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Saeis
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Re: Have You Ever Lost Your Shit On Shrooms? [Re: russhroom]
#18983592 - 10/15/13 09:47 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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russhroom said: Not on mushrooms, but one time I was on like 5 hits of L with a friend, who was also on 5 hits of L. We ingested 1 gram of MDMA on this journey as well, overtime. We first hit the arcade for hours, dominated, and then headed back to a friends house for some hot tub/pool action. Chillin' in the hot tub completely fucked up, my friend decides to get up and go inside to change so we can go to Denny's (odd trip tradition of ours). Well when he goes inside, this dude follows him in, and locks all the doors behind them so nobody can enter. Next thing I know, my friend walks out with his entire lower mouth/jaw area split in two, gushing blood. I thought he was going to die. I had a panic attack and started feeling what he was feeling. He went to the hospital and got stitches, and then returned back to his apartment where I was waiting. It was about 6am at this point. We laughed about his swollen lip. It was so fucked up. I can't imagine what getting jumped on 5 hits of clean L and half a gram of MDMA must feel like... and then going to the ER after that, fuckin' A. We proceeded to "climb hash mountain", or smoke a gram of hash. It eased both of us for sure. I told him that things were going to change and that we would make it out of that shit hole. A few months later, I moved to California. About a month after that, I had him move to California with me to get away from his opiate addiction. He has been clean from opiates since, and is one of my best friends. His face healed well, too, by the way!
Whaaaa that's fucked up. Way to ruin a good night Glad things turned out alright in the end
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Re: Have You Ever Lost Your Shit On Shrooms? [Re: Saeis]
#18983682 - 10/15/13 10:06 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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Lol if this thread came up 3 days ago I'd say no. I've handled my shit on all kinds of doses. I've done 5+ hits of acid and over 10 grams of shrooms. Just 2 days ago I took 2 hits of this beautiful clean acid and it royally raped me. I think what raped me the most is how I went into bad mind loops of guilt and shit that upsets my conscience. Shit I've done that never really made me feel so cripplingly bad about myself until that trip. Realized that I actually am not ok with myself, I tried to figure out a way to feel good about myself but couldn't, so I sat there in huge depression and still am depressed. I obviously know to live in the moment and to move on is the best way to do it but I can't. I've been using these last few days over thinking about this and have to just accept myself for who I really am. A human with flaws and a bad person in general. It's really helped me accept myself knowing that I have all these demons. Especially temptation.
The worse trip I've ever had, and yet I feel like so much has changed in a good way. I'm not living blindly and it's from such a low dose. Never underestimate the power of psychedelic drugs.
Edited by Mad Season (10/15/13 10:42 PM)
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Re: Have You Ever Lost Your Shit On Shrooms? [Re: Saeis]
#18983686 - 10/15/13 10:07 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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russhroom said: Not on mushrooms, but one time I was on like 5 hits of L with a friend, who was also on 5 hits of L. We ingested 1 gram of MDMA on this journey as well, overtime. We first hit the arcade for hours, dominated, and then headed back to a friends house for some hot tub/pool action. Chillin' in the hot tub completely fucked up, my friend decides to get up and go inside to change so we can go to Denny's (odd trip tradition of ours). Well when he goes inside, this dude follows him in, and locks all the doors behind them so nobody can enter. Next thing I know, my friend walks out with his entire lower mouth/jaw area split in two, gushing blood. I thought he was going to die. I had a panic attack and started feeling what he was feeling. He went to the hospital and got stitches, and then returned back to his apartment where I was waiting. It was about 6am at this point. We laughed about his swollen lip. It was so fucked up. I can't imagine what getting jumped on 5 hits of clean L and half a gram of MDMA must feel like... and then going to the ER after that, fuckin' A. We proceeded to "climb hash mountain", or smoke a gram of hash. It eased both of us for sure. I told him that things were going to change and that we would make it out of that shit hole. A few months later, I moved to California. About a month after that, I had him move to California with me to get away from his opiate addiction. He has been clean from opiates since, and is one of my best friends. His face healed well, too, by the way!
Whaaaa that's fucked up. Way to ruin a good night Glad things turned out alright in the end
Things have been rather uphill since that day, and that was well over a year ago.
