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Fucking people man.....
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People just make me so depressed sometimes. I have pretty much two people who I would consider good friends; People I can talk to about whatever is on my mind. We can sit comfortably in silence or go deep and get right to the heart of things. One of them recently joined the army and the other is away at school, so it's seldom we get to hang out and talk these days.
Then there are my other "friends"...... or maybe they're just acquaintances My primary social group consists mainly of people I went to high school with and their friends. Most of them all live and go to college in the same general area. I guess I kind of feel like I've "settled" for them in a sense, just so I'm not completely alone most of the time. We hang out, I'll go to college parties with them from time to time etc...etc...I can have fun with them from time to time but I dunno.....I guess I just feel like I don't really belong. I've tried to branch out, find like minded people, but it just seems to be more of the same everywhere I look.
They're just so....shallow....superficial..I dunno. All they want to talk about is, who's fucking who, how many shots they did last night, who is/isn't trashy, twitter, house parties, sports etc..etc....They can be so incredibly judgmental that it's nauseating at times.
The males of the general group will talk about women like they are pieces of meat. Their standards are absurd, if the girl doesn't look like a fucking supermodel then she is "ugly as fuck". They'll go on about sports for hours on end. Drama, gossip, bullshit etc....
The females of the group are not much better. They LOVE to talk about how slutty so and so is, it's like what the fuck does it matter if somebody likes to fuck a lot? Jesus! Clothes, twitter, instagram, celebrities, on and on it fucking goes.
Don't get me wrong, I'm cool with shooting the shit about mundane things here and there but when it's the only thing anyone ever talks about....
Nobody reads books, nobody cares about learning for the sake of learning; You'd think all these kids who went on to "Higher Education" would actually be legitimately interested in gaining a deeper understanding of things and bettering themselves through the acquisition of knowledge....but no....its about getting into a prestigious school, getting good grades, partying, getting a high paying job in the future etc...
Any attempt at intelligent conversation is completely futile. Trying to talk about Metaphysics, Politics, Art, Society, Literature, etc...draws nothing but blank stares. No wonder I talk to myself so fucking much...Oh yeah and nobody does any good drugs Booze and Adderal, that's it...awesome
I just feel so alone sometimes Yes I know "Well then find new friends and stop bitching!" talk about easier said then done. This whole college scene is obviously just not for me. I'm sort of stuck at the moment but I won't be for very long. I'm really considering moving out west in the spring, Oregon or Washington maybe, out in nature.
Well shit I better cut myself off, this is probably getting too long. I don't blame you guys for not reading this, I probably wouldn't, I just really had to get this off my chest.
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Just spend more time getting popular on the shroomery like me, it's actually really entertaining and there's hella cool people on here
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Re: Fucking people man..... [Re: Sheekle]
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Sheekle said: Just spend more time getting popular on the shroomery like me, it's actually really entertaining and there's hella cool people on here
Yeah the shroomery is wonderful for sure, but it's really hard to beat the physical company of others, IRL conversations just have so much more depth sometimes.
The shroomery can definitely be one of my best friends at times. I do wish I could get to know some of you a little better, on a personal level, sometimes I feel out of the loop on here as well.
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start PM'ing people and just talk 2 them like it's a digital age party and start goin in the shroomery chats
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I feel pretty much the same way honestly. I don't truly like very many people I know in real life, that's why I spend so much time on here.
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Re: Fucking people man..... [Re: TrentBoyett]
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Sheekle said: start PM'ing people and just talk 2 them like it's a digital age party and start goin in the shroomery chats
I might have to try that sometime
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Shit I feel the same fucking way sometimes.
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Re: Fucking people man..... [Re: TrentBoyett] 1
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mjmihalov said: I feel pretty much the same way honestly. I don't truly like very many people I know in real life, that's why I spend so much time on here.
I try to work with people. I honestly think most people are deeper than they let on, but for whatever reason they suppress it and just buy into whatever meme seems cool.
That being said, It can be really hard to be all "We are all one in the same" with some of these people. I feel you though dude
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Re: Fucking people man..... [Re: Synthe]
#19019931 - 10/23/13 03:25 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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Synthe said: Shit I feel the same fucking way sometimes.
Good to know I'm not the only one 
I can't imagine how I might have turned out if I was born pre internet, jesus....I would have probably completely lost it.
