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zee007
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I'm loosing touch
#18945347 - 10/07/13 03:21 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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My mind and body is falling apart, living off McDonald's, completely fucked up probation, the money i make is barley taking care of survival on top of keeping up with a poly drug use addiction. Putting whatever I can in my body at night to fight my insomnia, and amps to get me through the day. Lost all motivation, drive, productivity... My future is starting to look short and grim.
WAKE THE FUCK UP!!
So... Who's got it together in here?
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The5thElement
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Re: I'm loosing touch [Re: zee007] 1
#18945360 - 10/07/13 03:24 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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I'm getting it together, it's not perfect but things are getting better as long as I stay focused and disciplined. I know which aspects of my life need to be improved upon, and what things are holding me back.
It sounds like you know what things need to be changed in your life, what things you should change. It's all up to you now, all you have to do is make the decision and put the work in for things to change.
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Re: I'm loosing touch [Re: zee007] 1
#18945361 - 10/07/13 03:25 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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Didn't people here warn you about this shit months ago? So let me be the first to say "told you so".
Now, you should probably stop fucking around here and go work on getting more money or past your immature drug impulses. How bad, really, is your situation? Are you in peril of homelessness, are you starving? Source of income? I think your problems are mostly in your head or otherwise exaggerated. Time to wake up and deal with your problems.
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VivaLaMushie
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Re: I'm loosing touch [Re: zee007] 1
#18945363 - 10/07/13 03:25 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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I once felt trapped, as if nothing would get better. One day I woke up and decided enough with the benzos and other crap, I had to get my life together.
Id recommend you to go completely sober. Figure yourself out, Zee. Get on the right track, you can do it.
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Re: I'm loosing touch [Re: zee007]
#18945368 - 10/07/13 03:26 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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zee007 said: the money i make is barley taking care of survival on top of keeping up with a poly drug use addiction.
But you don't spend money on drugs, I thought that's what we were told when a bunch of people paid for your fine. 
In all seriousness though, I barely got my shit together. In fact, I'm in the process of bundling the shit into one pile. Got the best paying job I've ever had in my life, but it's still not that great of pay and it's a shitty job. At least I can start saving to transfer to a university with my associates degree.
One step at a time.
Maybe you should start looking into finding a different job OP. It can't hurt to toss around applications while you are at McDonald's.
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smack
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Cease all stimulant use. How much worse can it get?
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Re: I'm loosing touch [Re: zee007] 1
#18945377 - 10/07/13 03:28 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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You should lay off the McDonald's brah, it'll kill you 
But srsly, been there done that.. Last year, and up until this March I was a fucking mess. Then I quit my drug use for 4 months, got to school and life is a lot better now.
Hang in there bro
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Re: I'm loosing touch [Re: zee007] 1
#18945378 - 10/07/13 03:28 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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How old are you? Have any goals?
You already know what you need to do. Chill with the drug use, atleast drop the amps and downers and stick with weed and Im sure that will free up some dough so you can start eating better and getting on top of bills and perhaps save for a car, school, etc..
The money you spend on McD's you could go to the supermarket and buy a few cans of tuna and perhaps some produce. At the grocery store I frequent they have a reduced produce rack where you can score fruit and veggies for cheap.
Don't get down on yourself man, just make the changes you need to make so you can shake the cloud that's been following you due to your poor choices. Every day set yourself a small goal and keep in mind you may need to sacrifice in order to reach them.
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akira_akuma
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Re: I'm loosing touch [Re: thedream]
#18945400 - 10/07/13 03:34 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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the ceaseless junk pile.
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Lizard Eyes
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Do squats and eat oat meal!
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Re: I'm loosing touch [Re: rulesq]
#18945423 - 10/07/13 03:39 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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rulesq said: You should lay off the McDonald's brah, it'll kill you 
But srsly, been there done that.. Last year, and up until this March I was a fucking mess. Then I quit my drug use for 4 months, got to school and life is a lot better now.
Hang in there bro 
sounds exactly like my situation even down to the rough time, high five for getting shit together
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Re: I'm loosing touch [Re: zee007]
#18945452 - 10/07/13 03:46 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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zee007 said: My mind and body is falling apart, living off McDonald's, completely fucked up probation, the money i make is barley taking care of survival on top of keeping up with a poly drug use addiction. Putting whatever I can in my body at night to fight my insomnia, and amps to get me through the day. Lost all motivation, drive, productivity... My future is starting to look short and grim.
WAKE THE FUCK UP!!
So... Who's got it together in here?
i'm pretty much in the same boat man,
been feeling like a nut. but i am kinda used to it.
Mc donalds is evil shit, im almost happy they dont accept food stamps.
i been eating healthier kinda but not really. in fact i just got a craving for mountain dew and im gettin one.
fuck yea. I definitely feel out of touch but taking a break from hard drugs, drinking lots of fruit juice and working out has helped.
good luck, i blame the flouride.
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Re: I'm loosing touch [Re: Apostle] 1
#18945466 - 10/07/13 03:49 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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Blame yourselves. That's the one person truly accountable.
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akira_akuma
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Eat cage free eggs, regular oatmeal (because of no sugar) with chopped bananas and squeeze fresh lemons on the bananas and oatmeal (especially the bananas, and drink it with hot tea. I finished drinking peppermint tea from Celestial Seasonings a little bit ago. Still feel fresh and amazing (took a shower with Dr. Bronner's organic peppermint soap bar which is also amazing).
Some other tea I like are green tea, green tea with lemon (I'd still squeeze lemon in there), blueberry tea, blackberry tea, etc.
Squeezing fresh lemons in water also makes my tummy feel warm and fuzzy a while.
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Re: I'm loosing touch [Re: zee007]
#18945507 - 10/07/13 04:00 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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Hang in there zee
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Of all the stupid choices you're making, living offa mcdonalds is the worst. Like, dude, you could buy a couple pounds of ground beef a loaf of bread and a sack of potatoes for what it cots to eat there twice. You'd be eating better and saving money. Probably wouldn't feel so depressed that you had to self medicate all the time too. Fuck  Seriously, just spend all of your money on good food. You'll feel better overnight.
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claraclairvoyant
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Quote:
SprewellSleeve said: Eat cage free eggs, regular oatmeal (because of no sugar) with chopped bananas and squeeze fresh lemons on the bananas and oatmeal (especially the bananas, and drink it with hot tea. I finished drinking peppermint tea from Celestial Seasonings a little bit ago. Still feel fresh and amazing (took a shower with Dr. Bronner's organic peppermint soap bar which is also amazing).
Some other tea I like are green tea, green tea with lemon (I'd still squeeze lemon in there), blueberry tea, blackberry tea, etc.
Squeezing fresh lemons in water also makes my tummy feel warm and fuzzy a while.
oh wow, i didn't realize getting my shit together would be so easy!
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Starting the hippy asshole diet will cure all self-made problems.
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