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sixshooter
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So today I got some 50 tabs of only 2mg Diazepam for my Anxiety. was wondering, first one I took, i crushed up and just swolloed..30 minutes later I was on the couch falling asleep  WTF? lol now I havent had weed in 3 weeks (dealer is on holidays) so these valium I am hoping to ease my anxiety. Curious as to what I can do with them to get the most out of them recreationally aswell? I know it's a small does..but really whats the best I can do with them?
I don't drink alcohol as I am a recovering alcoholic so thats a no go. What can I do to get the most out of them?
I need to find some way to 'trip' get 'stoned' off these! ha ha ha
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AntiEverything
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as a recovering alcoholic i'd tread very very cautiously into the world of benzos lol
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sixshooter
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AntiEverything said: as a recovering alcoholic i'd tread very very cautiously into the world of benzos lol
HAHAHA where did you get your info? The book of ABC's?
Diazepam is actually used to treat alcoholics, to wean them off it haha
wow...do not give people advice
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Beanhead
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How did you get those?
i've been contemplating giving my doctor all of the information of which substances i've been prescribed along with my experiences with them, i've never receiving a benzo, just SSRI/antipsychotics/non-benzoic GABA bullshit(if that is a word)
but I can't utter the words to ask them for a benzo because: 1. anxiety (been wanting to go for doctor for three years...) 2. I don't want to be judged as drug user 3. agression (whilst i'm a peaceful person, I hate myself)
Edited by Beanhead (10/03/13 07:39 AM)
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sixshooter
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Beanhead said: How did you get those?
i've been contemplating giving my doctor all of the information of which substances i've been prescribed along with my experiences with them, i've never receiving a benzo, just SSRI/antipsychotics/non-benzoic GABA bullshit(if that is a word)
but I can't utter the words to ask them for a benzo because: 1. anxiety (been wanting to go for doctor for three years...) 2. I don't want to be judged as drug user 3. agression (whilst i'm a peaceful person, I hate myself)
I had to go to 3 doctors, first two judged me based on my appearance as I am heavily tattooed ( I am a musician) but after speaking to the new dr today I explained to her these past two days I have had two really bad rage episodes where my brain has just shut off and I have gone out done things I regret so much. I told her I fear for my safety and most importantly others. It isnt a long term fix for me, this is just a temp till I get the proper help I need for my anxiety and for my Rage (Intermittent explosive disorder). Benzos arent something you want to use for a long time. just to stay safe till you get the proper help. As you, I am a very peaceful person but my brain will shut off if I get too overwhelmed and frustrated and I just go into rage mode for about 30 seconds to 3 minutes. then into deep remorse.
Fuck being judged bro, people judge me every day because of my tattoos, but you have to understand we all judge one another, you just have to show them you are not who they judge you to be, and alot of dr will just judge. To get something done if you have tried all this is to go to a psyc and they are the ones who will evaluate you and give you what you need. in the mean time explain to the dr you fear you might harm yourself or others safety because you cannot control these episodes. Explain you don't want valium for a permanent fix, just a temp to keep you safe tillyou get adequate help
Hope that helps
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Not Responding
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so you complain about people using hair ron (i dont know how to properly spell hair ron), but you make a thread about getting high from your script?
whats the dif between you and them?
"my choice of drugs is better than your choice of drug"
dude, ive seen benzos destroy so many lives...
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Not Responding said: so you complain about people using hair ron (i dont know how to properly spell hair ron), but you make a thread about getting high from your script?
whats the dif between you and them?
"my choice of drugs is better than your choice of drug"
dude, ive seen benzos destroy so many lives...
if you actually have to ask me what the difference is between heroin( there is a little spelling lesson for you) and Diazepam then you need to stop commenting and go back to school and learn english..then learn a thing or two about drugs before you do anymore
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Beanhead
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You can die of alcohol/diazepam withdrawals.
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sixshooter
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Beanhead said: You can die of alcohol/diazepam withdrawals.
You can also die from drinking water
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Beanhead
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psi
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sixshooter said:
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AntiEverything said: as a recovering alcoholic i'd tread very very cautiously into the world of benzos lol
HAHAHA where did you get your info? The book of ABC's?
Diazepam is actually used to treat alcoholics, to wean them off it haha
wow...do not give people advice 
How does that in any way negate what he said? The fact that they are used medically for this purpose really has no bearing on whether or not it's a good idea to be careful.
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Beanhead said: https://yourlogicalfallacyis.com/
Oh did I hurt your junkie brain
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sixshooter said:
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AntiEverything said: as a recovering alcoholic i'd tread very very cautiously into the world of benzos lol
HAHAHA where did you get your info? The book of ABC's?
Diazepam is actually used to treat alcoholics, to wean them off it haha
wow...do not give people advice 
AntiEverything gave you solid advice. If you enjoy the CNS-depressing-GABA-enhancing effects of alcohol enough to become an alcoholic, there's a good chance you could enjoy the CNS-depressing-GABA-enhancing effects of diazepam enough to risk forming an addiction to benzos.
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psi
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sixshooter said: if you actually have to ask me what the difference is between heroin( there is a little spelling lesson for you) and Diazepam then you need to stop commenting and go back to school and learn english..then learn a thing or two about drugs before you do anymore
One big difference is that benzodiazepine withdrawal can give you seizures and even kill you, while opiate withdrawal is physically harmless.
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Beanhead
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sixshooter said:
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Beanhead said: https://yourlogicalfallacyis.com/
Oh did I hurt your junkie brain 
No, i'm ridiculing your so-called intelligence.
If you act in an intelligent manner, perhaps you can break the cycle.
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Re: diazepam [Re: psi] 1
#18924976 - 10/03/13 08:36 AM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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Yeah he was kind of asking for it.
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I did a job today at a guys house and he was on diazepam because of alcohol. He's now trying to get out of his benzo addiction and is a state...so be careful as advised banned prejudouche
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Re: diazepam [Re: psi] 1
#18925075 - 10/03/13 09:19 AM (10 years, 3 months ago) |
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sixshooter Banned: 10/03/13 10:23 AM Expires: 10/13/13 10:27 AM Reason: Inappropriate Post
Yup.  I think I deleted 3 flame threads of his already..
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Yeah fuck that guy, he made a thread trying to meet a whole group of us in person to go shroom hunting.
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