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Going to Waste
    #18963677 - 10/11/13 12:04 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

You've Got,
A Hold of me,
Again...

How long,
Have you been,
..My closest friend..

Saw me through
All those nights,
That felt like they, would never end.

All those fights,
With myself,
Only knowing how to call
On you for help...

Oh,
How Dependent I have become
Trying to be me,
While you keep me being someone else.

And look how far we have come,
Trying not to acknowledge,
All the questions deep inside.
Thinking of how I forgot myself,
They arise.

Not just trying, I'm doing
Everything I know intuitively,
to bring my heart out into everything,
This is as real as I get!
And as close, to admitting, as I'll get
That I have a problem,
And I live inside of it,
It's eating my soul alive,
Somehow my ego survived it,
as if,
It doesn't know it's going to die yet.

But,
that's what I get.

Stuck in tomorrow,
It came so fast,
One moment I was wishin'
The infinite in me would last,
But now I'm relying on visions,
Looking back at glimpses,
in my past,
to gain insight, on how to get it ALL back.

Never realized I was so off track,
until I couldn't go back.
Soul mates walked passed,
fates wait on souls who forgot their paths...
Everything just is, nothing good or bad
Choices gain significance as you
travel farther ahead.
Gotta live a little for this to make sense,
Gotta have been where few go
Know where not to go again,
to understand the importance,
of beig consciously aware
in every moment,
Think you aint shit
Base your decisions on this,
end up in shitty positions,
Asking God why?
Cause it can be hard, to look out,
From inside, focus on the you,
You need to find.

When you're obsessed
with yourself,
Your problems have become,
Bigger than the help.

Soon you won't have a chance,
Killing yourself.

Feeding the mental parasites,
that feel so real,
Getting in the way of everyday life,
Just having to deal
Is too much for myself,
Personally i need to feel,
to escape from myself.

Tied to so many illusions,
Money, cars, pretty women,
Drugs, and alcohol...
The night life in the city,
always bound to call.
Love being surrounded by culture,
living for a night, like we're rich.
Drinking in v.i.p. makes me,
feel so fuckin' associated.

Stayin' way too sedated,
weed in the safe, with the zip locks and scales.
Weed dryin' out that aint for sale.
I can get it all,
Made all the wrong connections,
But atleast I can fuck myself up without question..
People think I aint shit,
But they need to try me
Find out I'm dangerous
Skinny white boy doesn't give a shit
Aimless
Lost everything I came here for
I'm just trying to live
Yet they'll always take more
if you don't have money,
Your soul is a prime candidate.
All these fucking zombies
Half awake just capable enough,
of completing tasks throughout the day,
But they never ask about
who threw out their days,
why their livin' lies
lettin' their only slot of time
go to waste.


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