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What I believe to be my first high. Level 2? 5g shroom trip report. The morning after.
    #18939522 - 10/06/13 10:09 AM (10 years, 3 months ago)

I bought 6 grams of shrooms. I let my girl have 1g. She felt "nothing" but she was smiling and giggling and having a good time with my friend and his gf... which she usually cannot do. I told her if she starts to have fun I will eat them all... if she doesnt... I will give her more...

I decided in my mind after an hour that she was feeling something... so I ate 3.5 G. I waited and waited.. and knew it would be a while... and 20 mins later (I looked at the clock when i started lol) my friend and his girl were saying they felt high. So... I ate the rest. Total of 5g. Then... we watched stupid youtube videos of short stories... and weird looking things.... and i couldnt focus... i had no interest. After a while I was focused on Queen. I couldnt get Queen out of my head. I want it ALL. Yeeeaaaahh I want it ALL! I want it ALL! And I want it NOW! Adventure seeker.... you get the drift if you LOVE that song like I do.

Anyways.... he played bohemian rhapsody ... I didnt ask for the song I wanted to hear because I felt bad... even though I do enjoy the song. It was SO long. I couldnt even get through it. So my friend told me I couldnt name a song that came out in the passed 3 years... and I said bullshit.. I know the words to all the popular songs that come out that I like... which is a lot. I just love oldies more and look up the names lol. But... in my high state at that moment... I couldnt name a SINGLE band except Queen. I kept trying to think of summer of 69 by bryant adams..... but I COULDNT lol. And I love that song.  ONLY queen.

Anyways... I was feeling woobley and gooey... kinda enjoying my outstretched arms... enjoying the high to myself as the others watched videos. Even my girl was watching em and paying attention.

I started walking around and feeling like I was drunk. Very difficult to walk correctly... but i definitely wasnt going to fall.

I dont know how much time passed... but my girl left to our room. I sat on the couch and smoked a cig... enjoying my high... then decided to leave the room to comfort her. When I got there... I didnt comfort her... I kept enjoying my high. I kept trippin balls. And she enjoyed playing with me.... and I asked her if she did... she says yes... and I said I enjoy her playing with me... so she kept playing with me...

And eventually I got naked... and laid with her in beautiful nakedness... her and me.... just so NICE and WARM and GOOEY. It was incredible. I felt her love again. Something I havent felt since I was very young. I knew we were on a journey together. I knew my body was hers. I knew her body was mine.

I enjoyed it... for hours....

And then.... sex came. I could not become erect. I never have the problem of becoming erect. I always become erect from her. Sometimes I deny myself sex... because I under-perform... I recently had a surgery... that has completely destroyed my sexual performance... and I thought about my inability to satisfy her...

And BOOM! High was GONE. Love was GONE. I was ALONE again.

I laid there with her and told her my high was gone.... and she said she was sorry.... and I knew it wasnt her fault... I knew it was mine... and she could only come to the conclusion that she was to blame.... but she still loved me... and for me not to leave her.

It destroyed me. I attempted to sleep... but was restless... I felt no high... but I was talking in circles she says.... before I was marveling at the loop... now I was in the loop....

After hours of trying to cuddle... then trying to sleep alone... then trying to cuddle... then trying her holding me... then me holding her... then petting the cat.... I decided to take a bath.

I went into the bathroom... and sat on the toilet.... this is the slightly disgusting part.... and im sorry.... I touched my diarrhea. I felt it. I looked for the shrooms... and I saw them... and I loved them... I dont know.... I dont know....

My bath was full.... and I got into it... with my computer by my side...

I typed up a forum  post... you can go check it out to see what I wrote.... but I'm going to try and retell what happened....

The bath had gotten slightly cold... because I cant make a full bath on the hot water heater I have... it never makes the whole bath HOT as HELL lol. So I laid there for a while... and looked at my shower wall... the shadows were moving. Out right moving. The things hanging on the shower were falling down the walls. And I was NOT amazed. I simply saw a drug doing what everyone told me it did. But had never seen. So I drained the tub.... and I started the shower... which.... should be cold. As the water was out. I stepped into it... I felt a singe of burn. Like the beginning of the hot water... that would soon end....

I focused on nothing.... and I didnt bathe my head in the water. Just my body. I refused to put my head under there... I refused to give myself EVERYTHING that I wanted... I fought it.... and I fought it for a LONG time. And the water.... NEVER got cold. It stayed BURNING hot. I finally dunked my head under the showers spray... and enjoyed it to the fullest for what seemed like AGES. It was intense. I loved it. And then I realized what I just did.... I made that water hot. Maybe just to me? I dont know. But my bathroom was STEAMING. STEAMING!! Mirrors full FOG. Walking through a swamp HUMID! Lol.


I then went back to bed with my girl. And I thought.... and pondered what this meant.... after typing some very wild comments on the forums.... that I believed... and still do... (i think?)

And thought and thought.... and then found my love for my girl. I hugged her... and squeezed her... and felt her.... and at that point... my cat... who I always have to GRAB and force the bastard to let me pet him... CAME RIGHT TO ME. I came one arm around my girl... and I put my hand out before the cat. HE LICKED my hand! He demanded that I pet him! I refused. I refused. And he STAYED THERE. I then grabbed him by the throat... and forced him on his back... and KEPT him there. HE DID NOT bite. HE DID NOT scratch. He allowed my will upon him. And the second I thought to myself... "do my bidding" the cat.... ran off. He then only wanted to be by my girls feet. I was angered by this... so I thought about my anger... and the cat... got off the bed. And he ran around the room being mischevious. I then put him out of my mind... and went to my girl... and the cat came back. This time laying down on the bed. I started thinking about my dog... and how I mistreat him... not giving him the attention an old dog deserves... and he starts whining on the floor... having a bad dream... I felt bad... I then began to shout at the dog to stop.. to wake him  up... and I decided to think it. And the dog STOPPED. At that INSTANT. I then loved on and cuddle my girl... and she slept. And I slept.

Then... I woke up to her having a bad dream... and I said allowed... calm down my love... and she continued writhing... and making noises... I held her in my arms and I said again calm down my love. Nothing. She kept doing it. So I woke her up. And my arms calmed her. And my voice calmed her. And then again.... I could not sleep.

I feel as though my chi is my weakness and strength. When I finally slept... she had a bad dream. When I didnt sleep.... I put off bad chi that made everything angry. When I loved my girl purely.... my animals wanted to steal my chi.



I feel REBORN today. I feel MORE confused than when I started... but I feel REBIRTH. I dont know if I'm going to do drugs for a while. I might wait until I get some things in my life in order. Thats how I feel this morning.


Stomache aching (am I hungry?) I want to go for a nice long walk with my girl... but she is sleeping.... and it is cold outside.... which now effects me as well as her.


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"Mein Fuhrer!!!! I can WALK!!!!"



For every trolls head you sever... 10 more will spawn in its place.
For every 10 trolls you give advice to... 1 will listen.


Special thanks to shroompuncher for making the cool pic <3


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