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Dough
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DMT confusion
#18938785 - 10/06/13 02:38 AM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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So I've done this tanish dmt I got at a festival and split maybe a .1 or possibly .15 between 2 blasts. First time was as things were getting packed up on the last day, was very slightly on edge about it and packed it on top of some weed took a few rips and on a subsequent hit knew it was time, felt the buzzing, closed my eyes and it started out with similar visuals to meditating on some shrooms but expanded tenfold into rapidly shifting patterns that were so divine and appealing, yet can't remember them even after a second stronger blast days later.
Second blast was with a miniscule amount but essentially vaporized in a crackpipe type setup and torch. was harsh as fuck and maybe held the smoke for a few moments. felt heavier buzzing and this time, no ear ringing recalled, but instead of enjoying the light shows was thrust a bit harder into the experience and learned a lesson and felt the need to lay back and close my eyes despite wanting them open this time. The visuals were different and felt slight notions of anxiety of others involved in my life, not to mention slight worry of my friend announcing he'd take a video at the same time i was heating the pipe. thought about my parents, a few friends and loved ones
the deemsters evoked the same feeling i've come to learn on my own, that i've been longing for love and if i had shared the blast off with a loved partner to soothe and keep me at ease, then i might be able to finally let go and sever that final connection you feel holding you back from a breakthrough, I hypothesize,
either way I've come to find the deems are not at all recreational and the next time i do it i have to SERIOUSLY meditate upon the instance and experience and use it inside a space more typical of a sanctuary, not rushed and jumped into. IT deserves respect.
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abltsandwich
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Re: DMT confusion [Re: Dough]
#18938787 - 10/06/13 02:42 AM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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DMT isn't anything to take lightly and I agree, it's not recreational at all.
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Agentchewy
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the amount of love ive felt on dmt, I didn't think existed,
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bishlap
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I dont get the lore, deems are too fast you dont remember anything and regardless how experienced you are they'll put you in "stuck like this forever" or "Oh shit im going to die" mode.
I reserve mine for mushroom come downs because for some reason I get the urge to go to sleep after a deem session even if still tripping a bit.
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Dough
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Re: DMT confusion [Re: bishlap]
#18941708 - 10/06/13 06:39 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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yea i wish i could remember the visuals, everything shifts so fast, music is also crucial, "when shall I be free" transferring to stamen of the shamen was a good choice, anything electronic or downtempo can be good, meditation music, anything relaxing.
Still need to have my eyes open for next time, maybe even do it alone.
but for now all its done is strongly reinforced a thought on the forefront of my mind, hopefully sometime soon i can be shown something new and exciting
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Re: DMT confusion [Re: Dough]
#18942221 - 10/06/13 08:24 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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it can definitely be confusing, and as bishop said, the "stuck here forever" feeling is sometimes unavoidable.
I've done it more than I can count, and I insist on doing it alone. Personally it's a much more relaxing way of doing it and with dmt there really isn't much a "sitter" or a friend could do for you anyways. Alone in silence has always treated me best
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Deathcore
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i get that on shrooms..
i seen my credits role but i was in a sequel simultaneously.. it was nuts.
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Dough said: IT deserves respect.

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Agentchewy said: the amount of love ive felt on dmt, I didn't think existed,

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bishlap said: I dont get the lore, deems are too fast you dont remember anything and regardless how experienced you are they'll put you in "stuck like this forever" or "Oh shit im going to die" mode.
I reserve mine for mushroom come downs because for some reason I get the urge to go to sleep after a deem session even if still tripping a bit.
I remember all of my experiences, tried enhanced leaf yet?
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CatchThirtythr33 said: Alone in silence has always treated me best
I agree except a few special occasions
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bishlap
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each E.L blend I tried gave me a pins and needles feeling that felt similar to salvia which FB doesnt cause.
I have tried every method I know of, I vary rarely indulge anymore except for a few tokes on a mush come down with the ash layering technique.
-------------------- "If you're not worried that you took way to much, you didn't take enough" - Terrence McKenna There is no soul, only the ego dies. The body was never yours.
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Re: DMT confusion [Re: bishlap]
#18942519 - 10/06/13 09:55 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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I think that it's something way too special to be slow. And while I never remember ALL of the visuals I can usually focus in on a specific one and remember that. Some of the patterns also come back to me long after I have the experience.
It isn't recreational in the sense that weed or mushrooms are, but it can be at low doses with a cloud pen or sprinkled on a bowl. It's fun to see the beginnings of it and see open eye field of view distortion at lower doses. If I had it in weight I would definitely do a small hit a day and breakthrough every week or month just because of the immense body euphoria.
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bishlap said: I dont get the lore, deems are too fast you dont remember anything and regardless how experienced you are they'll put you in "stuck like this forever" or "Oh shit im going to die" mode.
I reserve mine for mushroom come downs because for some reason I get the urge to go to sleep after a deem session even if still tripping a bit.
You are the first person I have ever heard say that deems "always" give you that "stuck forever like this" or "o shit I'm going to die" feeling. If you know what DMT is and have done any research on its effects then the thought that it might kill you should never come across your mind. Maybe it means you still don't trust it? And I don't see how something that you have experience with only last 10 minutes tops would ever give you that "stuck like this forever" feeling. I have only ever gotten that on boomers and after many uses I have come ot term with the fact that the only time that feeling is rational is if you wake up the day after and still feel like you're trippin hard.
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bishlap
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oh no, not always, but no matter how "experienced" I am or how meticulously I weigh my dose occasionally I go in "oh shit" mode for a few minutes until I come down a bit.
ive had a couple good experiences on it but most I just cant remember much of anything.
-------------------- "If you're not worried that you took way to much, you didn't take enough" - Terrence McKenna There is no soul, only the ego dies. The body was never yours.
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Re: DMT confusion [Re: bishlap]
#18942629 - 10/06/13 10:25 PM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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DMT is some crazy stuff, the last experience on it was both the most terrifying and somehow life affirming experience of my life...
"If you're not worried that you took way too much, you didn't take enough"
Ain't that about the truth!
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Dough
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it is a hell of a drug, the 1st time experienced ringing, second time did not but had a more efficient hit that got me buzzing all around and had trouble settling in and letting go(my own fault), i can only imagine it goes way deeper, if you blast off or break through do you just plop back and trip out automatically with no control? breaking through must be recognized when it does happen but the big thing it creating comparisons so I know what level is what
-------------------- Trippy Kit trippy mane
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