There have been multiple times on psychedelics that I have seen things (usually with my eyes closed) that 'feel' like I used to see when I was under ~10 years old. Like I will be tripping and see things, and then have a feeling like I am seeing the same thing I used to 'imagine' when I was a wee one. One main time I remember seeing things as a kid was when my mom had the vacuum running. I would close my eyes and just let my imagination go... Man do I miss being a fucking 6 year old, best time of my life hands down and up.
Here is a quote from a trip report I wrote a while back on mushrooms + a few large (for me) hits of weed, from this trip report. http://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Number/17986208/page/26
"I hadn't smoked in a few days and decided that now would be a good time. I was hoping the weed would give me a good boost in my trip intensity, and boy did it! I packed the bowl and took 3 big hits off of it, BLAST OFF! (I normally smoke half a small bowl and get fried) After that I do not remember opening my eyes for what seemed like 5 hours. I started having these amazing and crazy colorful CEV that seemed to just melt into a new pattern/shape/etc, hard to explain. I then realized that I had seen these patterns and colors before, but when I was a child. I tried to comprehend how that was possible, but I just had this feeling that when I was 5-10 years old I would be by myself with no one around and would experience these visuals. I didn't think anything of it/realize it when I was younger I suppose, but when I started to think about it now I thought "whoaa, I was a weird ass kid when I was younger" "is it normal that I was having these visions as a kid?" kind of stuff. As the visuals changed, different memories of friends and "big events" (soccer team, swim team, going to work with my mom, etc) I had in my childhood would become apparent in my mind and somehow correlate with the given visual, and it seemed to go in chronological order of some sort."
And then this past weekend I took a dose (tested and known to be lsd) that I have had for a while. Felt good during the concert I was at, nothing too crazy. Came back to my buddies house, had a few more beers, than attempted my first dab ever. The torch went out right before it got to me so my buddy tried something else, lighter I think, and I tried to hit it. I didn't think I was getting much, and then blew out a decent amount of smoke. The proceeded to hit my first ever gravity bong. whoaaa did that thing fuck me up. Instantly felt that something was weird with me. Took a piss outside, came back in and did not like how I was feeling. I am used to different, but this was different than different if that makes any sense. I was sitting in the kitchen talking with some people I know and everything around me felt like one of those visions I used to have as a kid, especially the tile on the floor. It was like I was seeing the exact same thing I used to see 18 years ago..
Anywho, I started to get worried I guess, and tried to find my one buddy who I have tripped with many of time just so I could realize that this was still reality. Found him and he immediately asked if I was alright, he could tell I was in a weird space. I talked with him for a second and felt 10000 time better, went back inside and felt weird again. Just couldn't shake that feeling that everything I was viewing was a complete replication from my childhood imaginations (I have come to the conclusion that the weed pushed me from about 20% to about 115% in a matter of minutes, I was tripping balls). I ended up going outside where our tents were set up, found a tent, shook it and asked if anyone was in it. No answer. I open it and climb inside and find out no one is in there and feel the most relieving sensation I have ever felt. I was so happy to put my head down and turn my mind of that was running at 500 mph. I felt reality move from like 5 different levels and then fall back into space into the one original reality I live by. I now wish I would have handled that situation differently because I feel like there could have been a lot to learn while I was in the state of mind. At least it was a new experience for me and I wasted it.. Well not a waste, but I feel it could have been much more productive.
I wish I knew what caused one to view these visions they had as a child. I doubt in any way they are important, but it just makes me wonder what psychedelics could do to promote these visions. I have noticed many times that I feel like a kid again when I trip, but this is more than just a feeling. I am pretty sure I have read a few reports in the past years with people mentioning that the see the same thing, but just wanted to check with others to see if it happens very often.
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Happened last time to me, i had visions of my childhood with eyes wide open, starring at one direction, it was amazing since i seemed to have completely forgot, but the effects of psilocybin somehow activate certain parts of our brain which only under psychedelic substances come to light, to say it like that. I was acting like a kid aswell, had a detailed trip report, you can check it out, maybe you felt somehow the same.
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