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Beown1337
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A trip from strange to worse..
#18924439 - 10/03/13 03:43 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Hello, yesterday i had my seventh trip, the last one i had a week ago, but this one must have been the heaviest trip so far, even though it was just 5,5 g dried shrooms. Not much more than the times before. To keep it short i filter out the important things during this trip. It started as always, i looked at my wall and knewd it was just about to begin. I fell down on my carpet ( as always) and had visions of dreams i had in my entire life, visions of my childhood in school etc.. Than i started to act like an animal, like a wild animal, an ape! I made the same noises. It seemed like i have gained access to our primitive ancestors a Gene we still have inside of us, but restrained i guess.. it was a really interesting experience. After a while it started to get worse, really worse. I felt like my soul leaving my physical body, i felt so empty, my whole family seemed unfamiliar, my mom wasnt my mom, my dad wasnt my dad anymore, i felt completely alone and left out, i thought of myself i will not turn back to reality and end up as a mentally retarded, losing my job, everything, it felt like my ego was ripped apart, it was worse. That effect lasted for a an hour i guess and i was just about to accept this faith. When the effects started to become weaker i realized that i have somehow of a second chance, and everything will be normal again.. I felt like a baby, completely frightened and helpless in need for a woman to catch me up, i wanted to lay in the arms of my mom, sucking the tits as i did as a child, i was whining and felt like i needed the love and security of my mom, i wasnt me, not as i knew me.
Definately the worst, strangest trip i had so far, i never felt like telling someone my trips but this time, i just have to tell you, since it was so odd! Now i take break for a few weeks til i start again to trip, it was enough yesterday, the shrooms seemed to be pretty potent, didnt though i fuck up that bad on dose of 5.5 grams! But still it was somehow an intense experience. Also i notice at each tri pthat my whole muscles get floppy, a very nice relaxed state, my facemuscles also and i start to tear at the beginning of every trip, probably all sideeffects of the shrooms.
Edited by Beown1337 (10/03/13 03:49 AM)
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Re: A trip from strange to worse.. [Re: Beown1337]
#18924468 - 10/03/13 04:14 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Sounds like you ate some shrooms. This happens. It's a good thing.
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Re: A trip from strange to worse.. [Re: Beown1337]
#18924475 - 10/03/13 04:20 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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"sucking the tits of my mom"
lol
i had to type that out first
anyway..you had a good trip.. you embraced the gift of life. you've accepted your personal flaws and the not so fortunate conclusions life has to offer.
It wasnt strange at all. you probably got results you didnt expect.. like amazing visuals and laughter.. well thats not how every trip should be.. you got to learn..
a bad trip would be more like being in hell and thinking you are stuck there forever and ever and ever..
dont trip as often.. better your life and use what your trips taught you.
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Re: A trip from strange to worse.. [Re: Beown1337]
#18924480 - 10/03/13 04:27 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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5.5 grams is a high dose for most, friend.
I would be having just as intense a trip. Most of the time I keeps shroom doses at 2 grams or less. When I first started I ate quarters and had such intense experiences I gained respect for the Psilly stuff. Last time I tried to eat an eighth only got 3 grams in and I had crazy intense warping visuals. I seriously thought I got dosed with LSD Because when I was tripping way harder then I expected.
I was out at a hippie gathering in the woods. When I gazed up at the sky I kept getting convinced the entire sky was actually a gigantic UFO because the stars and gaseous space matter and cosmos were so bright they looked like alien ship lights. Mu friends pretty much had to tell me we weren't getting abducted. My friend was puking his guts out right next to the tent. He ate the same amount and has a very week inferior stomach (pukes from almost anything). He was no fun to trip with. In fact when it was just me and him he put Me in a dark not happy place. While he was puking I was hearing grateful dead music and my mind was creating machine gun fire noises. I was vividly imagining someone shooting up the gathering for no other reason than to commit evil upon the world. This thought ran so rampant in my head I was almost convinced it was About to happen. Luckily I'm lazy so I never do anything about those kinds of things. Haha!
So that was just 3 grams.... Be careful I've had friends Attempt suicide while out of their minds on psychs. Some in silly ways that would never kill them, some in not so silly ways....
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Re: A trip from strange to worse.. [Re: Everything]
#18925586 - 10/03/13 12:11 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Sounds like a trip to me
What parts of it are disturbing you the most?
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Re: A trip from strange to worse.. [Re: Beown1337]
#18925820 - 10/03/13 01:12 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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That's a good description of a typical trip. 
With enough times there you'll start to enjoy this kind of thing, and it becomes fun. 
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Re: A trip from strange to worse.. [Re: PrimalSoup]
#18926867 - 10/03/13 05:36 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Dude that sort of stuff happens when you trip. If you want to continue tripping, you have to accept that and learn from your experiences. Whatever is shown to you, you gotta go with it. Whether it's pleasant or not, it WILL come to you. At extreme velocities.
