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exams are coming up, thinking about using K
#18996809 - 10/18/13 06:28 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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i know the material quite alright by now, will taking ketamine tonight (on friday) have any negative effects on memory? i plan to study my shit tomorrow and do out some problems for 3 subjects. i just need a little comfort from the world and figure out some shit. no MXE binges anymore though, i mean that shit is fun but my mind is bouncing all over the place in real life and i mean it does wonders to my personality but study wise it is terrible.
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Re: exams are coming up, thinking about using K [Re: mr sniffles] 1
#18996813 - 10/18/13 06:29 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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No stay sober for best results.
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Re: exams are coming up, thinking about using K [Re: robbyberto] 5
#18996831 - 10/18/13 06:38 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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You made a thread yesterday about how you failed your past two exams and you were going to stop using drugs and study and now you're trying to justify your use. That's sad man. At least try a little bit.
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Re: exams are coming up, thinking about using K [Re: robbyberto]
#18996840 - 10/18/13 06:42 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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even if my stress levels are really high? i feel like a K-hole would be like a short trip to the mountains or something. or maybe i need better ways to manage my stress. i've been studying all day all night last 2 days (for the first time) and i have headaches and shit. i stupidly took a bromazepam to reduce some stress earlier and its working but if i take more benzos that would kind of induce more memory loss.
or should i just be stressed and spend my time on more relaxing activities?
@pwnasaurus yeah man, i've been around these people talking about me all the time, it has a really negative effect on me. its never been this bad before. i was thinking more like a "taper" from weekend use. i got an OK grip on the material i have exams for next week but i will defintely be doing more studying and less drugs after i get in the good mindset. then in the shit mindset to get as much information as possible.
i just don't know which one to pick
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Re: exams are coming up, thinking about using K [Re: pwnasaurus] 1
#18996844 - 10/18/13 06:43 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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pwnasaurus said:

You made a thread yesterday about how you failed your past two exams and you were going to stop using drugs and study and now you're trying to justify your use. That's sad man. At least try a little bit.
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Re: exams are coming up, thinking about using K [Re: pcplease]
#18996849 - 10/18/13 06:44 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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alright fine lol, all my last weekends have been drug induced. i forgot how to have fun and relax sober (im not proud but i still have a headache after taking bromazepam for stress). anybody wanna give me some of their favorite ways?
imma play some ASMR videos right now. hopefully after tonight the benzo half life wears off and my mind is back to normal and ready to study. i feel kinda bad for the self medicating though. but i felt like i could hear my neighbors talking behind my back after a stressful day, i couldn't make apart whether it was them talking to me or the voices in my head. but i am quite accurate on the people talking about me part though so blah blah blah im crazy
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Re: exams are coming up, thinking about using K [Re: mr sniffles] 1
#18996896 - 10/18/13 06:59 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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mr sniffles said: people know me as the guy who comes in class 20 minutes late. i got my engineering balances exam back and got 34. i thought it was all cool until i got my thermodynamics exam back and got a 35/100. man i feel like shit
the illusion i got off drugs was self-control. and its all it is, an illusion. i really believe if you are really dedicated to getting something hard and needs a lot of dedication done you are going to have a really hard time balancing out your wants and impulses. maybe it wasn't the drugs, maybe it was me.
people in my class were like you need to be responsible man. its for my own good.
i have 3 exams coming up next week and i just took an etizolam to feel a little better after having a rough day, i hope it will not affect my motivation to do better.
because i will do better, i will be more responsible of my shit and stop doing disassociatives every weekend for fun. its time to be responsible, its time to not fuck shit up again.
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Re: exams are coming up, thinking about using K [Re: AWS]
#18996909 - 10/18/13 07:01 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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haha ok. feels weird to quit a weekend habit. the etizolam didn't really affect me much at all in studies but i guess i couldn't use benzos as a crutch for stress forever.
what do you guys do to relieve stress? aside from drugs of course.
