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Anonymous #1
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Fuck life
#18964501 - 10/11/13 03:22 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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nothing makes me happy except for pot. even then I'm really just content at best. i get enjoyment out of nothing else as much as i try. now some fucker thief stole the only plants i had. the only things i have in my pathetic piece of shit life. why must i fail at everything. why must i be so miserable. why do i want to kill myself because i really want to live and i'm not. why is it people try so little and succeed but i try so hard at everything and fail. i truly cant think of a time i had the upper hand and succeeded at anything i tried. i dont even know the last time i was truly happy but im sure it was because i was on drugs. i wish i could kill myself but i always think things might start to look up and they don't. they never do. you can probably guess the only girl who ever loved me left me just like all my friends. and my friends only liked me for my drugs. without drugs i wouldnt even have them. i'm not close to a single person on this planet. i try to be close to people. too often..but they dont want to be close to me. how the fuck am i supposed to be happy. how the fuck am i supposed to change my mindset when i cant find a single reason....i hate myself so much yet i stil like myself more than anyone else does.
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Anonymous #2
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Find something new to bring you joy. Success is a subjective thing so obviously you're thinking way too hard. I felt that way at one point. I got into making artwork and I found a new passion. It changed my life.
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Anonymous #3
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Replace your marijuana habbit with a hobby, such as reading or gardening....a month of no pot and im sure you will find light.
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Anonymous #4
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Anonymous #5
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Quote:
Anonymous #3 said: Replace your marijuana habbit with a hobby, such as reading or gardening....a month of no pot and im sure you will find light.
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Anonymous #6
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Anonymous #5 said:
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Anonymous #3 said: Replace your marijuana habbit with a hobby, such as reading or gardening....a month of no pot and im sure you will find light.

I also agree with cutting pot out. I love the shit out of weed dont get me wrong. But ive also seen it freeze many friends in an emotional state of shambles.
Let the smoke clear bro.
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Anonymous #7
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Anonymous #3 said: Replace your marijuana habbit with dmt, ....a month of no pot and im sure you will find light.
I agree with this guy
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Anonymous #8
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You know the answer yourself... I was like you
everyday smoking does that sometimes, if you can't control it, most people can't
quit smoking, then you get rid of the negative thoughts automatically after a few months...
then everything turns around
more motivation when not smoking... less social anxiety compared to smoking lots each day
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Anonymous #9
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one word: booze and some good music
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Anonymous #10
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Make an effort to make other people happy.. you'll see an immediate effect upon yourself. Learn some dirty jokes, volunteer, whatever.. if you make some other poor idiot smile, you'll feel a new high.
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