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Re: A trip from strange to worse.. [Re: SomeGuyX]
#18927190 - 10/03/13 06:33 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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SomeGuyX said: Dude that sort of stuff happens when you trip. If you want to continue tripping, you have to accept that and learn from your experiences. Whatever is shown to you, you gotta go with it. Whether it's pleasant or not, it WILL come to you. At extreme velocities.
Extreme velocities to be stressed
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What have you experienced then on larger doses?
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Re: A trip from strange to worse.. [Re: Jesus Cristo]
#18927898 - 10/03/13 08:29 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Everything gets faster and more intense... 
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Re: A trip from strange to worse.. [Re: PrimalSoup]
#18927997 - 10/03/13 08:45 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Did the fungus catch you slipping? A lot of times you trip the hardest when the fact that you ate mushrooms just manages to slip your mind. Often somebody telling the patient that they ingested whatever substance they ingested is enough to bring them back to reality and calm the trip down. This seems to be the case with mushrooms and especially salvia. Many times I'll place a little reminder somewhere around me or on my person so that I may happen across it if things go bad.
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Re: A trip from strange to worse.. [Re: PrimalSoup]
#18928380 - 10/03/13 09:57 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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PrimalSoup said: That's a good description of a typical trip. 
With enough times there you'll start to enjoy this kind of thing, and it becomes fun. 
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Definately the part when i felt my soul leaving my body and everyone who stood close to me like my family felt so extraneous and i felt completely alone, just like i never had somebody, thrown into the world without anyone. Pretty hard to explain and thought im gonna stuck this way, and end up as a mentally retarded. But that was just one part of my trip. I can classify this trip in 3 parts: At first i was happy, had visions of my childhood, and then suddenly acting like an ape. the second the part i just described. The third the part when i felt like a baby, anxious and in need of love and caring of my mom as a suckling.
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Re: A trip from strange to worse.. [Re: Beown1337]
#18928925 - 10/03/13 11:34 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Yeah, the "being stuck like this forever" is definitely a trip motif I've had more than a few times. 
Ain't it freaky? 
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Re: A trip from strange to worse.. [Re: Beown1337]
#18928956 - 10/03/13 11:46 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Beown1337 said: Than i started to act like an animal, like a wild animal, an ape! I made the same noises. It seemed like i have gained access to our primitive ancestors a Gene we still have inside of us, but restrained i guess..
By any chance have you watched the movie Altered States lately?
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Re: A trip from strange to worse.. [Re: PrimalSoup]
#18928978 - 10/03/13 11:51 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Most of those things seem pretty typical like people have said. It's interesting that you mention the ape motif though since I've had that too. For me it felt like language slowly started being broken down, and culture and goals and everything else I had set for myself did too, until it got to he point that I was some ape-thing. I didn't make the noises but I had lost most of my human consciousness I guess. Hard to explain but it was very interesting and intense
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Re: A trip from strange to worse.. [Re: PrimalSoup]
#18928986 - 10/03/13 11:51 PM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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when ever i get that feeling of being stuck i just remind meyself im on mushroom and to just enjoy it
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Beown1337
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Quote:
Global_Roaming said:
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Beown1337 said: Than i started to act like an animal, like a wild animal, an ape! I made the same noises. It seemed like i have gained access to our primitive ancestors a Gene we still have inside of us, but restrained i guess..
By any chance have you watched the movie Altered States lately?
No, never heard of.
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Re: A trip from strange to worse.. [Re: Ultron]
#18929785 - 10/04/13 05:42 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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He could also just enjoy sucking on his mothers tits. It could be a bonding moment.
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Re: A trip from strange to worse.. [Re: Jesus Cristo]
#18929797 - 10/04/13 05:47 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Jesus Cristo said: Most of those things seem pretty typical like people have said. It's interesting that you mention the ape motif though since I've had that too. For me it felt like language slowly started being broken down, and culture and goals and everything else I had set for myself did too, until it got to he point that I was some ape-thing. I didn't make the noises but I had lost most of my human consciousness I guess. Hard to explain but it was very interesting and intense
Interesting that you mention it aswell, i think we still have that primal gene of our ancestors inside of us, but restrained and while we tripping it gets triggered somehow, i wish this would be true, it would be amazing, just incredible to even think of it that way.
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Re: A trip from strange to worse.. [Re: Beown1337]
#18929887 - 10/04/13 06:35 AM (10 years, 4 months ago) |
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Psilocybin lowers brain activity. Brain scans show brain activity is lowered on the outer sides Of The brain and brain activity is more Condensed to the inner deeper parts.
The inner deeper parts of our brain our the oldest and as we have evolved so did our brains, growing outward.
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