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MisterSandman said:
All they want to talk about is, who's fucking who, how many shots they did last night, who is/isn't trashy, twitter, house parties, sports etc..etc....They can be so incredibly judgmental that it's nauseating at times.
Can definitely relate to this. Very similar situation actually, a few good friends who I can have deep conversations with about the complexities of life... and than there's all the "acquaintances".
I honestly think their choice of drugs is the problem - the excess drinking. Holy fuck, the way they speak about how "ugly" so many girls are is so perplexing. The obsession with who fucked who, what their 'kill' counts are. Just mind numbing.
Anyways - this is the path we chose. There are others like us. I like how you mentioned that these people are "covering up" or burying these deep parts of themselves, the parts that question life. I really believe that as well.
Alcohol in excess and as the only tool for alteration just leads to a sub-par human experience. The mammalian brain takes over, leaving those higher levels of consciousnesses to rot away. (That being said, I love me some beer )
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What bothers me the most is all the talk of drinking and toking yet looking down upon many other drugs.
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i aint judging. besides it be boring if everyone was the same. you took the red pill op, you can't bitch about it now.
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Re: Fucking people man..... [Re: zZZz]
#19020403 - 10/23/13 04:55 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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yeah i feel you op
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they are all looking for the infectious influence of idiocy. they aren't looking for an influence of integrity. that's most people.
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Re: Fucking people man..... [Re: zZZz]
#19020469 - 10/23/13 05:06 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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My advice would be to move to another city/state. Meet new people, try new things. I've lived in several cities in the US and have always moved to try something new, not so much to escape unhappiness. Whatever your reason though moving forces you into finding new paths, making new relationships, etc.
And yeah you should definitely try Oregon, my wife and I currently live in the Portland area and you'll find plenty of people that share the types of interests you described in your post & said you liked.
Lastly I would say this: life is what you make of it. That sounds like a cliche but it's actually very true. you can find negative attitudes and positive attitudes everywhere.
Just something to think about.
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quantumFroth said:
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MisterSandman said:
All they want to talk about is, who's fucking who, how many shots they did last night, who is/isn't trashy, twitter, house parties, sports etc..etc....They can be so incredibly judgmental that it's nauseating at times.
Can definitely relate to this. Very similar situation actually, a few good friends who I can have deep conversations with about the complexities of life... and than there's all the "acquaintances".
I honestly think their choice of drugs is the problem - the excess drinking. Holy fuck, the way they speak about how "ugly" so many girls are is so perplexing. The obsession with who fucked who, what their 'kill' counts are. Just mind numbing.
Anyways - this is the path we chose. There are others like us. I like how you mentioned that these people are "covering up" or burying these deep parts of themselves, the parts that question life. I really believe that as well.
Alcohol in excess and as the only tool for alteration just leads to a sub-par human experience. The mammalian brain takes over, leaving those higher levels of consciousnesses to rot away. (That being said, I love me some beer )
EXACTLY Couldn't have said it better! If only we had a few more people like yourself. All I ask is for an open mind, we certainly don't have to agree on everything, just be open to entertaining new ideas and concepts. And don't get me wrong, I love sex and I'm certainly up for a few drinks now and again, but when it is both in combination all the time, it gets old...quick. All the college parties I've been to consist of everyone getting shitfaced and then trying to fuck....it gets pretty boring after a while.
Life is just too bizarre to completely ignore the big questions IMO.
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Re: Fucking people man..... [Re: Synthe]
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Synthe said: What bothers me the most is all the talk of drinking and toking yet looking down upon many other drugs.
Tell me about it...I remember back in High School when everyone found out I did acid, the reactions were priceless, "ACID?!?!?" Next day: "Dude I heard you're shooting up heroin bro" 
My favorite is the dude who just finished a line of adderall, chugs a few beers and then proceeds to tell me how he doesn't do drugs.....
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Re: Fucking people man..... [Re: zZZz]
#19020980 - 10/23/13 06:44 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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zZZz said: i aint judging. besides it be boring if everyone was the same. you took the red pill op, you can't bitch about it now.
Very true. I really try hard to understand them and look at things from their perspective....but god damn can it be hard sometimes.
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MisterSandman said:
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Synthe said: What bothers me the most is all the talk of drinking and toking yet looking down upon many other drugs.
Tell me about it...I remember back in High School when everyone found out I did acid, the reactions were priceless, "ACID?!?!?" Next day: "Dude I heard you're shooting up heroin bro" 
My favorite is the dude who just finished a line of adderall, chugs a few beers and then proceeds to tell me how he doesn't do drugs.....
