Alcoholics are just people whom use a vice, its like any vice if you allow it to control your life that was your own problem. You had to be able to waver between the decision of continuing to drink or refraining from taking a sip, you might wish to refrain from ever drinking another beer in your life if someone informs you that they wish to persuade you to quit drinking. They wouldn't persuade you in a way that would make you feel it was a demand, it was just a friendly gesture to impart the foreknowledge that by drinking you'd destroy your life. But since I was such a good hearted person I felt obligated to help my friend through a drinking problem.
He started drinking when he was much younger than he is now, he started drinking when he was still relatively out of Chicago, since he started drinking after he left Chicago, and he didn't start drinking til he turned 15. When he first told us that he was moving to Chicago we were bewildered because he had moved to New York a few years before and we thought he would have wished to stay there.
For he wished to go back to Chicago after he came back to New York a few years later, its much too long ago even to remember what he meant when he said that he was planning on finding a store where he could purchase an toy for his wife. He purchased his wife a very fancy toy which she rejoiced in, quite delighted by its unexpected association with former roots of persons, sort of, as if he had lived in that persons lives at one point or another. He could become an entirely different person by focusing his center to follow a different vortex, a vortex which he was unable to discern how he could arrive into a separate galaxy, a galaxy that didn't consist of the normal laws of motion and such.
I wouldn't say that all drinkers are just dull and worthless, in general though I feel many may come off that way, but perhaps they have just taken it to a different road from previous associations with other avenues, because they might get offered the chance to become joined with a force that wasn't the drinkers own, he could resist the temptation to continue to reinforce his action of drinking, he would persist in all endeavors to recall all his last drinks and wish for them to return.
The urge to drink couldn't be suppressed, so indeed, he couldn't stop himself from engaging in drinking. Usually his friends would ask him to stop drinking, to put down the bottle and let it all go, but they wouldn't get his attention for he would direct it to something other that didn't involve him. It would actually be about someone completely unlike him in everyway possible, so any claims of him belonging to any groups would be incorrect.
He had a small group he drank with in Canada. They all drank after they came back from this show, a show that never happened because it was changed at the last minute. So instead we decided to make plans to visit my uncle, whom was closeby and wanted to invite me to go to the next play, which would be held the next day.
I actually didn't even want to go to this play at first, I felt as if my grandmother forced me to attend this play, something about her made me feel the need to go to this play, so I went.
In the past I may have resigned the action of attending the play, since, in some ways I would rather be at home than watch a play that I wasn't associated with. Though this play I heard earlier was about a person whom finds himself in the mind of someone other than himself, he sees himself in the mind of someone that isn't him, but this person seems to know how he deals with things.
In any case he usually doesn't know anyone is entering into his thoughts, and if someone asks him to reveal his thoughts he usually will decide not to. For not everyone was worthy of hearing his thoughts on account of the prophetic vision embued in each line he uttered, which naturally, was only held for persons of interest.
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