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Re: exams are coming up, thinking about using K [Re: mr sniffles]
#18996941 - 10/18/13 07:08 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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I do a lot of Ketamine and I've never noticed any significant effects on memory after it wears off. But why the hell would you take Etizolam while studying? Benzos are the worst thing for that, ever. Even though Etizolam isn't a true benzo, it still definitely interupts your memory.
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Re: exams are coming up, thinking about using K [Re: mr sniffles]
#18996954 - 10/18/13 07:09 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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I take a long bath almost every day. I stay in the bath till my mind stops buZjng
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Re: exams are coming up, thinking about using K [Re: teamkiller]
#18996960 - 10/18/13 07:10 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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I've done a lot of k and I forget common words alot
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Re: exams are coming up, thinking about using K [Re: LoveYourLife]
#18996967 - 10/18/13 07:12 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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LoveYourLife said: I do a lot of Ketamine and I've never noticed any significant effects on memory after it wears off. But why the hell would you take Etizolam while studying? Benzos are the worst thing for that, ever. Even though Etizolam isn't a true benzo, it still definitely interupts your memory.
i took it for relaxation after a long day. 2 milligrams and i already notice memory deficits. thats why i was asking whether to use benzos or K.
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Re: exams are coming up, thinking about using K [Re: teamkiller]
#18996969 - 10/18/13 07:12 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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teamkiller said: I take a long bath almost every day. I stay in the bath till my mind stops buZjng
i might try this with a candle tonight
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Re: exams are coming up, thinking about using K [Re: mr sniffles]
#18997088 - 10/18/13 07:34 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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Re: exams are coming up, thinking about using K [Re: AWS]
#18997098 - 10/18/13 07:36 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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hahahahahahahah
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Re: exams are coming up, thinking about using K [Re: mr sniffles] 1
#18997119 - 10/18/13 07:41 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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you should read over your own posts and pretend it is another person, because i think you are currently unaware exactly how you are coming across.
you sound like an addict, attempting to justify their habit, who is going to fail out of uni unless you reprioritize the way you are currently living your life.
stop doing drugs, at least for one weekend stop doing drugs (including those benzos), at least until your exams are over stop doing drugs until you can use responsibly
not to be harsh man--mxe is one of my favs as well--but goddamn, have you already forgotten your thread about failing school and needing to make some drastic changes?
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Re: exams are coming up, thinking about using K [Re: shivas.wisdom]
#18997163 - 10/18/13 07:49 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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oh no man, its always in my head consciously pushing me to study but that just makes me stressed out. i think the stress will balance itself in time when i finally get up to my subjects and know what the usual daily sober cycle of a student should be.
thanks for the reminder man, a lot of people have been telling me this lately and it gives me motivation to not fuck up.
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Re: exams are coming up, thinking about using K [Re: mr sniffles] 4
#18997196 - 10/18/13 07:57 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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Naw, wait. You don't need a powerful psychoactive in yer brain when you need your facilities. Save the K for the victory celebration afterwards.
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Re: exams are coming up, thinking about using K [Re: mr sniffles]
#18997220 - 10/18/13 08:01 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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from my experience, the life of a student is full of stress--especially come exam times
the key is to find healthy coping mechanisms
the bath with candles is actually a pretty good idea--relaxing in warm water with non-electric lights has physical reasons for why it helps deal with stress, but it can also provide an ideal opportunity for meditation and the ensuing changes that would result from that practice as well
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Re: exams are coming up, thinking about using K [Re: shivas.wisdom] 1
#18997227 - 10/18/13 08:03 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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shivas.wisdom said: you should read over your own posts and pretend it is another person, because i think you are currently unaware exactly how you are coming across.
you sound like an addict, attempting to justify their habit, who is going to fail out of uni unless you reprioritize the way you are currently living your life.
stop doing drugs, at least for one weekend stop doing drugs (including those benzos), at least until your exams are over stop doing drugs until you can use responsibly
not to be harsh man--mxe is one of my favs as well--but goddamn, have you already forgotten your thread about failing school and needing to make some drastic changes?
Exactly this.
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