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Offlinezee007
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I'm loosing touch
    #18945347 - 10/07/13 03:21 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

My mind and body is falling apart, living off McDonald's, completely fucked up probation, the money i make is barley taking care of survival on top of keeping up with a poly drug use addiction. Putting whatever I can in my body at night to fight my insomnia, and amps to get me through the day. Lost all motivation, drive, productivity... My future is starting to look short and grim.

WAKE THE FUCK UP!!

So... Who's got it together in here?


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Re: I'm loosing touch [Re: zee007] * 1
    #18945360 - 10/07/13 03:24 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

I'm getting it together, it's not perfect but things are getting better as long as I stay focused and disciplined. I know which aspects of my life need to be improved upon, and what things are holding me back.

It sounds like you know what things need to be changed in your life, what things you should change. It's all up to you now, all you have to do is make the decision and put the work in for things to change.


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Re: I'm loosing touch [Re: zee007] * 1
    #18945361 - 10/07/13 03:25 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

Didn't people here warn you about this shit months ago?
So let me be the first to say "told you so".

Now, you should probably stop fucking around here and go work on getting more money or past your immature drug impulses.
How bad, really, is your situation? Are you in peril of homelessness, are you starving? Source of income?
I think your problems are mostly in your head or otherwise exaggerated. Time to wake up and deal with your problems.


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Re: I'm loosing touch [Re: zee007] * 1
    #18945363 - 10/07/13 03:25 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

I once felt trapped, as if nothing would get better. One day I woke up and decided enough with the benzos and other crap, I had to get my life together.

Id recommend you to go completely sober. Figure yourself out, Zee. Get on the right track, you can do it.

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Re: I'm loosing touch [Re: zee007]
    #18945368 - 10/07/13 03:26 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

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zee007 said:
the money i make is barley taking care of survival on top of keeping up with a poly drug use addiction.




But you don't spend money on drugs, I thought that's what we were told when a bunch of people paid for your fine. :smilingpuppy:

In all seriousness though, I barely got my shit together. In fact, I'm in the process of bundling the shit into one pile. :lol: Got the best paying job I've ever had in my life, but it's still not that great of pay and it's a shitty job. At least I can start saving to transfer to a university with my associates degree.

One step at a time.

Maybe you should start looking into finding a different job OP. It can't hurt to toss around applications while you are at McDonald's.


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Re: I'm loosing touch [Re: The5thElement] * 1
    #18945369 - 10/07/13 03:26 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

Cease all stimulant use. How much worse can it get?


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Re: I'm loosing touch [Re: zee007] * 1
    #18945377 - 10/07/13 03:28 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

You should lay off the McDonald's brah, it'll kill you :cookiemonster:

But srsly, been there done that.. Last year, and up until this March I was a fucking mess. Then I quit my drug use for 4 months, got to school and life is a lot better now.

Hang in there bro :peace:


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Re: I'm loosing touch [Re: zee007] * 1
    #18945378 - 10/07/13 03:28 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

How old are you? Have any goals?

You already know what you need to do. Chill with the drug use, atleast drop the amps and downers and stick with weed and Im sure that will free up some dough so you can start eating better and getting on top of bills and perhaps save for a car, school, etc..

The money you spend on McD's you could go to the supermarket and buy a few cans of tuna and perhaps some produce. At the grocery store I frequent they have a reduced produce rack where you can score fruit and veggies for cheap.

Don't get down on yourself man, just make the changes you need to make so you can shake the cloud that's been following you due to your poor choices. Every day set yourself a small goal and keep in mind you may need to sacrifice in order to reach them.


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Re: I'm loosing touch [Re: thedream]
    #18945400 - 10/07/13 03:34 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

the ceaseless junk pile.


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Re: I'm loosing touch [Re: akira_akuma] * 2
    #18945407 - 10/07/13 03:36 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

Do squats and eat oat meal!


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Re: I'm loosing touch [Re: rulesq]
    #18945423 - 10/07/13 03:39 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

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rulesq said:
You should lay off the McDonald's brah, it'll kill you :cookiemonster:

But srsly, been there done that.. Last year, and up until this March I was a fucking mess. Then I quit my drug use for 4 months, got to school and life is a lot better now.

Hang in there bro :peace:




sounds exactly like my situation even down to the rough time, high five for getting shit together :highfive:


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Re: I'm loosing touch [Re: zee007]
    #18945452 - 10/07/13 03:46 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

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My mind and body is falling apart, living off McDonald's, completely fucked up probation, the money i make is barley taking care of survival on top of keeping up with a poly drug use addiction. Putting whatever I can in my body at night to fight my insomnia, and amps to get me through the day. Lost all motivation, drive, productivity... My future is starting to look short and grim.

