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SattvaBodhi
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I am feeling down and depressed. It's very odd to me because I kicked those feelings out of my life over 6 years ago. I seriously have not been depressed 1 single day in about 6 years. I am not on any meds at all for any reason. It just hit me today, just now actually. I hate feeling depressed. I am not suicidal or anything I just do not remember how to come out of a depression. I am sure the way I made myself feel better before wont work again. We wont talk about how I made myself feel better in the past, I just know it wont help and I am unwilling to try that method.
The way I got rid of the depression I was feeling for prolonged periods of time was by taking a trip to the middle of nowhere and eating some psychedelics. I cannot take another long trip again just to take a astral trip. I don't have the time or the psychedelics. How about you all, got any ideas?
I am open to most anything.
Once again I am not feeling suicidal or anything ... just depressed.
I hope you all have a very wonderful day!
Namaste SB
-------------------- My ETSY shop .. stop by and look ***Disclaimer*** Everything I say in my posts is false. I have never done any drugs nor will I ever. Drugs are bad mmkay.
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HalluciNate
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Tmethyl
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Sattva, It happens to me every year around the time the seasons change. I spend a lot of time outdoors and I'm very in tune with nature, and as soon as the seasons starts to change I fall into a deep depression for a few days. Maybe that's happening to you, maybe not.
I hope for you the best, but true peace is accepting the suffering, pain and depression as much as you accept the positive emotions. It's a beautiful experience to be here now, even if to be here we must hurt. Depression is beautiful.. really, if you think deeply enough. My very best to you.
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HalluciNate
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Tmethyl, you're a beast! 
Lots of and Light for you all!!!
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Tmethyl
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HalluciNate said: Tmethyl, you're a beast! 
Lots of and Light for you all!!!

You're a beast too(!?), I love to read your posts.
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HalluciNate
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Quote:
Tmethyl said:
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HalluciNate said: Tmethyl, you're a beast! 
Lots of and Light for you all!!!

You're a beast too(!?), I love to read your posts.

I enjoy reading yours as well.
I haven't seen from you in awhile.
Any grey encounters to speak of recently?
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Tmethyl
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Nothing grey really, but here are all the things I encountered yesterday. https://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Number/18909653#18909653
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HalluciNate
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Woah, those are some lovely shots. 
I especially like the night time sky ones. 
You're a pretty skilled photographer. What sort of camera do you use?
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Brown Buffalo
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For me getting in deep with hobbys works a lot, or looking for a new one. Im an hobby addicted, even if my budget allow me to go only for money free or low effort ones. Btw most of the time I watch movies and read books, since I havent much free time, but when I do I love getting into nearly impossible projects, just for the love to discover they're pretty simple and low effort too.. But on some days Im so lost that there's no way I can be back being who I am, and I think its because Im still young and free roamer in life; on these days I just try to carry on without too much damage, sleeping a lot since its one of the few things that work. Im having an hard work and poor social life to be honest at the moment, even if Im not the kind that need lots of friends. If you have the chance, try to find something hard to build with years of small efforts, so when you're lost you still have something to keep you anchored. Ive got a pair of similar things but they're still starting so they dont always work. And its not that simple to find out huge projects that dont need big money efforts, but its possible.
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SattvaBodhi
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Thank you all. I feel much better already. I got to take a small walk in nature and pondered what you said Tmethyl about depression being beautiful. I agree now. It is almost as beautiful as the end of something. Difficult sometimes, yet beautiful.
Also I would love to hear about your grey encounters. I thought they were no longer allowed here on Earth. Or atleast not to interfere.
Namaste SB
-------------------- My ETSY shop .. stop by and look ***Disclaimer*** Everything I say in my posts is false. I have never done any drugs nor will I ever. Drugs are bad mmkay.
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