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Mushrumours
Mushrumour



Registered: 08/21/11
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Weird
#18939412 - 10/06/13 09:39 AM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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I split an eighth yesterday for the first time in a while. It seems no matter how scared i get , or how strange and confusing things seem, the next day i still wish to have more.
-------------------- Your mind is your worst enemy. Never overthink.
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11nova
Bipolar Bear



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I know that feel man. Wait a few weeks and do a full eighth you'll have a great time if you're in a safe calm place with a good friend. Just wait a couple weeks for your tolerance to go down.
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krypto2000
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Re: Weird [Re: 11nova]
#18939543 - 10/06/13 10:13 AM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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Did you feel good after the confusion and fear had passed or was the whole trip like that? I generally expect some of that, but feel really cleansed afterwards. It's like all the buried emotions and negativities boil up, but then eventually clear and all that's left are the good things.
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Mushrumours
Mushrumour



Registered: 08/21/11
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The comedown was the only part that made me feel good. I was at peace and relaxed. But the past two times ive felt this anxious feeling while tripping. So much confusion and paranoia. I even end up going mute because i cant even figure out what to say or how to say it. I couldnt even tell my trip partner how i was feeling, i thought if i told him then it would spoil his time. I just think to myself and hide my thoughts. For the most part its been just plain scary.
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MystiqueMushroom

Registered: 11/01/11
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Loc: PNW
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SomeGuyX
The Ganja Mahn



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Quote:
Mushrumours said: The comedown was the only part that made me feel good. I was at peace and relaxed. But the past two times ive felt this anxious feeling while tripping. So much confusion and paranoia. I even end up going mute because i cant even figure out what to say or how to say it. I couldnt even tell my trip partner how i was feeling, i thought if i told him then it would spoil his time. I just think to myself and hide my thoughts. For the most part its been just plain scary.
I know how you feel about that man. But the best thing to do is calm your mind, relax (as much as you can). Maybe close your eyes for a minute and collect yourself. Communicating with your tripping buddy can be amazing, especially if you are on the same level. If you are feeling a little scared, let them know. And then change the setting - go outside. Get some fresh air. Usually this makes my anxiety dissipate within a few seconds 
Try not dosing too high next time, start out with a 1-1.5 grams and work your way up from there. Get comfortable with dosing yourself this way, and then go for a GOOD sized trip. Go with the flow. Don't let the anxiety run you, let it run THROUGH YOU. Through your breath, imagine with each breath it is exiting your body. And then live that intense mind fuckin' trip for a while.
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Mushrumours
Mushrumour



Registered: 08/21/11
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Imagining that does sound helpful. Ill keep it in mind for next time. Thanks!
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SnowDaze
Probably Relapsing on Heroin


Registered: 02/24/13
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it always feels good the next day cause its like you made it through something when you have a rough time and its like you are ready to take on the next challenge.
mushrooms are crazy
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If you get confused, listen to the music play
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