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Unfolding Nature Shop: Unfolding Nature: Being in the Implicate Order

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    #18981760 - 10/15/13 03:16 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

Doug decided to enter a forest. After stepping in he spotted a log to sit down to rest. The day was over & there was no light, though you could still see certain outlines in the forest fairly well. Most notably the giant oak that was blocking the moon from glowing down. The strange thing is: Doug, finding the spot relaxing, had the desire to stay seated to regain energy. He stayed there for nearly an hour, dozing off & nearly falling asleep. He wondered if it was smart of him to be so unresponsive. As night was at its very darkest. Now unable to see his hands ahead of him, he decided it would be a good move to stand up & leave the log with a vacant seat for any strangers that come. He tripped on a heavy stone hidden half under the ground & half above. He had a bruise & was mildly disappointed in his failure to see the rock & coming into this evil forest.

He felt literally like a blind man, but a blind man that has perfectly functional eyes but has a blind fold on. What powers at work made it so he was destined to fall & lose his glasses? Not just once had he tripped on some object, but, did so the week before on a pavement crack which was caused from a repairman leaving his post & forgetting to fill the crack with solid cement. The workman was absent from his duties, so the boss in his office ended up firing him until he got a new job. Oh. Doug pushed against the ground to try & pick himself up, but, his knee accidently had a sudden spasm & it was his chest nearly depriving him of air. His other leg was covered in dirt.

He shook his leg but there was still some dirt left on him. Abruptly, he made a vigorous leap which took more out of him than he expected. He felt like he could hardly breath so took out his inhaler to give him the extra air he needed. At this point he felt he couldn't even stand anymore on his own & lied back on a tree, but, instead he decided he wanted to leave because there was an indecision in him which was casting suspicion on what he was doing, & so even though he could hardly see from his eyes because of the dirt, it seemed he didn't give up trying to see in the pitch dark, quite the contrary actually. When he started to walk, a stranger viewing him may think that it wasn't his legs moving, but instead his desire to walk that started him to his destination. He walked into an underground cave which at first seemed huge & easily able to make him feel free, but he realized it was actually cramped whereever he reached around.

He felt a hard surface now, he felt trapped, as if he were a prisoner behind bars. The wall was literally impenetrable, but this wasn't the biggest problem on his hands, for he also had to think about his will which was firmly deciding to sleep there passively, almost like accepting death. Feeling the walls & realizing he would not easily get out of this as it seemed to almost close in on him. Deciding to give up & rest on the wall & wait. What startled him was the feeling of being pushed backwards by his denying his own advancement.

With his fear he was able to see the future, his advancement was undoubted more apparent than real, for he still had the same problems. It was precisely the same area that he was moving from out of fear of leaving. He looked into the abyss & darkness was everywhere, there was no possible way to move through its shadows, but he felt it penetrated his reality from an overwhelming closeness to his life. He noticed he could move his body & see with his eyes, but wasn't that he saw anything, but rather what he observed was something in the place of nothing. Some kind of vague dream in which he was the topic, or the topic that had replaced him.

This was only a hypothesis though, a view that could or could not be right:fff, but one which he agreed was a helpful place to decide things by the necessity of unraveling new circumstances. Since he couldn't see his watch to check the time he probably took awhile to accept looking at things in this way, but he had a fear that he was conquered. It was with shame to even speak of it, to accept the idea he knew was true. There was something existing outside of himself with the same thoughts which he could touch.

Soon he was depressed from the fact that came from a thought that stopped thinking, as though taken for an object other than thought. Images flashing nothingness were distorting his brain, he could not see & made this absence of light his primary focus. Since he was temporarily blind his eye took on singular proportions, developing beyond time & stretching as far back into the abyss as he had ever seen in his life. He let the darkness engulf him to his center in order to receive light. So, in this void, there was vision & an object of a vision joined together, seeing an object that prevented it from seeing it. It felt like the greatest illusion trick he had ever seen which had death as its final image. Death of himself & his world. In here, strangely, he never felt more complete.

As if, even though he couldn't manage to find any way to manage to grab it, & that it had changed his entire concept of "I", & that it replaced his "I" with a new I, & that the I was sitting in a divine area with him watching it, he still felt something real had hit him & was trying to enter inside him. The fact that the impression was so clear & painful made it impossible to give up. He had the ultimate weapon right in front of him, even if he questioned its use for finding use, he had a hard time believing that something extremely disturbing, haunting & violating wasn't afoot. The proof was a space of matter was attaching itself to his nose & attempting to close him off to reality. What was strange was the forest was still buzzing with life & he wasn't. He felt this made him weak & gave himself no credit. He couldn't see the details of events, for all he knew a person could be standing beside him. He didn't confirm or deny this. He felt the waves which were destroying the abyss which was himself. A figure of himself outside of himself. He noticed beings in a pile all stacked upon each other, he could discern their features but they represented a pig replacing an eye, a bird replacing a birdnest it sang in. He felt like he was a character with great ideas & abilities, but the desire felt like a dead animal that had been picked at by vulchers. He could feel hands pressing down upon him & aching his everybone, but it was only his hand. He felt deprived of his senses & with an idea entering, or an idea that entered & had left as quick, made a deal with Death.


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Re: hi [Re: drkkenny]
    #18981766 - 10/15/13 03:17 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

Lame.


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Re: hi [Re: drkkenny]
    #18981799 - 10/15/13 03:25 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

I've said it before, but dude, you're on fire


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Re: hi [Re: rulesq]
    #18981848 - 10/15/13 03:35 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

I'm looking for your opinions on this short piece, just something I wanted to try out, some obscure fun, hope you enjoyed(though I highly doubt it for some reason>.</0


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Re: hi [Re: drkkenny]
    #18981881 - 10/15/13 03:42 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

So many words


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Re: hi [Re: Mescalean]
    #18982276 - 10/15/13 05:17 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

Sorry about that


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