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musicmonger
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Shroom Trip...angry at so many things
#18949313 - 10/08/13 12:08 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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hey so yesterday i ate 2 gs of these golden teachers which are an awesome strain. i was with 1 kid who was tripping with me and another who was not. we started coming up and everything was awesome. We were spinning light and fire poi outside and we were drawing on our giant mirror and playing guitar and doing artistic things. it was sick.
it got to a point where everything was super real and things started to get to me. 
We were in such a blissful perfect state that i started really hating on language..i felt like everything i try and say would just take people out of their state so i started feeling this huge urge to not want to speak or really do anything but further my self.
what started happening was I slowly but surely started putting these blocks on me in my own head like i was creating an ego which was EXTREMELY counter productive to everything that was so blissful. And now im back in this semi depressive state of i want things but i have everything i need in reality and i shouldnt let this get to me.
Ive been having a hard time recently with my self and confidence and a lot of times i just wanna put myself back in the mindset of smoking more pot and more this and more that and honestly all i wanna do is find the most amazing girl friend so i can put love back into the universe but that doesnt happen over night so i keep putting myself back into this loop of unexpressiveness.
lifes crazy. why cant all be blissful? as soon as u think of things in your life it creates stress and puts so much burden on you.
how does one go about every day life? does one have to acknoledge another person or is it better to ignore them?
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Beown1337
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Re: Shroom Trip...angry at so many things [Re: musicmonger]
#18949367 - 10/08/13 12:21 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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musicmonger said: hey so yesterday i ate 2 gs of these golden teachers which are an awesome strain. i was with 1 kid who was tripping with me and another who was not. we started coming up and everything was awesome. We were spinning light and fire poi outside and we were drawing on our giant mirror and playing guitar and doing artistic things. it was sick.
it got to a point where everything was super real and things started to get to me. 
We were in such a blissful perfect state that i started really hating on language..i felt like everything i try and say would just take people out of their state so i started feeling this huge urge to not want to speak or really do anything but further my self.
what started happening was I slowly but surely started putting these blocks on me in my own head like i was creating an ego which was EXTREMELY counter productive to everything that was so blissful. And now im back in this semi depressive state of i want things but i have everything i need in reality and i shouldnt let this get to me.
Ive been having a hard time recently with my self and confidence and a lot of times i just wanna put myself back in the mindset of smoking more pot and more this and more that and honestly all i wanna do is find the most amazing girl friend so i can put love back into the universe but that doesnt happen over night so i keep putting myself back into this loop of unexpressiveness.
lifes crazy. why cant all be blissful? as soon as u think of things in your life it creates stress and puts so much burden on you.
how does one go about every day life? does one have to acknoledge another person or is it better to ignore them?
life's a bitch, get used to it..
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musicmonger
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Re: Shroom Trip...angry at so many things [Re: Beown1337]
#18949375 - 10/08/13 12:22 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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it shouldnt be like it is tho
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HerrHase
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Re: Shroom Trip...angry at so many things [Re: musicmonger]
#18949442 - 10/08/13 12:37 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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We were in such a blissful perfect state that i started really hating on language..i felt like everything i try and say would just take people out of their state so i started feeling this huge urge to not want to speak or really do anything but further my self.
what started happening was I slowly but surely started putting these blocks on me in my own head like i was creating an ego which was EXTREMELY counter productive to everything that was so blissful. And now im back in this semi depressive state of i want things but i have everything i need in reality and i shouldnt let this get to me.
Seems like you've been tripping with the wrong people (especially having sober people around can cause weard situations and nervousness, probably leading to bad experiences).
I experience a thing similar to this when I trip with people I hardly know, you say something and it seems like the other is totally irritated when in reality they act absolutely normal. Tripping people tend to over-interpret things quite quickly...
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Beown1337
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Re: Shroom Trip...angry at so many things [Re: HerrHase]
#18949468 - 10/08/13 12:44 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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We were in such a blissful perfect state that i started really hating on language..i felt like everything i try and say would just take people out of their state so i started feeling this huge urge to not want to speak or really do anything but further my self.
what started happening was I slowly but surely started putting these blocks on me in my own head like i was creating an ego which was EXTREMELY counter productive to everything that was so blissful. And now im back in this semi depressive state of i want things but i have everything i need in reality and i shouldnt let this get to me.