WAKE THE FUCK UP!!

So... Who's got it together in here?



i'm pretty much in the same boat man,


been feeling like a nut. but i am kinda used to it.


Mc donalds is evil shit, im almost happy they dont accept food stamps.



i been eating healthier kinda but not really. in fact i just got a craving for mountain dew and im gettin one.


fuck yea. I definitely feel out of touch but taking a break from hard drugs, drinking lots of fruit juice and working out has helped.


good luck, i blame the flouride.


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Re: I'm loosing touch [Re: Apostle] * 1
    #18945466 - 10/07/13 03:49 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

Blame yourselves. That's the one person truly accountable.


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Re: I'm loosing touch [Re: something super extreme]
    #18945470 - 10/07/13 03:50 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)



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Re: I'm loosing touch [Re: Lizard Eyes]
    #18945472 - 10/07/13 03:50 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

Eat cage free eggs, regular oatmeal (because of no sugar) with chopped bananas and squeeze fresh lemons on the bananas and oatmeal (especially the bananas, and drink it with hot tea. I finished drinking peppermint tea from Celestial Seasonings a little bit ago. Still feel fresh and amazing (took a shower with Dr. Bronner's organic peppermint soap bar which is also amazing).

Some other tea I like are green tea, green tea with lemon (I'd still squeeze lemon in there), blueberry tea, blackberry tea, etc.

Squeezing fresh lemons in water also makes my tummy feel warm and fuzzy a while.


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Re: I'm loosing touch [Re: zee007]
    #18945507 - 10/07/13 04:00 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

Hang in there zee :hug:


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Re: I'm loosing touch [Re: SprewellSleeve] * 4
    #18945519 - 10/07/13 04:04 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

Of all the stupid choices you're making, living offa mcdonalds is the worst. Like, dude, you could buy a couple pounds of ground beef a loaf of bread and a sack of potatoes for what it cots to eat there twice. You'd be eating better and saving money. Probably wouldn't feel so depressed that you had to self medicate all the time too. Fuck :facepalm:
Seriously, just spend all of your money on good food. You'll feel better overnight.


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Re: I'm loosing touch [Re: SprewellSleeve] * 1
    #18945524 - 10/07/13 04:06 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

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Eat cage free eggs, regular oatmeal (because of no sugar) with chopped bananas and squeeze fresh lemons on the bananas and oatmeal (especially the bananas, and drink it with hot tea. I finished drinking peppermint tea from Celestial Seasonings a little bit ago. Still feel fresh and amazing (took a shower with Dr. Bronner's organic peppermint soap bar which is also amazing).

Some other tea I like are green tea, green tea with lemon (I'd still squeeze lemon in there), blueberry tea, blackberry tea, etc.

Squeezing fresh lemons in water also makes my tummy feel warm and fuzzy a while.



oh wow, i didn't realize getting my shit together would be so easy!


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Re: I'm loosing touch [Re: claraclairvoyant] * 4
    #18945530 - 10/07/13 04:07 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

Starting the hippy asshole diet will cure all self-made problems.


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Re: I'm loosing touch [Re: akira_akuma]
    #18945555 - 10/07/13 04:13 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

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the ceaseless junk pile
wandering sentient filth





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Re: I'm loosing touch [Re: something super extreme]
    #18945564 - 10/07/13 04:16 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

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sVs said:
Blame yourselves. That's the one person truly accountable.



i'd never blame anyone else. at least not seriously.


Maybe a rant or two against big pharma but i know its my choice to indulge etc...



I'm happier now adays and i have a lot less. i don't even have a house or ten bucks to my name but shit is better than when i  had a bunch of ill gotten money to spoil my receptors with.

now i appreciate my highs alot more and roll with the lows as if they were a good thang.


i will admit though it kind of takes away from the experience, having to be responsible, especially with hard drugs. since i no longer accept daily use as an option when i do blast off i am always trying to hold onto the feeling.



i know you mean well though. just thought id share. even H and Coke etc.. CAN be enjoyed responsibly but they are so much more fun when you have nothing to live for. now that i respect my life its like i almost feel guilty when i use H ard droogs.


well ima stop before i ramble on


sing my song


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Re: I'm loosing touch [Re: claraclairvoyant]
    #18945592 - 10/07/13 04:23 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

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Quote:

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Eat cage free eggs, regular oatmeal (because of no sugar) with chopped bananas and squeeze fresh lemons on the bananas and oatmeal (especially the bananas, and drink it with hot tea. I finished drinking peppermint tea from Celestial Seasonings a little bit ago. Still feel fresh and amazing (took a shower with Dr. Bronner's organic peppermint soap bar which is also amazing).

