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OfflineMescalean
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Am I crazy???
    #18970764 - 10/13/13 12:58 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

So physical fitness has become my shit over the years. It grounds me, keeps me away from smack and other vices. Im worried about my mental health. See mental illness scares me. I grew up with a younger brother who is manic depressive and who may develop schitzo... My great grand father blew his head off with a shotgun and drug addiction runs rampant on my moms side, alcoholism on my dads.

Here are the things that make me feel, well like I'm not normal.

Social anxiety.
Heroin addict.
Jealousy, ex. Another guy hits on my gf I'm seeing red. (gf likes it and digs the whole alpha vibe, but cant stop asking myself, wtf is my problem) she always does right and tell em whats up.
Paranoid (social situations"
Derealization.

Would appreciate all input.


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Re: Am I crazy??? [Re: Mescalean]
    #18974480 - 10/13/13 11:00 PM (10 years, 4 months ago)

You're a heroin addict currently?  Or in recovery?  Drug addiction =/= schizo.

Social anxiety =/= schizo either.

If some other dude was hitting on my gf I'd be pissed too.

Paranoid and derealization, it depends to what extent.  OF course we're all "Crazy" to some degree.  But to say that you are schizo, I would have to hear a lot more before I was convinced of that.


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Re: Am I crazy??? [Re: Celestial Traveler]
    #18974567 - 10/13/13 11:23 PM (10 years, 4 months ago)

Never said I thought I was schitzo. Just all of it put together just makes me feel not all there.

Recovering addict by the way.


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Re: Am I crazy??? [Re: Mescalean]
    #18974602 - 10/13/13 11:31 PM (10 years, 4 months ago)

Well like I said we're all "not there" to some degree.

Nobody's perfect, we all have problems.  I would knock jealousy off that list. You have substance abuse and social anxiety problems.  Those are your problems and they are not very unheard of.  Nothing out of the ordinary here.


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Re: Am I crazy??? [Re: Celestial Traveler]
    #18998713 - 10/19/13 07:42 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

What can I say, drugs make you feel crazy. Btw keep up the recovering


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Re: Am I crazy??? [Re: spacer]
    #19002812 - 10/20/13 06:22 AM (10 years, 4 months ago)

You're not nuts - you're disappointed in yourself and overcompensating, which comes out as jealous rages because you probably project a lot. Most people do. Heroin addicts are manic depressive as often as not. The opioid thing really skins you alive. Opens you up to weak and newborn emotions over and over. To heal takes a long time.  Part of the scabbing process is to live right and well.  Part of that is to go easy on yourself and others.  Don't beat yourself or others up hoping to scab over with negative or thoughtless times.  Now is the chance for you to really pick and choose what you really want to happen, now that you're fresh.


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Re: Am I crazy??? [Re: eve69]
    #19003744 - 10/20/13 12:35 PM (10 years, 4 months ago)

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eve69 said:
You're not nuts - you're disappointed in yourself and overcompensating, which comes out as jealous rages because you probably project a lot. Most people do. Heroin addicts are manic depressive as often as not. The opioid thing really skins you alive. Opens you up to weak and newborn emotions over and over. To heal takes a long time.  Part of the scabbing process is to live right and well.  Part of that is to go easy on yourself and others.  Don't beat yourself or others up hoping to scab over with negative or thoughtless times.  Now is the chance for you to really pick and choose what you really want to happen, now that you're fresh.



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eve69 said:
You're not nuts - you're disappointed in yourself and overcompensating, which comes out as jealous rages because you probably project a lot. Most people do. Heroin addicts are manic depressive as often as not. The opioid thing really skins you alive. Opens you up to weak and newborn emotions over and over. To heal takes a long time.  Part of the scabbing process is to live right and well.  Part of that is to go easy on yourself and others.  Don't beat yourself or others up hoping to scab over with negative or thoughtless times.  Now is the chance for you to really pick and choose what you really want to happen, now that you're fresh.




Wow. Thank you. This out of any of these helps


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