Seems like you've been tripping with the wrong people (especially having sober people around can cause weard situations and nervousness, probably leading to bad experiences).
I experience a thing similar to this when I trip with people I hardly know, you say something and it seems like the other is totally irritated when in reality they act absolutely normal. Tripping people tend to over-interpret things quite quickly...
thats why i always trip alone in my home.
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Re: Shroom Trip...angry at so many things [Re: Beown1337]
#18949541 - 10/08/13 01:06 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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Well finding the most amazing girl is gonna be an extremely hard goal to achieve. A lot of women or bossy, manipulative, self absorbed, greedy, deceptive, and disloyal. Many men are the same way of coarse, people just aren't very good. You should first focus on being content with what you do have and trying to be the best person you can be. There are good women out there, but they are outnumbered by the bad ones, same story with men.
Try to get yourself as upbeat and positive as possible and be kind and generous to others (not just your family or friends, everyone decent does that). Help those in need, whether they be friends or a homeless guy you see around town. Ignore selfish people and liars, don't get bogged down in their pettiness. Trips can be very introspective, but as long as you are working on truly positive things in your daily life you'll be fine, even if you get overcome with petty thoughts on a psychedelic ride.
You are probably fairly young, if you are, self confidence builds as you get older. Tripping should help you with confidence, or at the very least not caring much about what others think of you. That in itself goes a long way towards helping one feel better and at ease with themselves.
I hope you have many good journeys and easily shake off the rough ones
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Beown1337
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very true, finding the real partner is one of the hardest goals to achieve in life.
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psilocybinjunkie said: Well finding the most amazing girl is gonna be an extremely hard goal to achieve. A lot of women or bossy, manipulative, self absorbed, greedy, deceptive, and disloyal. Many men are the same way of coarse, people just aren't very good. You should first focus on being content with what you do have and trying to be the best person you can be. There are good women out there, but they are outnumbered by the bad ones, same story with men.
Try to get yourself as upbeat and positive as possible and be kind and generous to others (not just your family or friends, everyone decent does that). Help those in need, whether they be friends or a homeless guy you see around town. Ignore selfish people and liars, don't get bogged down in their pettiness. Trips can be very introspective, but as long as you are working on truly positive things in your daily life you'll be fine, even if you get overcome with petty thoughts on a psychedelic ride.
You are probably fairly young, if you are, self confidence builds as you get older. Tripping should help you with confidence, or at the very least not caring much about what others think of you. That in itself goes a long way towards helping one feel better and at ease with themselves.
I hope you have many good journeys and easily shake off the rough ones 
Wow, Junkie...that was extremely well worded and even heartfelt...You hit the nail on the head....excellent response. I would only add one thing to your response...OP, there must be pain, so that you appreciate feeling good....if life was blissful all of the time, then that would be just ordinary in your mind. There must be hurt, this often is the root of spiritual growth....so that one can feel and appreciate bliss. Spiritual growth is always realized after the fact....never during.   M
-------------------- Look Deep Into Nature,and Then You Will Understand Everything Better. Albert Einstein
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HerrHase
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Re: Shroom Trip...angry at so many things [Re: Thayendanegea]
#18954503 - 10/09/13 01:58 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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thats why i always trip alone in my home.
I enjoy tripping alone just because you can eliminate almost every distraction factor until you're only left with your own mind to explore... But on the other hand tripping with people you know and like can be a lot more fun (I laugh my ass off every time i trip in a group ), depends on what you're going for... I always wonder how people around here have very introspective trips while being around people!
Edited by HerrHase (10/09/13 02:27 PM)
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larry.fisherman
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Re: Shroom Trip...angry at so many things [Re: HerrHase]
#18954545 - 10/09/13 02:08 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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One of the biggest mistakes in life is dwelling on what we don't have because you miss out on what's important, and that's being alive. the second i stopped worrying is the second my life was worth living. stress is death and exactly the reason why so many trip out. it sounds like to me you are going in to tripping expecting something specific from yourself or the trip. it doesn't work that way. you can't always get what you want, but if you try some time you just might find you get what you need.
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sounds like a case of the ups and downs but ur not alone homie! getting a girl has been on my minds forefront for a while now since i started experiencing these higher levels , connecting my minds dots, feeling the love and longing for the real thing and someone to share it with, open your heart and your mind. if you aren't good at accomplishing tasks you will be soon enough, if something matters enough to you
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