Some other tea I like are green tea, green tea with lemon (I'd still squeeze lemon in there), blueberry tea, blackberry tea, etc.

Squeezing fresh lemons in water also makes my tummy feel warm and fuzzy a while.



oh wow, i didn't realize getting my shit together would be so easy!



He's living off McDonald's, it probably would make him feel so much better.


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Re: I'm loosing touch [Re: SprewellSleeve]
    #18945622 - 10/07/13 04:31 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

yeah, a healthy diet, exercise, and a decent sleeping schedule will do wonders. As well as ceasing
the hard drug use. zee, i totally recommend only using stimulants when you absolutely need
them. i warn you though, you'll feel like shit for a few weeks. Pick up the poly drug use when your
life is more stable, just use them as tools for now. i've been in that situation before man, and
even though i do not have it all together right now. Im sure as hell on my way. Good luck, you can
do this.


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Re: I'm loosing touch [Re: zee007] * 1
    #18946090 - 10/07/13 06:21 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

Zee you know you can always PM me if you feel the need to vent your thoughts out to someone, I won't approach anything you say with anything less than an open mind and a complete lack of judgement.

A few years back I used to be hella depressed nd paranoid, my world perspective was grim and thinking that nothing would ever change. These days I think I'm a pretty well-rounded put together person, things do change

It'll all be okay. I think recognizing that there's problems you need to deal with says you're off better than a lot of people.


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Re: I'm loosing touch [Re: zee007] * 1
    #18946176 - 10/07/13 06:43 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

Go to a detox and try and get some clean time, otherwise you are just putting off the inevitable.  Why live that lifestyle, if you really want to get your shit together just stop and try and make some serious changes.  Its like every drug addict (me included) I have ever met wants to do the least possible and wants the best outcome.  Kicking is fucking hard, and it requires some serious fucking commitment.  Personally, I would rather have a few months clean time living homeless eating out of soup kitchens than having drugs completely control my life and my finances.  Some people need to be willing to give up everything to get clean, guess it depends on how much you want it.  I had a problem with opiates though, which is completely different than a marijuana/benzos/adderall addiction.


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Re: I'm loosing touch [Re: zee007] * 1
    #18946319 - 10/07/13 07:13 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

Id like to think ive got it together. Drug free, which is probably the biggest contributor to the success of my every day. That includes no alcohol or tobacco. Just healthy homecooked food, exercise, lots of me-time, time with my girlfriend, and work. things are going good, and im happy with and accept who I am, have been for a very long time, regardless of my faults and/or mistakes I make.

The probation will go away.  The insomnia will probably go away. Just try to start taking care of your body and things will usually get better. Stop eating that god-awful fast food if youd like to start feeling better. Fruits, Veggies, and protein such as Fish (helps fight depression), chicken, eggs. If you want some good recipes let me know. Shit is way more affordable and tastes about 100x better than any fast food you could buy.


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Re: I'm loosing touch [Re: ManianFH] * 1
    #18946327 - 10/07/13 07:15 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

Im keeping it together because Im an adult with responsibilities.

But you can bet your fucking ass that if I didnt need to pay any bills and could live life without any responsibilities, Id be balls deep in heavy drugs. Or Id prob be dead because of the drugs.


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Re: I'm loosing touch [Re: fapjack]
    #18946332 - 10/07/13 07:16 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

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fapjack said:
  Some people need to be willing to give up everything to get clean, guess it depends on how much you want it.  .



survival as a priority definitely makes the op8 w/d seem less pertinent.


it still sucks but u HAVE to keep moving to shelter and feed yerself,(being homeless) .just keeping the body in motion(even though you don't want to) helps the w.d.


i can't tell you how many places i had to stop in just to shit up a storm during my last few kicks.


the exhaustion helped me knock out even WITH some rls.


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Re: I'm loosing touch [Re: Lynnch]
    #18947170 - 10/07/13 10:08 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

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sVs said:
Didn't people here warn you about this shit months ago?
So let me be the first to say "told you so".

