
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Re: Fucking people man..... [Re: Synthe]
#19019931 - 10/23/13 03:25 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Synthe said: Shit I feel the same fucking way sometimes.
Good to know I'm not the only one 
I can't imagine how I might have turned out if I was born pre internet, jesus....I would have probably completely lost it.
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MisterSandman said:
All they want to talk about is, who's fucking who, how many shots they did last night, who is/isn't trashy, twitter, house parties, sports etc..etc....They can be so incredibly judgmental that it's nauseating at times.
Can definitely relate to this. Very similar situation actually, a few good friends who I can have deep conversations with about the complexities of life... and than there's all the "acquaintances".
I honestly think their choice of drugs is the problem - the excess drinking. Holy fuck, the way they speak about how "ugly" so many girls are is so perplexing. The obsession with who fucked who, what their 'kill' counts are. Just mind numbing.
Anyways - this is the path we chose. There are others like us. I like how you mentioned that these people are "covering up" or burying these deep parts of themselves, the parts that question life. I really believe that as well.
Alcohol in excess and as the only tool for alteration just leads to a sub-par human experience. The mammalian brain takes over, leaving those higher levels of consciousnesses to rot away. (That being said, I love me some beer )
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Synthe
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What bothers me the most is all the talk of drinking and toking yet looking down upon many other drugs.
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zZZz
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i aint judging. besides it be boring if everyone was the same. you took the red pill op, you can't bitch about it now.
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Legend
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Re: Fucking people man..... [Re: zZZz]
#19020403 - 10/23/13 04:55 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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yeah i feel you op
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akira_akuma
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they are all looking for the infectious influence of idiocy. they aren't looking for an influence of integrity. that's most people.
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shimmeringtrance
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Re: Fucking people man..... [Re: zZZz]
#19020469 - 10/23/13 05:06 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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My advice would be to move to another city/state. Meet new people, try new things. I've lived in several cities in the US and have always moved to try something new, not so much to escape unhappiness. Whatever your reason though moving forces you into finding new paths, making new relationships, etc.
And yeah you should definitely try Oregon, my wife and I currently live in the Portland area and you'll find plenty of people that share the types of interests you described in your post & said you liked.
Lastly I would say this: life is what you make of it. That sounds like a cliche but it's actually very true. you can find negative attitudes and positive attitudes everywhere.
Just something to think about.
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MisterSandman
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quantumFroth said:
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MisterSandman said:
All they want to talk about is, who's fucking who, how many shots they did last night, who is/isn't trashy, twitter, house parties, sports etc..etc....They can be so incredibly judgmental that it's nauseating at times.
Can definitely relate to this. Very similar situation actually, a few good friends who I can have deep conversations with about the complexities of life... and than there's all the "acquaintances".
I honestly think their choice of drugs is the problem - the excess drinking. Holy fuck, the way they speak about how "ugly" so many girls are is so perplexing. The obsession with who fucked who, what their 'kill' counts are. Just mind numbing.
Anyways - this is the path we chose. There are others like us. I like how you mentioned that these people are "covering up" or burying these deep parts of themselves, the parts that question life. I really believe that as well.
Alcohol in excess and as the only tool for alteration just leads to a sub-par human experience. The mammalian brain takes over, leaving those higher levels of consciousnesses to rot away. (That being said, I love me some beer )
EXACTLY Couldn't have said it better! If only we had a few more people like yourself. All I ask is for an open mind, we certainly don't have to agree on everything, just be open to entertaining new ideas and concepts. And don't get me wrong, I love sex and I'm certainly up for a few drinks now and again, but when it is both in combination all the time, it gets old...quick. All the college parties I've been to consist of everyone getting shitfaced and then trying to fuck....it gets pretty boring after a while.
Life is just too bizarre to completely ignore the big questions IMO.
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Re: Fucking people man..... [Re: Synthe]
#19020955 - 10/23/13 06:40 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Synthe said: What bothers me the most is all the talk of drinking and toking yet looking down upon many other drugs.
Tell me about it...I remember back in High School when everyone found out I did acid, the reactions were priceless, "ACID?!?!?" Next day: "Dude I heard you're shooting up heroin bro" 
My favorite is the dude who just finished a line of adderall, chugs a few beers and then proceeds to tell me how he doesn't do drugs.....
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MisterSandman
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Re: Fucking people man..... [Re: zZZz]
#19020980 - 10/23/13 06:44 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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zZZz said: i aint judging. besides it be boring if everyone was the same. you took the red pill op, you can't bitch about it now.
Very true. I really try hard to understand them and look at things from their perspective....but god damn can it be hard sometimes.
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Synthe
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MisterSandman said:
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Synthe said: What bothers me the most is all the talk of drinking and toking yet looking down upon many other drugs.
Tell me about it...I remember back in High School when everyone found out I did acid, the reactions were priceless, "ACID?!?!?" Next day: "Dude I heard you're shooting up heroin bro" 
My favorite is the dude who just finished a line of adderall, chugs a few beers and then proceeds to tell me how he doesn't do drugs.....
Fuckin' high school kids.
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