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Thoughts on a Damaged Mind * 1
    #18932032 - 10/04/13 04:33 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

just bored.. and writing.. and on adderall... so it kinda sucks. but thought id share it? :shrug:


Still on my downfall,
Weed smell, all around...
Used to be found,
Now I'm just lost,
Feelin' hell bound.

Ate a shroom, or 17
Can't explain what the fuck I seen
Just really able to give you a glimpse
But it aint enough
The way these kids 'trip'
Maybe they just weren't atheists
Seeing colors, pretty shit,
I lost my mind, writing reasons
Reasons I deserve to live,
Why I don't want to die.
Maybe that's what dark minds get
Never realized I was always connected,
to it,
Lost my connection,
Now I'm chasin' visions cause I know it exits.

Hope I aint already too far out,
But I know I don't know shit
And I hope heaven don't count me out
And I was never religious,
But I heard the sound
The one within this right brain transceiver,
Intuition never leads you astray until you leave her,
So I fucked up and didn't listen..
And I'm caught up, soul missin, in this sinners reverb.

I bet you didn't
take all this so serious either
But we gotta try another way,
Now that we gained the wisdom,
To know we aint supposed to be there.

Comin from the heart
I just want to be prepared,
I'm so fuckin blessed
to have a job but I don't care.
I ain't fuckin' comin' up
Livin' for another man who's already there,
Tryin' to find my own way
Hard without the partners that aren't there
I'm losin my drive, starin' at this paper
thinkin I need some different feeling
to put the ink there,
so I know it came from the
place where,
I'm always thinkin how this life,
ain't fair,
So if you haven't already seen it
I can take you there
The deepest holes in my brain
I've been diggin deeper
since I became self aware
I can make you more aware
of how we're all the same.

Need more drugs, or rehab,
I feel insane.

Either way,
I need to find a way,
to live in this place,
where all the lives are fake
And souls aren't acknowledged
Just livestock with posture
Gettin' brainwashed up and through college,
Everyone feeling so fuckin' entitled
It's childish,
Teaching your children to get good grades,
so one day, they'll be a high up personality,
and you'll  get rich never having to worry,
But multiply this shit by 700 million same stories,
this why we should be worried,
But it just remains ignored
The mass perception of reality blurred,
This world's absurd
And I can't believe I let
All this pain occur
Joined A society when I should of
Just hit the curb,
Walk the fuck away
trust fate I'd make away,
BBut it didn't happen that way,
I guess no one said I can't start today
Need to stop lookin' back
Missin' opportunities in my path

Hope this ain't for nothin'
Hope it means somethin' to someone
one day,
Need to get my shit together
So I can say fuck hope
Cause I'll know
I'm gonna make these
Dreams come true, even though
You and everyone else may think I won't
Just as good as these dudes sayin' their dope
Well I don't give a fuck
Cause when I hear em
I don't hear shit
I don't know how they get rich
I guess they just aint independent
Cause I know to make a statement
You gotta go through some trouble,
And these lame clean cut kids got no problems
besides the ones they fictiously rap about
to connect to a target audience,
so they know it will just have to work out.
and they know their consumers are ignorant
stupid fucks buyin cds about gettin rich,
Even though most will never get out,
Live their life broke as shit..
Lifes a fuckin game, it's just knowin
When to take it serious, at least,
in my experience.


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Re: Thoughts on a Damaged Mind [Re: psychotikfuck]
    #18932353 - 10/04/13 05:48 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

I liked it.


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Re: Thoughts on a Damaged Mind [Re: Synthe]
    #18933127 - 10/04/13 08:48 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

Quote:

Synthe said:
I liked it.




thanks so much:smile: check out my others if you get a chance! I'd really appreciate it!


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