Now, you should probably stop fucking around here and go work on getting more money or past your immature drug impulses.
How bad, really, is your situation? Are you in peril of homelessness, are you starving? Source of income?
I think your problems are mostly in your head or otherwise exaggerated. Time to wake up and deal with your problems.




Nah my situation in the OP isn't exaggerated, may have came off a little strong, I understand there are a lot more people worse off than me. I have changed a lot over the passed several months for the better. I was on the verge of moving forward, but life happened and I made mistakes. Could have used better judgement when it came to my decision making.

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zee007 said:
the money i make is barley taking care of survival on top of keeping up with a poly drug use addiction.




But you don't spend money on drugs, I thought that's what we were told when a bunch of people paid for your fine. :smilingpuppy:

In all seriousness though, I barely got my shit together. In fact, I'm in the process of bundling the shit into one pile. :lol: Got the best paying job I've ever had in my life, but it's still not that great of pay and it's a shitty job. At least I can start saving to transfer to a university with my associates degree.

One step at a time.

Maybe you should start looking into finding a different job OP. It can't hurt to toss around applications while you are at McDonald's.




C'mon man you had to bring that up... At the time, no I wasn't spending my money on drugs, and only about 10% of what I make is spent on drugs. The amps I mention are just vyvanse which is completely covered by insurance. Money isn't the most of my worries, but it is one, and I clearly didn't spend every dime I had efficiently.

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Of all the stupid choices you're making, living offa mcdonalds is the worst. Like, dude, you could buy a couple pounds of ground beef a loaf of bread and a sack of potatoes for what it cots to eat there twice. You'd be eating better and saving money. Probably wouldn't feel so depressed that you had to self medicate all the time too. Fuck :facepalm:
Seriously, just spend all of your money on good food. You'll feel better overnight.




Ehh the reason why I eat McDonald's is because it's free (I work there), instead of throwing out food waste at the end of the day I bring it home . You are definitely right though I gotta stop that shit. I swear working at McDonalds is just as bad as eating there...



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Re: I'm loosing touch [Re: zee007]
    #18947286 - 10/07/13 10:31 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

Im with ya... I got myself in a shitty situation. I was gettin bad on oxy's to where that's all I'd think about. NOW I've got a fucking 12 hour shift job thats really physically demanding and want pills to get through the shifts even more. I need to fix this shit quick...don't want to be spending all my money on pills to get through work or just enjoy my days off...need to start enjoying the simple things again like college football and beer, without pills. the river, snowboarding, camping, going out...volunteering @ the farm...eating healthy. I'm heading down a bad road and I know it. Furthermore I'm in possession offff 75 mg of oxy right now and already balls deep in a long run on em (probably 2 weeks if not more)so almost guaranteed withdrawals working 12 hour shifts is hard to face. REALLY hard to face. fuck


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Re: I'm loosing touch [Re: berdinwall]
    #18947300 - 10/07/13 10:34 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

Hydrocodone is my weakness. Im glad I dont have a connect for it (which is surprising because i live in the "california" of pain pills) because I would be hooked bad. Ill probably pick up the addiction when Im in my 70s and ready to die


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Re: I'm loosing touch [Re: Nimpo]
    #18947393 - 10/07/13 10:51 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

I wish you the best Zee. Trying going sober for a week, small steps man. Work out and get a girl, bitches help out a ton!


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Re: I'm loosing touch [Re: Sham87]
    #18947465 - 10/07/13 11:07 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

Ah man, it's hard to argue with free. But that almost makes me more worried for you, you're not exaggerating, you eat mcdonalds for practically every meal? You're basically reenacting Super Size Me, that can't be good for you. Get the hell out of that scumpit!

Just remember that it's your life, you make your decisions, you have the power to change things. If nothing else, you can at least change how you live.


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Re: I'm loosing touch [Re: Lynnch]
    #18947481 - 10/07/13 11:12 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

I read somewhere that if you have regular anal sex it counter acts the negative effects of fast food... I don't remember where though exactly, but I think I read it off of a stall in a BK men's room.


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Re: I'm loosing touch [Re: fapjack]
    #18947486 - 10/07/13 11:13 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

Makes sense.


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Re: I'm loosing touch [Re: Sham87]
    #18947491 - 10/07/13 11:14 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

TBH it's the wrong time to become a rainbow, but work hard this fall/winter and do a spring/summer live-off-the-land-esque adventure and visit the Rainbow Gatherings. Those are people who, like you, were caught in the slog of life until they found fellow travelers who had gotten lost in society.

