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my letting go theory
    #18918200 - 10/01/13 08:37 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

Back when i first started tripping i had a hard time letting no matter if i ate an eighth or a 5g "the heroic dose"

Then one night i decided to eat 10g what i consider a heroic dose and experienced full blown ego death i truly felt as if i had died and been reborn knowing nothing and having to learn to function mentally and physically all over with blackouts and the whole 9 yards craziest trip of my life

But ever since that experience i can easily let go with no problems i can loose complete visual connection with reality on as little as 5gs or lower doses of any pyschedelic now

So all in all my theory is that

you must experience uncontrollable lose of ego through a very large dose to be comfortable letting go easily and diving all in to go deep

Im sure that some people have no problem letting go but for those of us with strong egos this is a shortcut to the full experience


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Re: my letting go theory [Re: ImFukNCLUELESS]
    #18918393 - 10/01/13 09:15 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

Eh didn't work for me. I had a crash n' burn ayahuasca trip before the summer. Scared me silly and the dose was absolutely intense. The next week I had trouble letting go on 4 hits of acid and a few weeks after that had trouble letting go on what I consider a pretty small dose of ~20mg 4-aco-dmt. It seemed to make it worse in fact. In my opinion, letting go is just something you have to practice. You have to learn to ride the waves as they come. It's an invaluable life lesson imo. Repeated exposure to high doses can surely bring you there. My last ayahuasca trip was notably more controllable even though the intensity was the same... And don't get me wrong I was nowhere near "let go" as I should have been, but I could see my improvement.


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Re: my letting go theory [Re: JacksonMetaller]
    #18918442 - 10/01/13 09:30 PM (10 years, 3 months ago)

I think that's a valid way of "forcing" yourself to let go (in quotes because it is not something you can force mentally).

It begins with an acceptance of your state, your life as it is, and/or an acceptance of death. I remember a groundbreaking experience for me in that regard. I was tripping on a not so heroic dose of about 3 grams of shrooms. I had a horribly painful infection on my left big toe where my cat scratched me. I was convinced mid-trip that it was a fatal infection of cat-scratch fever, and began contemplating all the conseqences of my dying. At some point I realized that I was going to die (not some day, but that very night), and there was no good in being sad or upset about it. Accepting death allowed me to enjoy life, and the trip was marvelous from that point on.

Accepting death seems like the bigger hurdle, but intense trips can make accepting your state of existence (i.e. tripping hard and not being able to handle it) even more difficult. Letting go when that happens is a matter of finding your "eye in the storm", if you will, where you can have a moment to stop and think and accept what's happening to you without the constant bombardment. I have found that changing your setting can produce a brief respite in these situations. Simply stepping outside can often trigger this, even if just for a few seconds, it can be enough to gain a foothold and let the experience take over.


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