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Modern Life's Conscious Flow
    #19003943 - 10/20/13 01:18 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

Feedback is better than money.  I love you guys for reading all of my dumb shit.  You are the only feedback I have. 


Facebook.
Cell phones.
Backroads,
Blunt wraps, Rellos
Talkin about this, that.
Separated by separate tomorrows,
Separate in a world filled,
with 6 million slave's sorrows,
Living for dreams we borrow,
Lonely eyes in the back seat,
The only one in the car not asleep,
quiet, complacent, timely,
While his city just kills em kindly,
quietly,
CAN'T YOU FEEL THIS
WE'RE ALL DYING
GOD's PLANS OVERWRITTEN
All these souls off track
Due to the system
Our cycle of existence is out of commission
Doesn't it feel so real to be
In this time we live in?
Seeing all these things each day,
Remembering the youthful perception
of living in a world I would make different,
Stuck in all these traps I warned
All the kids who could run fast,
All about, before they ever asked,
All by myself in my own misery,
trying to keep this vision clean.

But I don't know if I still have a grip,
Cause I forgot what it all means,
I've forgotten everything about,
ME.

Filled with more doubts than dreams,
Feeling left out, no family, no team,
Love is absent,
We just get high, cop trees,
sell what we can,
make what we can,
still stuck with nothing in the end,
I just can't have it
not anymore, for the
20th time I'll say it
Be buyin xanax next week
Noddin off on cheap opiates
tryin' to stay incoherent in
a world most fail to ever see
Dumb myself down,
Or numb my senses to make
Everything okay without it all having to make sense
This has been my everyday ever since
I was 14 and innocent

Trapped in my own pain and confusion
And I know I created it,
Prescription abusin' no moderation
Ounces of weed smoked every couple days,
Hangin out with people in aimless states,
Bringin myself down,
Can't go back to yesterday.
I need to just change and get away,
Need to open up and let it out
Need drugs to do everything it takes,
to get off them, they need me,
I need them,
Talk about codependent,
they never leave my system.
FUCK YEAH I got a problem,
Caused by the system,
I wouldn't be like this
if life wasn''t like this
Living everyday trying to escape
what we know doesn't make sense,
what doesn't add up
This is all I ever really talk about,
If you check and want to back it up
Writing just to write now,
Fake as fuck.

was looking for feedback not discussion on tacos and things totally irrelevant, thanks aynwys


Edited by psychotikfuck (12/20/13 10:01 PM)


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InvisibleRahz
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Re: Modern Life's Conscious Flow [Re: psychotikfuck]
    #19005214 - 10/20/13 06:31 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

Quote:

Feedback is better than money.  I love you guys for reading all of my dumb shit.  You are the only feedback I have. 





Well shit I guess I better say something. The trend for me is less drugs. I have plans to occasionally have some cactus, I smoke MJ once or twice a week. There was a time when not getting drunk and stoned would have been the ultimate bore, but I was running and getting high is a great form of denial. Life doesn't make any sense. I deal with that better now, knowing nothing more, just less presumptuous.

I'm not sure mortality would be any easier to take in a different setting, though I guess there are more opportunities for diversion than ever in the modern world. It's a thoughtful idea, but one I cannot properly answer.


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Re: Modern Life's Conscious Flow [Re: psychotikfuck] * 1
    #19006358 - 10/20/13 10:42 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

I'd prefer a million dollars compared to someone telling me I'm an asshole.


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Re: Modern Life's Conscious Flow [Re: Rahz]
    #19007903 - 10/21/13 10:51 AM (10 years, 3 months ago)

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Rahz said:
There was a time when not getting drunk and stoned would have been the ultimate bore, but I was running and getting high is a great form of denial.

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I guess there are more opportunities for diversion than ever in the modern world.




I tend to agree. Sounds like the trend is to become disillusioned with the world as one gets older. I know I've read that around this forum more than a few times. IDK :shrug: I'm still hopeful & based in reality, hopefully. :lol:

I think drugs can make the emotional lows lower, though. Facebook does that, too, if you're just browsing other people's highlight reels and making yourself feel shitty based on that snippet of their life.

It's hard to stay focused & even know what's desirable/achievable when bombarded with idealized marketing.


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Re: Modern Life's Conscious Flow [Re: Penelope_Tree]
    #19010856 - 10/21/13 09:35 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

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Penelope_Tree said:
Quote:

Rahz said:
There was a time when not getting drunk and stoned would have been the ultimate bore, but I was running and getting high is a great form of denial.

....

I guess there are more opportunities for diversion than ever in the modern world.




I tend to agree. Sounds like the trend is to become disillusioned with the world as one gets older. I know I've read that around this forum more than a few times. IDK :shrug: I'm still hopeful & based in reality, hopefully. :lol:

I think drugs can make the emotional lows lower, though. Facebook does that, too, if you're just browsing other people's highlight reels and making yourself feel shitty based on that snippet of their life.

It's hard to stay focused & even know what's desirable/achievable when bombarded with idealized marketing.




I don't know - the older I get the more disillusioned I get, but it's not so much a result of getting older as it is just seeing the world for what it is. That isn't to say I am pessimistic, but realistic.
Years ago I was much more optimistic about humans' ability to change and grow - but I don't really see that happening, and looking at history it's quite clear it never will happen. I only see history repeat itself, even in me.


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Re: Modern Life's Conscious Flow [Re: Penelope_Tree]
    #19011585 - 10/22/13 12:18 AM (10 years, 3 months ago)

Quote:

I think drugs can make the emotional lows lower, though. Facebook does that, too, if you're just browsing other people's highlight reels and making yourself feel shitty based on that snippet of their life.

It's hard to stay focused & even know what's desirable/achievable when bombarded with idealized marketing.





The best tacos come from the street vendors in the white vans. Don't let the tiny neon sign fool you.


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