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Re: Have You Ever Lost Your Shit On Shrooms? [Re: Mad Season]
#18983807 - 10/15/13 10:38 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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Mad Season said: Lol if this thread came up 3 days ago I'd say no. I've handled my shit on all kinds of doses. I've done 5+ hits of acid and over 10 grams of shrooms. Just 2 days ago I took 2 hits of this beautiful clean acid and it royally raped me. I think what raped me the most is how I went into bad mind loops of guilt and shit that upsets my conscious. Shit I've done that never really made me feel so cripplingly bad about myself until that trip. Realized that I actually am not ok with myself, I tried to figure out a way to feel good about myself but couldn't, so I sat there in huge depression and still am depressed. I obviously know to live in the moment and to move on is the best way to do it but I can't. I've been using these last few days over thinking about this and have to just accept myself for who I really am. A human with flaws and a bad person in general. It's really helped me accept myself knowing that I have all these demons. Especially temptation.
The worse trip I've ever had, and yet I feel like so much has changed in a good way. I'm not living blindly and it's from such a low dose. Never underestimate the power of psychedelic drugs.
I know exactly what you mean. Best thing you can do is either accept your demons or fight them to become a new, better person in your own eyes.
My last mushroom trip showed me how much I contradict myself. The phrase "I shouldn't be doing this" kept ringing through my brain and my friend and I both decided to stop our psych use... yet 5 days later we're considering an acid trip. Why waste good psychedelics? Fuck selling it, that's a waste and I don't trust people with this kind of substance.
Long story short, psychedelics have made me much more aware of my own thought processes for better or worse.
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Re: Have You Ever Lost Your Shit On Shrooms? [Re: Saeis]
#18983840 - 10/15/13 10:47 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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Yes.. a few times on egodeath
always surprises you and the processing is often unpleasant... many emotions feeling like going insane for a while/many months but afterwards you feel better than ever :-)
happened both on lsd / mushrooms
and once on 4g mushroom chocolates... destroyed reality, review of my whole life, took 1-2 years to process, nothing felt real for a while .. :-) (because everything was my old fake self personality) , the trip felt much too deep - like I would never return from the insanity and once on 3 hofmann blotters, near death experience,took 2 years to process maybe
on 4-5g mushrooms it's normal to think, shit i've done too much this time... everytime the unconscious you are accessing at that level can be much too deep, depth overload
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Re: Have You Ever Lost Your Shit On Shrooms? [Re: lessismore]
#18985088 - 10/16/13 07:32 AM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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mio said:
the unconscious you are accessing at that level can be much too deep, depth overload 
I back that.
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Re: Have You Ever Lost Your Shit On Shrooms? [Re: russhroom]
#18985124 - 10/16/13 07:50 AM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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my unconscious or whatever said
yo when u die..u satan...
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Re: Have You Ever Lost Your Shit On Shrooms? [Re: Deathcore]
#18985189 - 10/16/13 08:24 AM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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Be careful everyone. I almost shot myself when I had a bad trip because I wanted out. I learned to respect the fungi and have had nothing but great vibes and an ego death that I will never forget since. Please remember to pass the word. Mushrooms on high doses can be dangerous for the first time user or someone who has never taken a lot. I had taken 4 grams of fresh picked PEs. Although I am pretty confident it won't happen again, I still respect the fruit and will never be careless again.
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Re: Have You Ever Lost Your Shit On Shrooms? [Re: freeworld]
#18985190 - 10/16/13 08:25 AM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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And I would never advise taking psychedelics in the presence of firearms personally. But maybe that's just me.
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Re: Have You Ever Lost Your Shit On Shrooms? [Re: nicechrisman]
#18985256 - 10/16/13 08:54 AM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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nicechrisman said: And I would never advise taking psychedelics in the presence of firearms personally. But maybe that's just me.
I think it's subjective to the trip.
I've had a great trip with a Mossberg shotgun in hand the majority of the time. I ate 4.5 grams of Golden Teachers. Safety on of course, my finger never touched the trigger. Wasn't even loaded. Just felt cool to hold/walk around with a shotgun. I also really liked walking into rooms and pumping the shotgun. Don't know why, but I had a lot of fun with it. It was a solo trip by the way. I felt like a cowboy in a saloon or some shit. Wonderful experience.
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Re: Have You Ever Lost Your Shit On Shrooms? [Re: russhroom]
#18985273 - 10/16/13 08:59 AM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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I guess I just find it to be an alarming idea because I have had both suicidal and homocidal thoughts while on heavy doses of psychedelics.
