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Icelander
The Minstrel in the Gallery



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tymoteusz3 said:
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Icelander said: You can never go back, want all you want. This is it dude, make the best of the worst. 
It's kind of depressing in a way. What I would give to go back in time and relive some moments. Even though I am in the best state of mind now then I ever was and life is better than it ever was.
Get in line. Just about every human has felt that regret.
-------------------- "Don't believe everything you think". -Anom. " All that lives was born to die"-Anom. With much wisdom comes much sorrow, The more knowledge, the more grief. Ecclesiastes circa 350 BC
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Repertoire89
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Re: The good ole days [Re: Icelander]
#18994546 - 10/18/13 08:47 AM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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All that said and done I enjoy my melancholy along with whatever happens today, taking a late night walk with a joint and some memories is often all I want from a moment.
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Icelander
The Minstrel in the Gallery



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Nice for you. I was there once but that balance is getting harder to maintain it seems. I think my brain is fried.
I have most of everything materially humans generally think will bring happiness.
-------------------- "Don't believe everything you think". -Anom. " All that lives was born to die"-Anom. With much wisdom comes much sorrow, The more knowledge, the more grief. Ecclesiastes circa 350 BC
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Withinity
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Registered: 04/11/10
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Repertoire89 said: Shoot, can't wait for the next adventure. Been a very sterile last few years, only patches of debauchery compared to the constant criminal escapades of my teenaged years
Adventure is something too many people miss out on and I'll become one if the gears don't switch
I can relate to this, as i have had a passive last few years after coming out of a very aggressive , adventurous period of adolescence. I'm not done though Ive been hoarding and adding to my money collection which will fund a one way ticket to Europe and possibility a great adventure.
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Repertoire89
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Re: The good ole days [Re: Withinity]
#18994983 - 10/18/13 10:56 AM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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Icelander said: Nice for you. I was there once but that balance is getting harder to maintain it seems. I think my brain is fried.
I have most of everything materially humans generally think will bring happiness. 
Well I would say I'm depressed at least half the time, but appreciate it in a poetic sense (really overusing that word today ). The day I can no longer appreciate that would be a sad day, and I won't claim that its impossible as the impossible has happened too many times already.
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I can relate to this, as i have had a passive last few years after coming out of a very aggressive , adventurous period of adolescence. I'm not done though Ive been hoarding and adding to my money collection which will fund a one way ticket to Europe and possibility a great adventure.
Sounds pretty similar to my situation, hope your adventure goes well I've got some coming up as well though they'll have to wait a few months.
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LunarEclipse
Enlil's Official Story


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OrgoneConclusion said: When was that and what were they like?
You weren't there then, or now. You never did exist. You are just a pigment of the invagination that never was.
Even if I told you it was good, you would want a link. Well I am not about to prove to you how you should have never missed what never was and will never be.
And don't ever make me ramble on like this just to make my point.
OMG what the fuck happened to his hair. That shit is just wrong.
Big old man titties and some fucked up shit hair.
Get that plant some water and a bra.
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OrgoneConclusion
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Wish I had fucked up hair!
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I miss the good ol' days.
The days when my dad was alive, none of my friends had been murdered or accidentally killed. When love was new and felt like it could last an eternity. Before all my friends were so deeply driven by their instincts that they ended up in relationships with people they don't love and children they don't want.
Despite the pain I carry in my heart from all I have been through and lost, I know that one day, these too will be the good old days... I can feel it...
I went on a long bike ride yesterday after the sun sank, when I was back in civilization, I parked my bike by the river and just laid on a park bench and stared at the moon listening to the breeze in what remains of the leaves... It hit me that none of my friends take the time to do things like these. That I do it because I know I am dying...
Although a part of me is dying for the simplicity of the good old days, my dying right now is what inevitably makes them...
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Cactilove
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I went on a long bike ride yesterday after the sun sank, when I was back in civilization, I parked my bike by the river and just laid on a park bench and stared at the moon listening to the breeze in what remains of the leaves... It hit me that none of my friends take the time to do things like these. That I do it because I know I am dying...
Although a part of me is dying for the simplicity of the good old days, my dying right now is what inevitably makes them...
I feel ya. 
"The nearer she came to death, the more, by some perversity of nature, did she enjoy living." β Ellen Glasgow, American novelist (1873-1945).
-------------------- Orgone Conclusion...Bringing OTD to PS&P since 2007.
Edited by Cactilove (10/18/13 04:05 PM)
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LunarEclipse
Enlil's Official Story


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OrgoneConclusion said: Wish I had fucked up hair! 
Breathe in breath out machine head.
You can grow hair back. You gotta believe.
-------------------- Anxiety is what you make it.
Edited by LunarEclipse (10/20/13 02:21 PM)
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