Hey, so.. this is my next trip report. (it is happening right now so bare with me)
So i was wathing a movie, just relaxing and my friend asked me to come for a night out. I, with money problems, denied. But he persisted. Ferret is his name (i don't know why his name is Ferret) and he kept on ringing me and telling me to come for a night out.. I couldnt help but look at these shrooms i had stored, drying out, on the side.
I eventually gave in and had a lovely peanut butter sandwich laced with around 20 dried shrooms i had found.
I arrived at his flat and we pre drank like you normally would before a night out, and i watched the clock, 1 hour... 2 hours.. nothing, i didnt feel anything from these shrooms, and i thought they were a dud, maybe they had lost their potency sitting on my side for a week.
Anyway, we arrived at the night club, i could feel something different, almost a sense of control with the alcohol, no matter how much i drank, i couldn't lose my sense of control and i liked it. I kept drinking to see if i would feel drunk.
I eventually found myself in the smoking area talking to everyone, like i would if i was drunk. I am a very social drunk, like many, and i made many friends, but i felt in control (i am very sorry for my use of commas, i am in a state of awe right now and i need to take a lot of breaths of freash are).
My friends Will. I never normally hung with him but he was in the same friend group as me and we couldn't work out why we never hung out. But tonight, he was a very angry soul. He had a girlfriend but persisted on trying to get with this girl, and my other friend, Murph, kept trying him to stop.
Will didtnt like that murph was stopping him from getting with this girl and was getting very angry with murph. Because i still felt my sense of control, i felt like i could intervene. And i felt i did stop a fight. I took Will downstairs and took him for a cigarette. In the smoking area i started talking to more people and made more friends and will walked off.
IT WAS THIS POINT. i realised i was feeling the effects of the shrooms. I told everyone that he shouldnt be angry. He should feel the music and forget any anger he had, for no apparent reason. I started thinking about the world and the goodness it really had and i thought id leave.
I left the nightclub, and walked on my own 20minute walk. I nearly cried. I saw that the mushrooms really had kicked in and the colours were... indescribable. I wish, that Will could see what i was seeing and he would forgive everything and just enjoy life.
I was walking home as slowely as i could, i even tried taking a photo of what i was seeing. I wanted to enjoy what i was seeing. You know when your eyes can pick up lights and are naturally attracted to the lights. Well my eyes were naturally attracted to the colours. I had never seen so many colours. People say that when you take MDMA the colours stand out. I had personally taking MDMA many times but i had never seen what mushrooms (the kind you find every autumn laying and waiting in the fields) could reveal to me.
The colours were, and still are, like i am walking in a kids TV program. It is total bliss. I dont want this to stop.
I kind of felt like, why isn't life like this all the time. With colours standing out, and the ultra High Definition that my camera phone couldn't do justice for. But then it came to me. I shouldn't see this all the time. This should only be in moderation, so that i could appreciate it and try and show (what i have seen tonight) the rest of the world what a wonderful place LIFE really is.
But the problem is, ordinary people would not take mushrooms (drugs) because of the stigma attached. They think you get attached the drugs and end up dying or something stupid. So i have to show what i have seen in the art, whether it be paintings, photography or music. I need to show people how wonderful things can see.
Things are beautiful. I am sorry if my grammar has been stupid, or if i am not making sense. I just hope that i have.. i don't know, seen what others have seen.
anyway.. random trip report, sorry to anyone who has actually bothered to read all this. Goodnight, Monkriss
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