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st1llnox
dx'd PTSD/ADHD--please don't ask



Registered: 11/27/12
Posts: 7,312
Loc: 913 KANSAS CITY 816
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Re: I'm loosing touch [Re: zee007]
#18948023 - 10/08/13 03:03 AM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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zee007 said: My mind and body is falling apart, living off McDonald's, completely fucked up probation, the money i make is barley taking care of survival on top of keeping up with a poly drug use addiction. Putting whatever I can in my body at night to fight my insomnia, and amps to get me through the day. Lost all motivation, drive, productivity... My future is starting to look short and grim.
WAKE THE FUCK UP!!
So... Who's got it together in here?
Man, it's okay... I feel ya too.
Been on benzos just to sleep most of the last month, drinking heavily the rest of the time. Quitting cigs is good all around but making it all harder. I work at McDonalds too and have credit card debt at at least 28% api for each account that's gone from $3000 to almost $4000 this summer while I paid on it as best I could and didn't put even a penny on any of those charge accounts.
God hates us all. Heaven for the weather, hell for the company, as they say.
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rulesq
Bad Mogambo



Registered: 05/10/13
Posts: 5,317
Loc: Суомалиа
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SprewellSleeve said: Eat cage free eggs, regular oatmeal (because of no sugar) with chopped bananas and squeeze fresh lemons on the bananas and oatmeal (especially the bananas, and drink it with hot tea. I finished drinking peppermint tea from Celestial Seasonings a little bit ago. Still feel fresh and amazing (took a shower with Dr. Bronner's organic peppermint soap bar which is also amazing).
Some other tea I like are green tea, green tea with lemon (I'd still squeeze lemon in there), blueberry tea, blackberry tea, etc.
Squeezing fresh lemons in water also makes my tummy feel warm and fuzzy a while.
oh wow, i didn't realize getting my shit together would be so easy!
He's living off McDonald's, it probably would make him feel so much better.
Idk how it is in the U.S, but in here if you barely survive with the money you make, you can't afford any goddamn organic/free range products, let alone fresh fruits everyday
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Everlong
King of the Neckbeards


Registered: 03/24/08
Posts: 9,087
Loc: Poconos
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Re: I'm loosing touch [Re: zee007]
#18948147 - 10/08/13 04:31 AM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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zee007 said: the money i make is barley taking care of survival on top of keeping up with a poly drug use addiction.
But you don't spend money on drugs, I thought that's what we were told when a bunch of people paid for your fine. 
In all seriousness though, I barely got my shit together. In fact, I'm in the process of bundling the shit into one pile. Got the best paying job I've ever had in my life, but it's still not that great of pay and it's a shitty job. At least I can start saving to transfer to a university with my associates degree.
One step at a time.
Maybe you should start looking into finding a different job OP. It can't hurt to toss around applications while you are at McDonald's.
C'mon man you had to bring that up... At the time, no I wasn't spending my money on drugs, and only about 10% of what I make is spent on drugs. The amps I mention are just vyvanse which is completely covered by insurance. Money isn't the most of my worries, but it is one, and I clearly didn't spend every dime I had efficiently.
Yes I had to bring that up, I couldn't let an opportunity like that pass by. I was just busting your balls (obviously, which is why I gave some advice after that paragraph that you happily ignored when replying to me). I can't talk shit, I probably blow more money on stupid shit in a week than you do in a month.
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