Fuckin' high school kids.
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God knows the last time ive had a genuine conversation with a stranger.
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MisterSandman said:
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Synthe said: What bothers me the most is all the talk of drinking and toking yet looking down upon many other drugs.
Tell me about it...I remember back in High School when everyone found out I did acid, the reactions were priceless, "ACID?!?!?" Next day: "Dude I heard you're shooting up heroin bro" 
My favorite is the dude who just finished a line of adderall, chugs a few beers and then proceeds to tell me how he doesn't do drugs.....
LOL I rememeber in highschool one of my sober friends GF said she heard me and my stoner buddies smoked meth ahhaa... Well, I mean a year later we were smoking meth but still...
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Re: Fucking people man..... [Re: dark hippy]
#19021162 - 10/23/13 07:09 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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dark hippy said: God knows the last time ive had a genuine conversation with a stranger.
Genuine people certainly seem to be in short supply these days
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volcomstoner said: LOL I rememeber in highschool one of my sober friends GF said she heard me and my stoner buddies smoked meth ahhaa... Well, I mean a year later we were smoking meth but still...
Meth, weed, same shit.
Yeah High School was pretty much shit. It had its moments but overall it was shit. Fuck water boarding, they should just send those guys to the nearest public high school.
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Highschool was the fucking shit, I miss them days.
And coolpeople are out there bro, you just gotta find em, trust me, they're looking for you too.
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define cool
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Re: Fucking people man..... [Re: akira_akuma]
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Psh,anyone that's like me.
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yes indeed. wanna hit up another Barney's and do some loss prevention on some blackies?
http://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Number/19021244
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dark hippy said: God knows the last time ive had a genuine conversation with a stranger.
Genuine people certainly seem to be in short supply these days 
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MisterSandman said:
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dark hippy said: God knows the last time ive had a genuine conversation with a stranger.
Genuine people certainly seem to be in short supply these days 
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MisterSandman said:
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dark hippy said: God knows the last time ive had a genuine conversation with a stranger.
Genuine people certainly seem to be in short supply these days 
Quoted for mother fucking truth
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Re: Fucking people man..... [Re: akira_akuma] 1
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whoa! way to sneak up on a guy!
ok ok, you're cool man. you're cool.
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Re: Fucking people man..... [Re: akira_akuma]
#19021374 - 10/23/13 07:35 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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akira_akuma said: define cool 
someone who's down. ya dig?
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Re: Fucking people man..... [Re: Legend]
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mistersandman - I feel like I just read a page from a book written about my life...
I actually enjoy being a loner - lots of solitude. Interacting with people typically is a draining experience for me as it I don't feel I can be honest with 99.9% of people I meet. And for me, honesty = energy = joy. Something like that, oversimplified. So kind of catering to the situation and persons I encounter (typically work related) I can be relaxed and casual, which is nice, but rarely 100% honest, which sucks. So I travel inward into my sanctuary, my temple of solitude inside.
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just be honest anyways. fuck 'em.
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whoa! way to sneak up on a guy!
ok ok, you're cool man. you're cool.
Damn right I am. That's me on the far right, yeah pretty cool, I know.
JK lololololol
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didn't read any comments all i can say is WA sucks, at least where i live.
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Re: Fucking people man..... [Re: DurgaDurg]
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shits complex
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Re: Fucking people man..... [Re: DurgaDurg]
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In my experience the harder you look for new friends the harder it is to make them this is lame advice but it's really the only way.. live your life, do what you want to do, be happy and new people will fall into your life
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whoa! way to sneak up on a guy!
ok ok, you're cool man. you're cool.
Damn right I am. That's me on the far right, yeah pretty cool, I know.
JK lololololol
ok, man, geez, i admit how rad you are!11
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Re: Fucking people man..... [Re: akira_akuma]
#19021994 - 10/23/13 09:12 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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akira_akuma said: just be honest anyways. fuck 'em.
Yeah, this is the key right here. Don't ever give less than 100% of yourself.
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Re: Fucking people man..... [Re: akira_akuma]
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akira_akuma said: just be honest anyways. fuck 'em.
I should mention that being "honest" in my opinion would mean losing a lot of restraint - I'd say what came to mind to people pretty much instantly which can result in a wide range of things. But needless to say I have plenty of negative things to say to people (at work at least). I try to be pretty honest though and genuine. I just don't want to start some shit/drama because people piss me off and I just want to let it go and practice forgiveness - being honest to a different form of myself I'd rather be. 