I've never been to a Rainbow Gathering, but I think you should try to make it to one next year, let that be your goal: Save up whatever amount of money you can this winter to go live outside for free the vast majority of the late spring/summer.

Unless you're in a warm weather climate, in which case you should do all of this NOW

Drugs won't fix you, healthy food won't fix you, you need a massive paradigm shift. Maybe then you'll be inspired to seek out an actual career.


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Re: I'm loosing touch [Re: fapjack] * 3
    #18947503 - 10/07/13 11:16 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

The last interesting stall-art I saw was for a very tough gang of OG niggas calling themselves the Alvord Crisps.
Poor spelling, or creative advertising for a new brand of potato chips. You decide.


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    #18947509 - 10/07/13 11:18 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

Crisps vs. Bolds.


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Re: I'm loosing touch [Re: something super extreme]
    #18947963 - 10/08/13 02:16 AM (10 years, 3 months ago)

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The last interesting stall-art I saw was for a very tough gang of OG niggas calling themselves the Alvord Crisps.
Poor spelling, or creative advertising for a new brand of potato chips. You decide.




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Re: I'm loosing touch [Re: koods]
    #18947992 - 10/08/13 02:36 AM (10 years, 3 months ago)

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The last interesting stall-art I saw was for a very tough gang of OG niggas calling themselves the Alvord Crisps.
Poor spelling, or creative advertising for a new brand of potato chips. You decide.



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Crisps vs. Bolds.






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Re: I'm loosing touch [Re: zee007]
    #18948023 - 10/08/13 03:03 AM (10 years, 3 months ago)

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My mind and body is falling apart, living off McDonald's, completely fucked up probation, the money i make is barley taking care of survival on top of keeping up with a poly drug use addiction. Putting whatever I can in my body at night to fight my insomnia, and amps to get me through the day. Lost all motivation, drive, productivity... My future is starting to look short and grim.

WAKE THE FUCK UP!!

So... Who's got it together in here?






Man, it's okay... I feel ya too.

Been on benzos just to sleep most of the last month, drinking heavily the rest of the time. Quitting cigs is good all around but making it all harder. I work at McDonalds too and have credit card debt at at least 28% api for each account that's gone from $3000 to almost $4000 this summer while I paid on it as best I could and didn't put even a penny on any of those charge accounts.


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Re: I'm loosing touch [Re: SprewellSleeve]
    #18948074 - 10/08/13 03:35 AM (10 years, 3 months ago)

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Eat cage free eggs, regular oatmeal (because of no sugar) with chopped bananas and squeeze fresh lemons on the bananas and oatmeal (especially the bananas, and drink it with hot tea. I finished drinking peppermint tea from Celestial Seasonings a little bit ago. Still feel fresh and amazing (took a shower with Dr. Bronner's organic peppermint soap bar which is also amazing).

Some other tea I like are green tea, green tea with lemon (I'd still squeeze lemon in there), blueberry tea, blackberry tea, etc.

Squeezing fresh lemons in water also makes my tummy feel warm and fuzzy a while.



oh wow, i didn't realize getting my shit together would be so easy!



He's living off McDonald's, it probably would make him feel so much better.



Idk how it is in the U.S, but in here if you barely survive with the money you make, you can't afford any goddamn organic/free range products, let alone fresh fruits everyday :shrug:


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Re: I'm loosing touch [Re: zee007]
    #18948147 - 10/08/13 04:31 AM (10 years, 3 months ago)

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the money i make is barley taking care of survival on top of keeping up with a poly drug use addiction.




But you don't spend money on drugs, I thought that's what we were told when a bunch of people paid for your fine. :smilingpuppy:

In all seriousness though, I barely got my shit together. In fact, I'm in the process of bundling the shit into one pile. :lol: Got the best paying job I've ever had in my life, but it's still not that great of pay and it's a shitty job. At least I can start saving to transfer to a university with my associates degree.

One step at a time.

Maybe you should start looking into finding a different job OP. It can't hurt to toss around applications while you are at McDonald's.




C'mon man you had to bring that up... At the time, no I wasn't spending my money on drugs, and only about 10% of what I make is spent on drugs. The amps I mention are just vyvanse which is completely covered by insurance. Money isn't the most of my worries, but it is one, and I clearly didn't spend every dime I had efficiently.





Yes I had to bring that up, I couldn't let an opportunity like that pass by. :lol: I was just busting your balls (obviously, which is why I gave some advice after that paragraph that you happily ignored when replying to me). I can't talk shit, I probably blow more money on stupid shit in a week than you do in a month.


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