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Re: Have You Ever Lost Your Shit On Shrooms? [Re: nicechrisman]
#18985302 - 10/16/13 09:09 AM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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nicechrisman said: I guess I just find it to be an alarming idea because I have had both suicidal and homocidal thoughts while on heavy doses of psychedelics.
are you sure you wanna go to disneyland with me lol
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Re: Have You Ever Lost Your Shit On Shrooms? [Re: SnowDaze]
#18985374 - 10/16/13 09:37 AM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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nicechrisman said: I guess I just find it to be an alarming idea because I have had both suicidal and homocidal thoughts while on heavy doses of psychedelics.
are you sure you wanna go to disneyland with me lol
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Re: Have You Ever Lost Your Shit On Shrooms? [Re: russhroom]
#18985431 - 10/16/13 10:03 AM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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i agree tho
guns and tripping dont mix
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Re: Have You Ever Lost Your Shit On Shrooms? [Re: nicechrisman]
#18985471 - 10/16/13 10:15 AM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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nicechrisman said: And I would never advise taking psychedelics in the presence of firearms personally. But maybe that's just me.
My tripping buddy bought a handgun for personal safety. He showed it to me before the trip, and I knew it wasn't loaded nor did it even work properly... but he picked it up and started fucking with it 7-8 hours into a shroom trip.... I literally thought his mind had snapped and that he was about to kill him and myself. Scared the shit out of me
Yeah, guns and psychs =
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Re: Have You Ever Lost Your Shit On Shrooms? [Re: Saeis]
#18985550 - 10/16/13 10:42 AM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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nicechrisman said: And I would never advise taking psychedelics in the presence of firearms personally. But maybe that's just me.
My tripping buddy bought a handgun for personal safety. He showed it to me before the trip, and I knew it wasn't loaded nor did it even work properly... but he picked it up and started fucking with it 7-8 hours into a shroom trip.... I literally thought his mind had snapped and that he was about to kill him and myself. Scared the shit out of me
Yeah, guns and psychs = 
Guns and psychs are awesome and you know it, Explosions make me excited! I wish I have a fire work gun. Maybe I should find a flare gun..
Two months ago me and like 15 friends made a wolfs head out of paper and fire works and threw it into the bonfire at the farm zingers flyin horizontally towards trees and people all fried( on different lsd it's funny non of us knew any one elce, but wernt surprised that everyone elce was high) dogs chaseing the firy balls into the darkness.... One chought one too 
I've lost my shit on 800-1000ug of lsd... After that I lost my shit after 2gs of mushrooms, or even a few dabs or tokes of bomb weed, had to take a break for a year... All good now thoug baby, actually prolly ready for another brake soon been a long strange summer...
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Re: Have You Ever Lost Your Shit On Shrooms? [Re: Lucid Toast]
#18985781 - 10/16/13 11:43 AM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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First time I took em I completely lost myself. Felt like "I" was being stripped away layer by layer. Then I completely seperated and felt like I had died. body dissapeared. Floated around in heaven for a little bit, then got very confused and started walking around town.
Almost took my dads truck for a spin but luckily there were no keys in it.
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Re: Have You Ever Lost Your Shit On Shrooms? [Re: Saeis]
#18986264 - 10/16/13 01:45 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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nicechrisman said: And I would never advise taking psychedelics in the presence of firearms personally. But maybe that's just me.
My tripping buddy bought a handgun for personal safety. He showed it to me before the trip, and I knew it wasn't loaded nor did it even work properly... but he picked it up and started fucking with it 7-8 hours into a shroom trip.... I literally thought his mind had snapped and that he was about to kill him and myself. Scared the shit out of me
Yeah, guns and psychs = 
Well guns arn't a joke your friend definitly shouldn't have got it out to play around with in the first place. That'd bother regular people too..
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Re: Have You Ever Lost Your Shit On Shrooms? [Re: Shortknight]
#18986300 - 10/16/13 01:54 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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Almost, yes. I was on the verge of having a complete melt down...It was because I was "resisting" the trip and that just made it worse. Once I let go and accepted it, I felt better instantly.
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Re: Have You Ever Lost Your Shit On Shrooms? [Re: magikmushies]
#18987010 - 10/16/13 04:39 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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Lots of times...... its horrible!!
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