Kinda complicated..hence my solitude. BUT FUCK IT, FOOTBALL BEER AND TITIS AMIRITE?!
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Re: Fucking people man..... [Re: JesusIsLord]
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NO!
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Re: Fucking people man..... [Re: akira_akuma]
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akira_akuma said: NO!

hay, you gawt a diesel truck? naw? then you ain't got SHEIT.
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Re: Fucking people man..... [Re: JesusIsLord]
#19027833 - 10/24/13 07:39 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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i feel sorry for the amount of stupid you have to put up with daily.
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#19027886 - 10/24/13 07:49 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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i feel sorry for the amount of stupid you have to put up with daily.
hehe, ya it's weird man. my dad has patents, graduated MIT/UW in engineering -my walk in life seems to echo his in a lot of ways minus the high high education - he's always telling me - well you're smart, you're tall, and you have your own mind, at some point everyone you work with will hate and resent you.
I think it's not so much that other people are stupid they just probably want me gone because I don't pretend to want to fit in. I just be me, and fuck the rest. no, i don't want an american made truck - they fucking suck - i want a high end german car, because germany is fucking good at engineering shit. no, i don't want a cigarette, yes i fucking hate country, no i'm not racist i give everyone a chance, yes i read the bible from time to time and am most certainly a hypocrite douche. and so on.
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Re: Fucking people man..... [Re: JesusIsLord]
#19027924 - 10/24/13 07:57 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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you're in the Bible belt aren't you? oh Lord.
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Re: Fucking people man..... [Re: akira_akuma]
#19027969 - 10/24/13 08:03 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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akira_akuma said: you're in the Bible belt aren't you? oh Lord.
north dakota, so yes, but no. I'm in a boomtown on the west half of the state. shit is pretty wild out here. not many bible thumpers, lot more gritty blue collar redneck types from texas n shit.
i don't go to church, i just read the bible along with greek philosophy (marcus aurelius, epictetus, etc.), and other philosophy (bruce lee, etc.) i like an array of perspectives.
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Re: Fucking people man..... [Re: JesusIsLord]
#19028069 - 10/24/13 08:19 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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that's all good man. i just wonder how many ignoramuses you have to endear with piety and precision, to convince those around you that you're a normie.
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Re: Fucking people man..... [Re: akira_akuma]
#19033636 - 10/25/13 11:03 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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akira_akuma said: that's all good man. i just wonder how many ignoramuses you have to endear with piety and precision, to convince those around you that you're a normie.
shit, that's a lot of the battle right there. it's weird because i feel like my boss has painted a target on my back, and set me up for a fall by constantly flattering me and putting my work skills on a pedestal - betting that my coworkers resent me at the very least subconsciously.. fuck. so i try to be as humble as possible and nice to others but if they try to roll over me like a bitch i just say fuck that and do my own shit.
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Re: Fucking people man..... [Re: JesusIsLord]
#19033644 - 10/25/13 11:07 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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people subconsciously desire shackles to freedom, because it's all they've ever known.
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#19033648 - 10/25/13 11:09 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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i eat funions and tater tots, i shoot squirrels with ma guunnnn
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Re: Fucking people man..... [Re: JesusIsLord]
#19033652 - 10/25/13 11:11 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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the freedom to eat and kill, now that's the only freedom we truly deserve.
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Re: Fucking people man..... [Re: akira_akuma]
#19033663 - 10/25/13 11:15 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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akira_akuma said: people subconsciously desire shackles to freedom, because it's all they've ever known.
true. what you're saying reminds me a lot of what i "realized" today through some anamnesis. i just kept thinking about how the future doesn't exist, only the present - and i got really happy. it is the closest thing to freedom i've felt, i always feel like quitting my job and just walking around for the rest of my life after that. feels nice. then i forget the idea again... and go back to work.
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Re: Fucking people man..... [Re: JesusIsLord]
#19033686 - 10/25/13 11:22 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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can't do that though, people expect things out of you, right?
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Re: Fucking people man..... [Re: akira_akuma]
#19036098 - 10/26/13 03:05 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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akira_akuma said: can't do that though, people expect things out of you, right? 
fuck.. fuck people. and their bullshit expectations of who they think i'm supposed to be.
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